The Lost Angel

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The Lost Angel

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Hi, sorry if i bother you but, could you explain the differences between being a demon and being souless? It's been bothering me all summer. Also thanks for all the time you invest in your meta about the show, it has kept me positive about Destiel. You're our angel.
Youâre not a bother at all, anon, Â Simply, one involves a soul and one does not. Metaphysically, the two are nothing alike. Â One functions on only EMF, while the other functions on damaged EMF plus a soul. Â In both cases the soul is âblockedâ (or in the case of soullessness, absent) so they are similar in this regard. Â For both, the ability to give a fuck is essentially gone, so the narrative can treat them as equals in many ways (which is why we got the foreshadowing mirrors in 9x17 IMO). Additionally, thereâs degrees of âhumanityâ involved in being a demon, shades that are achieved by injecting âfixesâ to the damaged EMF. Â There is no equivalent to this for soullessness since thereâs no damage to EMF and the soul can not be broken into pieces for a humanity âinfusionâ. Â Itâs black or white, no shades of grey.
And your welcome. Â Iâm always hesitate when people tell me I have influenced their optimism over the possibility of Destiel. Â Iâm just here saying what I believe, why I believe it, and discussing what I believe is deliberate structure and visual cues. Â ^_^ Â
Hello, I find your meta and insight on the show fascinating. I was wondering if you have any piece about how the state of soullessness works? Thank you for all your writing, it really helped this season. I wish you have a wonderful day.
I donât *think* Iâve talked about soullessness beforeâŚ? Maybe only in passing in my âGrace in the Machineâ series? Or in discussions?Hereâs my explanation for it tho:
Soullessness is basically a meatsuit animated on EMF alone (which doesnât need to recharge, as in sleep, or interact with the meatsuit on an emotional level, although it can to a very limited extent). The disconnected âghost of youâ is basically possessing you when you are in a state of soulessness. EMF, the shield that functions as âtranslator and containerâ between your meatsuit and soul, is instead left in charge when your soul (consciousness) is removed. You âfeelâ to an extent (because EMF is used to those thoughts/sensations passing through), but you donât âcareâ or otherwise can not remember the âchoiceâ the consciousness/soul made when confronted with the experience last time.Â
For example (and Iâll use the 9x17 opening for this one): Imagine someone you loved made you constantly feel unappreciated and angry. The love your soul feels overrides the âinstinctâ (or rather, fleeting thought) to smash the personâs face in instead. Without the soul (the source of love), all thatâs left is the original thought process without consciousness to decide action. So instead of âdecidingâ to go another way (not smash someoneâs face in because you love them), the initial reaction replaces it (to beat the crap out of them). We see this as the unappreciated wife then beats her husband to death.
When ghosts become vengeful it is because the EMF goes too long without housing the soul (which remains trapped within the Veil). Trapped within a meatsuit, EMF and soul cannot âdisconnectâ as they can outside the flesh. Â Upon death and âstaying behindâ, as a substitute for flesh, the soul (within the Veil) will instead attach onto something else as a substituted meatsuit (either bones or an important object). Â The EMF is then âtetheredâ to the soul (like a dog on a leash), but understandably disconnected in its ability to feel . Â This tether provides the EMF with LIMITED emotional memories/consciousness from the soul, much like the meatsuitâs muscle ârememory/memoryâ substitutes this (instead of consciousness) when in a state of soullessness. Â
They say the opposite of love is indifference, not hatred. Â This is why ghosts can go âvengefulâ, filled with hatred (as they are still tethered to their soul), and soulless people essentially feel nothing and are running on muscle rememory autopilot as it were.
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This is generally how I view things. Â ^_^ Â Thank you for your kind words about my meta this season. Â I really appreciate it. Â
Re Crowley's soul: I like to think of demonic souls as laptops that fell from an airplane onto cement before being trampled by a stampede of elephants. After all that, it's not so much a "laptop" as it is a very ugly, overlarge paperweight.
