˜”*°•. Buried hopes rising from their sepulchers, a once darkness broken by the light. Shattered pieces falling into place, creating him. Nicholas Scratch, the man built by pleasures and entertainment, only drowning for the sake of her. For she’d been the purpose he’d never thought he’d have looked for. For she’d been the one, meaning more than the pleasures of the flesh. Sabrina Spellman. The stubborn halfbreed that’d died for them. The reckless, the willful, the thoughtless but also the hero, the one that’d sacrificed to save them all. And how destroyed had he felt without her. How alone, how hopeless, how poor. A dead man walking, drinking, as if alcohol would make her return.
She was back, though. She was there, she was alive, she was fine. And suddenly, he was himself too. The world not sinking underneath the cold water. The air not toxins burning him from the inside. His mind far from numb, far from helpless. Feelings more than just grief. Relief, happiness, freedom but also shame, guilt, remorse. For he might have locked himself away into the abysses of alcohol and numbness, he was in the real world now, though. And the real world was full of his mistakes. It was not just Sabrina he’d failed. It was not just his slowness leading her to death. It’d been also his inane decisions destroying the life of another as well. Dorian. The person he’d gone and cried to more than once in his life. The person he’d turned to every time his romance was ravaged. The person that’d paid for his decisions and then was ignored for the sake of egoism.
❝ Good to see you didn’t close the place. ❞ Casual words concealing the hesitancy of his decision -- his late appearance, and the yet unspoken apology --. ❝ I… I wanted to talk to you. ❞
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