#sparkrants

Because for one- these creators owe nothing to you specifically. It is your choice whether to consume the content. If you want lore, go write it yourself! Make your own characters, then you have a world of adventure at your fingertips you can daydream about.

Secondly, there is so many more lore SMPs out there you could watch, that are just as good as what your favorite big streamer's or youtuber's do. Go back and watch Pirates SMP! Look for other SMPs, like Kaboodle SMP, Fable SMP, Siege SMP, etc- Go back and watch Outsiders SMP, or Rats SMP!

I don't consider myself therian or otherkin, rather just leaning more towards hyperphantasia and writing non-human characters throughout my life- especially from 8-ish onward (such as cats, half-human half-animal characters, dragons, etc)-

My phantom limbs usually only appear when I'm feeling very strong emotions. I usually get wings, long ears, and a lion-like tail (but I have gotten like- felt like my legs were faun-like). But its usually just the wings and ears that get uncomfortable. Generally it's also linked to when I'm feeling more negative emotions. So I'm unsure if it's just like my negative emotions concentrating in a physical area and then becoming uncomfortable (or even like- overwhelming in and of themselves, or causing a minor amount of pain).

Preferably the good ol' reliable quotation mark ("). Ex: She waved her hand dismissively, "That won't be needed, thank you."

But even with anything else! Apostrophes? sure! Italics? sure! Bold? Sure! But PLEASE, pretty please, do something.

Backseat lore-ing is not cool

As "things" in sherbert's chat- technically we are outside people

However... other chats haven't set up that boundary. There's not really anything that says the auras or allays or sparks or fish would know that information! Of course the souls would know, but they can't hear them

It would rush the story if they listened... and don't you want more episodes of Fable?

So I'm dating a guy rn (I'll refer to him as Okapi btw!)- and I'm like- 98% sure I'm in love with him. But I have a really hard time describing what that feels like, exactly- just like.... I want to be around him. and I trust him. I like when he smiles and how when he gets excited about things his eyes light up. He's a great storyteller as well.

But... My therapist asked me what makes him different from a friend- and I'm not sure if it was just how caught off guard I was, or if it's just.. me? I couldnt really come up with an answer past "It feels different."

but like- we started as friends. But I'm not sure if that makes it different appearance wise compared to like- normal dating? Additionally- we've never kissed. Most is handholding and hugs/leaning on each other and all. I like sitting near him- but I don't quite fancy the idea of kissing him? it might be that I've never kissed anyone before? I mean I also dont like fantasize about what he looks like shirtless. It doesn't really matter, I suppose- at least to me-