This is a good comparison I think. Â The battery (the system that provides power like the soul) would most certainly be intact (sturdy like a brick), but the outer shell (the EMF) that uses the construct to function (EMF = emotions = CPU) would be decimated, unusable. Â I love a good metaphor. Â
2007 History of Mankind - Part 31 - Creation of the Soul Construct (by KristinaSalas)

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Tapestry of the System - "Form and Function: How Do Souls and Grace Compare as Energy Sources?"
Consider this meta defilerwyrmâs fault⌠I sure do. Until now this is a topic Iâve left in my head for obvious reasons as Iâm clearly not a physics major by any stretch of the imagination, nor do I pretend to be. A read of his angel construct meta here is also recommended as my own meta and understanding of the matter is so closely tied to his own. In this meta Iâd like to discuss how souls and grace function as energy sources for their respective species, what âfeedsâ each bodyâs conversion process and how the two processes work together in the âvessel constructâ.
Energy and mass can be neither created nor destroyed, only convertedâŚ
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The first question we must ask ourselves is this: âWhen God designed âThe Systemâ did he create the maximum total number of souls over the course of the existence of the universe at its conception (in an energy/matter balance) or did he instead create the equation to their creation?â
Basically, is a soul âgivenâ to a human by the âsystemâ at their conception or is the soul âconverted from matterâ as a component of the universeâs construct?
For Supernatural, I believe it is the latter. When a human is created from DNA programming from two humans part of the conception creation process involves some of the mass from the genetic code of both participants being converted into energy, creating a new soul. The soul then functions as a self-charging rechargeable battery, able to maintain itself over time via our bodyâs energy conversion mechanics (eating food). This type of fusion-like power source allows the soul to power both itself and its encasing, until the energy conversion system (our âmeatsuitâ) breaks down through natural process of organic decay and cell decomposition over time (aging). It would seem that the opposite is true for angels. An angelâs battery âdecaysâ (like fission) while their body does not and can not while it houses grace as it is (as defilerwyrm says) a photon-bearing conglomeration of EM wavelengths that is designed to house a fission reactor and is therefore unaffected by such a reaction.
In my meta series âGrace in the Machineâ I concluded that angels had a âlocked soulâ within their construct to account for the shadow of emotion they feel. For all intents and purposes (in the world of Supernatural) the soul is the âtrue keyâ (as it were) to free will. The design of the universe (which I call âThe Tapestry of the Systemâ in all my meta) dictates free will must exist or the universe can not, as a result of this God created free will for angels then âlocked itâ (or wrapped it if you prefer) within grace as an âoverrideâ to create obedience to his will. In my meta series I discussed how it was Godâs ultimate design that angels develop (or rather unveiled) free will over the course of their existence by way of grace/soul âbarrierâ decay over time. I theorized that the longer grace is âinfusedâ into human flesh the more the âbarrierâ between grace and soul decays. I think angelic possession absolutely works to further this process.
Since human bodies decay, once an angel âsyncsâ with a vessel their âpower sourceâ is then subject to human body mechanics. The grace âdecay processâ can best be described using Quantum Theory, where it can be compared to how radioactive material decays seemingly randomly, though constantly over time, (a process that ultimately traces to the long ago effects of supernova, further illustrating the dichotomy of the fission/fusion angel/human construct). Since grace itself is somehow nonparticulate energy infused with âthe will of Godâ basic physics laws themselves will only take us so farâŚ
Just as the neutrons and protons that constitute nuclei, as well as other particles that approach close enough to them, are governed by several interactions, so then is the decay of grace once it is channeled into a vessel (which I imagine happened early in human history, as God must have made the first humans compatible for wearing angels, as his later âdesigns in human genetic codeâ did not receive the same âangelic fitting elementsâ, hence the angels need to use cupids to ensure certain human genetic code lines cross and reproduce to keep their respective vessel lines going). While Iâm not even going to try and theorize why decay was not an issue before humans were âreadyâ for possession (perhaps their nonparticulate energy form left their grace in a sort of âstasisâ as they had not yet a need to âtapâ into it for anything), it can be concluded that from the first moment angels were channeled into vessels the decay process began and has not be stopped. The continuous erosion of grace and further exposure of their soul has generated a need to try and rectify this effect (their sense of free will) by âhackingâ their vessel-infused construct âcodeâ in an effort to reverse this process. Season 8 shows us this is done by the angel Naomi under the previous direction of the archangels. It is important to note that since the archangels were designed with larger grace supplies, the âfree will effectâ has been minimal on them (with the exception of Gabriel which I will talk about later) thus their lack of understanding towards the process (the true will of God in the design of his system).
