24,33,40 !
24:Ā Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.
i was watching one of caseyās videos and he was doing a q&a. and one person asked something along the lines ofĀ āhow do you find what youāre really passionate about/how do you find what you want to do in life?ā and he answered something like ādo things. keep yourself busy. donāt take a break because you think you can sit and think about it while doing nothing and come to a conclusion because you wonāt. the only way you can come to a conclusion is if you experience lots of things. for some people thatās going to college, for others itās getting a job or traveling.ā
after my first year of college i was thinking of taking a year or semester off to think about what i want to study but after i watched that video i changed my mind
33:Ā Talk about what you do when you are sad.
cry a lot lol. i feel like lots of people try to do other things to distract themselves and make them forget. but sit i my chair/lie in bed and just think about whateverās making me sad and eventually accept it. also whenever my dad can tell iām sad he always takes me to restaurants i like lol, and heāll always come in my room and talk about it with me. recently my mom keeps telling meĀ āif youāre sad, just pretend youāre happy anyway and move on with your lifeā because lately iāve been really tired cause i have lots of classes and when iām tired iām quiet and she thinks iām sad. and when she told me that it sounded like she was telling me to stop expressing myself cause she basically told me to act like iām always happy, and i got really angry with her. i think thereās something wrong with people who seem happy all the time even when theyāre alone.Ā when her dad and sister passed away she acted like everything was totally okay, and i think thereās something seriously wrong with that. she was really close with her sister and i expected at least some kind of change in behavior, but there was none. and sometimes she explodes with rage and does terrible things and to me thatās what the result of bottling up all your emotions is. why would i want to be like that
40:Ā Talk about the end of something in your life.
the thing i can think of is the end of high school lol.Ā
i donāt remember if graduation was held on the same day as the last day of school or a day or 2 after. but after like the graduation ceremony my grade went to the country club right next to my house and had a dinner. and then we left to go to someoneās house where they were hosting the project grad thing/party idk (project graduation is this thing that the grade raises money for and that the parents organize. i think the dinner was part of it. some people in college didnāt know what i was talking about so i guess not all schools have project grad. it looks like a lot of work so it makes sense). that was fun. and then after that there was like a āmidnightā breakfast at this diner that we all went to. which was actually at 3am or smt. it was gross. and then we went to someoneās house to swim in their pool and it was cold that night so i didnāt. and Ā then we drove up to watch a sunset that was unfortunately blocked by lots of trees.
the end wasnāt that fun for me because half the people that came with us were people i didnāt know or like and one of them was a rude asshole to me and ruined it and i considered punching his face because i was likeĀ āiām never gonna see him again. why not?ā but i did end up seeing him again this summer
