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Hey! Here’s a tiny doodle of Dia the birb. I also have announcement! I have realized I have not been posting a lot, and I’m super sorry about that. I have come to a point where I have felt my username does not suit me and have been trying to make a new one that does. So please be patient with me while I figure that out. After I find a good name, I will try to post more often.

/ M U K A A N G K E R / . Resting bitch face; a disorder that causes a person's face to convey a high level of bitchiness when in actually they aren't feeling very bitchy at all. . Meanwhile, in fact I'm just that shy & don't like too much of attention because it makes me nervous & awkward. I never had a courage to do something in front of the class, or anything related. . Sometimes, I gotta hide my nervous & awkward gesture with such expression though I don't do it intentionally. Believe me, I'm actually nice. 😅 . #sorryforlongpost (at Jakarta, Indonesia)

This picture actually is the result for the latest batch that I just finished teaching and the red one, well, you can guess, is for the fail test. Honestly, this is the worse result I ever seen. And I honestly scared. Why? Because every few months, we have meetings with Managers, Executives etc to show the result's training. Before that, I have to make reports and summaries etc. What excuses should I make? I have tried my best to teach them. Even in some topics I even went one on one lesson and teach them until they understand. What action should I take after this? The superiors will demand some action plan for this failure. Right now, I actually want to give up. Become trainer/teacher is not my thing. I can't do this. Another thing, I only can give training, but I can't forced somebody to learn. Especially adult. They have their own ego. I can't treat them like a bunch of kids. Fyi, I don't tell my trainees that their results will affect my performance. Maybe I have this innocent thought that I want to teach them as sincere as I am without thinking about my performance. Lol! #storytelling #sorryforlongpost #myproblems #trainerproblems

🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎵🎵 Now I'm growing older each year, Still figuring life it appears, Its hurts and you know my dear, My life, my heart and my tears. Future awaits, past remain, Crushed me like semi-porcelain, I know I can bear this pain, I know I must certain to sustain. Occasionally confronted, with a struggle,  Countless emotions, simultaneously juggle, Sometimes I win, sometimes I fail,  No matter what, there's always a tale. Life is something, we've been blessed,  Choice is yours, choose your quest, Follow your passions, and you'll be fine,  With the right attitude, you will shine. I always know when I'm astray Like trees a desert lends. I thought I saw you twice today. Of course it always ends. #tb #sorryforlongpost #fortheglory #AA

No, y'all need to LOOK again! The constant erasure of #POCDEAFTALENTS! Why the hell are we part of your all white deaf talent movement??? Where's the others?? I'm done!!! #Repost @johnmaucere with @repostapp.
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#Repost @marleematlinfans with @repostapp.
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AND MANY MANY MORE!!!! #DEAFTALENT The primary is all about bringing attention to something no other community would put up with. Giving away roles that should be rightfully reserved for individuals within the community! Actors and Actresses have a hard enough time getting work, being unable to represent their community is outright insulting. One of the latest examples of a hearing person with no prior exposure to the community, accepting an role of a deaf character is in ‘Meades.’ When somebody is portraying a certain group of people as an actor, they need to be able to demonstrate different characteristics. When portraying a deaf person, that generally means being more expressive than a hearing person, using their hands to gesture, showing more passion, among many other things. Just based on the trailer, Catalina failed miserably so therefore she took up a role she should have not because she did not do adequate amount of research. Being able to portray a deaf person takes years of being immersed within the culture. I added additional tags to extend my list of amazing and talented actors!! If I miss any please comment username below!! You all deserve this recognition for your hard work in the Hollywood industry and inspiring others to do the same!! PLEASE REPOST THIS AND SHARE!! #deaftalentmovement #sorryforlongpost #thisisimportantthough #marleematlin #seanberdy #katieleclerc #ryanlane #deannebray #stephanienogueras #ashleyfiolek #danieldurant #johnmaucere #anthonynatele #shoshannahstern #amberzion #deaf #asl #hollywood #switchedatbirth

CIAO MOTHERFUCKERS.