Love or Hate?
Requested: Halloween prompt #9 where reader dresses as Sweets.
A/N: I hope yaâll like this sorry it took so long. Keep sending the prompts in with your ideas. I have a few Halloween ones left in my inbox as well as some regular requests Iâve had for a bit.Â
Word Count: 2392
Peaâs POV
Every time Halloween comes around everyone is preparing for Cheryl blossoms early costume party. Everyone was waiting for the invite; the announcement that revealed what it would be this year. The invitation placed on your desk.
âHello darling, you are cordially invited to my gathering at Thistle House, canât wait to see your costumeâ She sent a wink your way which concerned you cause Cheryl is always up to something.
âYou are cordially invited to Thistle house for the annual Halloween Bash. But thereâs a twist; In order to get in you must be dressed as the person you love....or the person you hate. Will they know the difference? Will you spill? Guess weâll find outâ
So now you had two options; Sweet Pea or Reggie and you were not wearing a Riverdale letterman. You were scared shitless, to say the least, and you had to find Toni.
âTâ
âWhat's up?â
âDid you hear about Cherylâs party?â
âClearly considering Iâm dating her, why?â
âOkay no need to be sassy T, Haha anyway this is important. What the fuck am I going to dress as? I only have one option here. I have to dress as Pea cause I sure as hell ain't dressing as Reggie but if I dress as Pea he is gonna fucking think I either hate him or love him and that is a problem!â
âOh I know that was the point, plus it isnât a problemâ
âHuhâ
âI love you but Iâm fucking tired of you and him, You need to grow a pair and fucking tell himâ
âIf I tell him itâll fucking ruin everythingâ
âWell, you donât really have a choice so either Mantle or Pea, you only have two options
âGuess youâre helping me draw a tattoo thenâ
âThank fucking god becuase I swe...â Before she could finish Pea came in slamming the door open.
âYo, you guys get your invites?â
âYeah of course, who you dressing as?â
âSomeone I hate...â
âLet me guessâŠ?â
âSureâ
âReggie?â
âHow did you know!â He was playing it off coming over and draping his hand over your shoulder.
âNot a super hard thing to guess PeaPodâ
âI thought we stopped with that nickname!â
âItâs never gonna stopâ
âGuess I can deal but only for youâ He sent a wink your way, and it caused your stomach to twirl. âDo you wanna come over and help me cover my tattoo?â
âSure, guess I'll see you later then?â
âYeah, Iâll meet you after school?â
âYeahâ
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You decided to just bring your clothes for the party in your backpack considering you just had to throw his flannel on top of what youâd normally wear.
You got to his trailer but before you could knock on the door he was opening it shirtless and in basketball shorts and your mind ran wild. It was weird youâve been friends for years, maybe more than friends but you never really noticed him that way until recently. He was always your Pea Pod, the guy who you could go to for anything, the guy who would protect you from anything. But you wanted to stay friends, you couldnât tell him anything, not after Fangs made the joke about the two of you marrying eventually and Pea laughed it off punching him saying it would never happen. That struck you, you couldnât ruin the friendship you had.
A hand waving in your face knocked you out of your thoughts âYo earth to Y/Nâ
âWhat?â
âYou okay?â
âYeah, yeah I'm goodâ
âYou sure? You feeling okay? If you're sick we can just stay here and chill, fuck the partyâ
âIâm okay Pea, I promiseâ
âOkay, well come insideâ
âThanks, alright, sit on the toilet lemme grab the makeup outâ You began applying the layers carefully working your way covering his tattoo.
âWhy didnât you wear your costume, you look like yourself?â
âItâs in my truck, I gotta go to Toniâs so she can do my makeupâ
âWhat, donât trust me to do it?â
âYour good at a lot of things Pea, but makeup is not one of themâ His hand covered his heart.
âIâm offendedâ
âPoor babyâ you looked at him pouting your lip
âSo who are you dressing up asâ you were leaning over to his neck covering the tattoo and felt his breath cast its way over, a shiver going throughout your body.
âI uh, Itâs a secretâ
âC'mon we donât have secretsâ
âGuess we do nowâŠâ
âY/NNNNNNNNâ he was like a two-year-old who had their candy taken
âI canât tell you itâll ruin itâ
âYeah well you know who Iâm dressing asâ
âYeah Pea because there is only one person you hate more than anything in the world and that is Reggieâ
âI couldâve dressed as the person I loveâŠâ You stopped what you were doing looking into his eyes
âYou love someone?â Your eyes lingered on his, was your chance gone? All you could think was that you lost him.
âYeah, uh I doâ Thank god you were done you couldnât sit there any longer
âAlright youâre all doneâ
âAlready!â
âYeah haha, now I gotta go, see you at the partyâ You began grabbing your stuff as Pea stood up abruptly grabbing your arm. He placed a kiss on your cheek
âSee you laterâ Your whole body warmed with the feeling of his lips pressed to your skin. He always gave you kisses on your cheek or forehead but now it was so, so different.
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âHow was doing Peaâs makeup?â
âNot too hardâ
âNo how was it I meanâ
âOh uh, it was good. Before I left he kissed me on the cheekâ
âOh!â
âIt felt different T like, I donât know I just don't wanna fuck anything upâ
âEverything is gonna be fine trust meâ
âAlright, your makeup is all good now letâs get dressedâ You went and grabbed the items out of your backpack. A flannel of Peaâs that you stole. It was big on you, not too big but enough to be so cozy and comfy, and it still had the faint smell of him. You then slipped your boots on that looked somewhat like his, and you also slipped the dog tags he gave you over your head. Pea always wore his grandfather's dog tags, and one with the names of his grandma. You always loved that he had something that brought him close to his family because, for you, there was nothing of yours left. At a young age, Pea became your family almost. The only friend and person you had. So when you turned 12 he got a dog tag made for you with a little sweet pea carved into it. You always kept it on your nightstand but tonight you figured it made the outfit that much more believable
âYouâre even wearing the dog tags?â
âIs it too much?â
âNot at allâ.