Comparatively, the decay process must somehow replicate radioactive decay results via a reduction of summed rest mass, once the released energy (the disintegration energy of grace) has escaped in some way (for example, an angel smites something or they use the energy to heal someone). Although decay energy is sometimes defined as associated with the difference between the mass of the parent nuclide products and the mass of the decay products, this is true only of rest mass measurements, where some energy has been removed from the product system . This is true because the decay energy must always carry mass with it, wherever it appears according to the formula E = mc2. The decay energy is initially released as the energy of emitted photons plus the kinetic energy of massive emitted particles (which is why grace appears visually as a bright light).
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Basically⌠the graceâs decay is the light we see when angels smite or heal. The âpure creationâ Anna speaks of in 4.10 is in reality the decaying process at work, since energy conversion is essentially the most key aspect of âcreationâ. This also further enforces the idea that since an angel lacks mass and is instead photon-bearing conglomeration of EM wavelengths animated by grace, this process can only occur when the angelâs complete construct takes on âmassâ (as in when they are in vessels).
Humans and angels: two distinctly different species, each governed by two different body constructs, power systems and energy conversion processes. For humans this power system exists as a singular system (the soul), but with angels the system exists as a binary one (one for their grace, one for their soul).
As I have theorized grace will eventually decay leaving behind a single soul power source, we can assume the angelâs body is already equipped to handle this conversion, this is why they can use a soul to âpower themselvesâ upon depletion of their grace power reserves before they are left with only their own soul (like how Cas used Bobbyâs soul in âFrontierlandâ to time travel the Winchesters home). This is similar to how an alarm clock has a back up 9V battery input, but uses AC/DC power from an outlet for its basic operation (a construct that can be fitted to use batteries itself). This would explain how angels lose âpowerâ when âdisconnected from the Heavenly Hostâ. It would seem that when angels are âplugged into the Heavenly Hostâ they are able to use human souls as power sources without having to use their grace as it were (in a practical application of Nikola Teslaâs infamous Colorado Springs experiments). What then provides the connection to the Heavenly âplug of powerâ? From what I can tell itâs their wings, which are governed under some special law of âgrace wavelengthâ physics.
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It is here Iâll discuss how the falls and/or exiles of Cas, Anna, Gabriel, Lucifer and the angels of season 8 differâŚ
Cas in season 5 (and the angels in season 8):
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The following is how Casâ fall worked in season 5 (and it is how the fall of all angels in 8.23 will work in Season 9 if I had to guess). While Cas could still âteleportâ in season 5, it is likely he didnât have proper use of his wings (which never harmonize into a vessel during the possession process). This would also explain why the angelâs wings burned off in the season 8 finale. The Angel Tablet spell forced the wings to take on mass from the space around them, then expelled that mass as energy in some sort of change to their wavelength spectrum, effectively severing their connection to the Host. While I suspect the wavelength frequency of their wings allows for their secondary power connection to the Host, to lose this connection, however, does not hinder their ability to travel in their nonparticulate energy form (at least for Cas it didn't). Just like with Cas S5, the longer they stay âsevered from the hostâ the more they must use their grace power source and the closer to human they will become. At the end of season 5 (approximately 8-9 months) Casâ grace reserve was on empty, meaning the our season 8 angels have 1 season before the same thing happens to them (give or take). Once their grace is gone and their âpower systemâ is forced into âsoul power onlyâ mode. They are effectively human. This is what happened to Cas in season 5. It is likely the bodyâs original soul and secondary angel soul would then be trapped together, each trying to pull on the bodyâs single power conversion system, resulting in a shorter life span for the meatsuit. This is the opposite effect of normal angelic possession since we know an angelâs grace suspends all aging processes in favor of grace decay. During possession, angels shift the cell decay process over to their power source, allowing them to maintain possession (in theory) for âthousands of yearsâ (or as long as it takes for their grace to deplete itself) so long as they stay âconnectedâ to the Heavenly Host.
