Please go away
My eyes pop open fresh from sleep, there you are , am I in a dream? To realize your not here, over and over again is like a punishment. Oh God please make him go away! Driving in my car, or walking my favorite trail is torture if the right sad song comes on, and I start to cry and let the music play. oh God please make him go away! Through out my evenings, preparing dinner, feeding the kids, homework, shower time and bed. Memories of you fly around in my head. Oh God please make him go away! When it is dark and time to sleep. As I lay my head to rest. My heart pounds inside at the thought of my head on your chest and your arms around me. And right before I fade asleep , I remember you don't feel the same, and as the tears fall...I whisper. .... OH GOD PLEASE MAKE HIM GO AWAY @missingmysoulmate