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Peaâs POV
Y/N doing my makeup had my heart fluttering, all I wanted was to tell her I liked her. But when I told her I loved someone itâs like she coiled back. I couldnât tell her not then. Maybe dressing as Reggie was the better idea.
I walked into the party the music blasting. The sound going into my ears making my head pound as if I was already drunk.
âHey Peaâ Fangs called out.
âHey nice lettermanâ
âI know ugly isnât itâ
âWhere did you even get it?â
âBorrowed it from FP itâs his old one itâs a little tight but it does the trickâ
âYo your tattoo what the fuckâ
âI had Y/N cover it with makeupâ
âOooo your girl was that close to youâ
âShut it, Fogartyâ
âWhat, itâs about time you tell her alreadyâ
But thatâs when he saw you walk through the door the boots, the black jeans, the flannel that looks eerily similar to the one he couldnât find this morning when he got dressed for school he figured maybe you were dressed as Tall Boy than to top it all off he saw the familiar silver glisten coming from around your neck and then the drawing of the snake, a replica of the tattoo that he adorned in the same exact spot. âGuess she hates me so it doesnât matter nowâ
âPea waitâŠâ I didnât wanna be there for when she walked over so I walked away to grab drinks
âIâm grabbing drinksâ Y/N caught my eye and I didnât even give her a nod back like always. I couldnât she hated me. There was no other explanation. There was no way she loved me or she wouldnât have coiled back when I said I loved someone earlier.
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Y/N POV
âWheres Pea?â
âUh he left, got his panties in a bunch and went to grab some beers or somethingâ
âYou look great, dressed as lemme guess. Pea?â
âUh yeahâ
âSo what you hate him?â
âNot exactlyâŠ. I uhâ
âOh shit you love himâ T came up behind you then.
âFogarty stop teasing the poor girl, acting like you donât know shit you know she fuckin likes himâ
âDoesnât matter now T, he saw me and he walked away. Iâm just gonna leaveâ
âNo donât you dare you got all dressed up youâre staying if he ignores you or is pissed than he is just a dick wad got itâ
âT really itâs fineâ
âNo, you are stayingâ
You tried talking to Pea a few more times but every time he would see you coming he would move out of the way. You gave up trying, about an hour in and just enjoyed the time you were having with Toni and Fangs
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The night when on, Toni got a few drinks in you and you loosened up a bit, you still hadnât seen Pea but you needed air. Being surrounded by all the bodies all the heat you were beginning to freak out, you never liked being in large crowds. And when you were you always had Toni or Pea, but T was off with Cheryl and Pea was nowhere to be found.
You found the door stepping outside letting the cool fall air hit you. âFuck, fuck fuckâ You sat down on the ground trying to even your breathing and you finally did a bit. You saw Pea sitting on a swing and you needed to know what was going on, know that if you dressing as him ruined your chances of still being friends at all.
âWhat are you doing over here Y/Nâ
âCame to check on you, you been out here all night?â
âMaybe why does it fucking matterâ
âJesus Pea lighten upâ
âMe, lighten up!â
âWhat the fuck is your problem?!â
âYou Y/N you are the fucking problem. Why the fuck would you dress like me! I thought we were best friends, I mean fuck was it all a lie? Jesus christ am I an idiot for thinking that we could be something more? Am I an idiot for thinking we were best friends? You know I must be... I must be a fucking idiot for falling in love with you only for you to basically tell me you hate meâŠâ
âWhat?â He walked away then storming back into the house and you were shocked couldnât move an inch as you walked him disappear. By the time you made it through the crowd, his bike was long gone.
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You drove to your spot at the top of SweetWater river. It was the one no one knew about other than the two of you. It was your place, the place you had been going too since you were little. Â You grabbed the small dog tag out of your glove box, the dog tag youâve been imagining giving to him for months, it was now or never.
You walked over and saw him sitting with his back against the tree, your tree, the one you carved when you were 7. His dad used to take you both up here, well before he got deployed.
âI know you're mad at me but just close your eyes and open your handsâ
âWhy, just go back home Y/Nâ
âLook I know I dressed up as you but just⊠open your palms please Nathanâ it caught his attention because you were never one to use his full name.
âFineâ You placed the dog tag into his open palms. His eyes fluttered open as you began to walk away. You saw his eyes cast down before you did so. You were halfway down the path before you felt an arm tug on you.
âIs it true?â
âOf course it is Nathan, how would you ever think I hated you, you the only fucking constant that has been there my whole life, you mean everything to meâ He brought you into a hug, the familiar feeling of his arms causing your legs to go slightly weak. âI thought I lost you, fuck Pea I really thought that you were just gonna leaveâ
âHey, hey even if you did hate me I would never let you walk through this world aloneâ
âGuess ima have to make you a dog tag now too huh?â
âYeah guess so, Iâd like anotherâ
âReally?â
âOf courseâ
âSo do you wanna go back to the party?â
âNo, I say we say fuck itâ
âI agree, btw I like your tattooâ
âPea I hate to break it to you but I have a serpent tattoo alreadyâ
âYeah but neck tats are sexy donât ya thinkâ
âYeah, maybe a littleâŠâ
âA little! Cmon Y/N you know you want some of thisâ
âWell guess you have to wait till we get to your place to find outâŠ.â
âWell then why are we still standing here Pea Podâ He grabbed your hand dragging you through the bushes and to your vehicles. A quick kiss to your forehead âmeet you at my place, I vote scary movie marathon what do you think?â
âIs that even a question Peaâ