Gabriel:
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Here we have an instance of an angel âhidingâ but not being âseveredâ per se from the Heavenly Host (same thing with Balthazar here). It is unlikely the other archangels felt the desire to âcut him offâ due to their wish for him to eventually return (though this isnât explicitly stated anywhere). Regardless of this, grace decay would continue in his vessel⌠It is, however, worth noting that Gabriel (being an archangel and all) has an exponentially greater amount of grace in his âtankâ compared to a lower ranking angel (like Anna or Cas), and therefore it would take longer to decay fully. He arguably demonstrates free will far better than his other archangel counterparts, making it a fair assumption that this is a direct result of his being âenvesseledâ for so long and experiencing the decaying process in a far more advanced capacity than the others.
Lucifer:
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We are basically looking at the same kind of âforced fallâ as Cas season 5 in this case, with one notable difference: Luciferâs fall was without a vessel. Now, I donât know who cut off Cas (probably an archangel), but we all know it was Michael for Lucifer. I would argue that Lucifer probably never took a human vessel given his dispise of humans, by proxy this means that Luciferâs fall probably happened somewhere around the time of âfittingâ. Because of this he would not have experienced the same grace decay effect as Cas, or the other angels. The process would have only began once he took Nick as a vessel. Now, since Nick was not a âproper fitâ we see Lucifer has problems harmonizing on a molecular level with him and accessing his grace in season 5 (though this isnât really commented on by anyone it is evident by seeing him dig manually for Death, travel without âteleportingâ, using it only once his vessel begins to âwears thinâ and so onâŚ). Over time we also see the physical resemblance of radiation poisoning on the vessel, also reinforcing a fission-like radiation decay effect for grace when a âproper containerâ does not exist. It isnât until he possesses the proper container (Sam) that he has âproperâ access to his grace as evident when he smites Castiel. When Cas pulls Samâs body out of the cage and unknowingly leaves behind his soul, it is likely Lucifer kept Samâs soul in his secondary âsoul power slotâ until Death removed it.
Anna:
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Annaâs fall is the only example we have of a fall made by choice while existing in photon-bearing conglomeration of EM wavelength form (celestial intent) since it happened in 1985 before angels took vessels again. Since Anna comments that her mother was incapable of conception, meaning âfaultyâ DNA incapable of carrying out the code to create a soul, and I believe angels already have souls, this fits. Anna force depleted her grace (think a forced-nuclear meltdown), forcing a collapse that exposed (or converted if you will) her soul, sending it to an available host, her mother. Under this type of fall, Anna also remembered her angel time vaguely. Since (as Cas puts it) human perception is limited, these âmemoriesâ were also. Only through therapy was she able to suppress those memories completely until Cas declaring âDean Winchester is savedâ on Angel Radio began her mental journey back to reclaiming those memories. Later when Anna reclaimed her grace, the resulting power infusion âincineratedâ her human form as it was incompatible for possession, not being part of a vessel line. It is also likely her soul was unable to be re-absorbed into her grace which is why she could âcall in a favorâ and request her old body (obviously with the addition of vessel DNA coding) when we see her next. Under my âall angels have soulsâ theorizing she doesnât need an additional soulâs permission in this construct because she is using her own as it were to satisfy the âpermissionâ problem. She otherwise occupies an âempty vesselâ. Given what happened to Castiel in season 5, Iâd say heâs doing the same thing effective God putting him âback togetherâ.
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Well, I think thatâs itâŚ?
Thatâs everything I âconcludeâ about the physical construct of angels and humans within the Supernatural Universe. Iâm sure Iâll do more pieces on this later (how ghosts, monsters and so on factor into this and differ), but for now my head hurts. I hope I didnât confuse anyone. I tried to put it as simply as I couldâŚ? As always, everyone is free to message me if they would like me to elaborate on anything that I didnât touch on.