Peter thinks he has to suffer to make up for all the ways he's touched Miles and the biggest problem with that is that literally nobody told him to do that πππ Miles didn't ask for a keeper, or a father, or a mentor... he asked for a partner. He really is just a whole dumbass.
IMAGINE HAVING THE HOTTEST, MOST POWERFUL MAN ALIVE AS YOUR LOVER AND YOU FUMBLE THE FUCK OUT OF THAT BAGβ EMBARRASSING!!!!! PEOPLE WOULD KILL TO BE WITH MILES. THE WHOLE FUCKING STATE OF NEW YORK WOULD LINE UP JUST TO GET A DATE WITH HIM!!!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?!?!?!
Peter forsaking the only thing that has ever loved him unconditionally down to its dying breath just to adhere to his strict moral code and sense of responsibility even when it takes everything from him, including his divine lover who has loved him ever since he first laid eyes on him.
Like, it's crazy... CRAZY!!!!!
Imagine leaving THIS behind
Peter should be going crazy insane rabid sliding down the wall ripping out his hair seething foaming at the mouth at the thought of anyone being able to potentially love Miles in his place, nevermind actually getting to sleep with him eventually.
Like if I lost this god of a man I would simply just kill myself. I'm sorry, but Peter can't do and won't EVER do better than Miles. He's his perfect equal in every level. Someone that was literally crafted by the universe to be his soulmate and lover. Insane... ABSOLUTELY INSANE!!!!!
