#sorryboutthat

I am drifting

I feel alone

Losing all feeling

My connection to the world

Is a thin string

Hold onto it for me

Please

I am in pain

But I am numb

I am lost

An echo

Sadness feels stronger 

when you remember what happiness feels like

I wish I could forget

My thoughts are scattered

I’m sorry for that

I’ll write it all down

I can’t explain

I do not know how

It hurts in my brain

But it is all numb now

Distractions only last so long

The moonlight is fleeting

Hold onto me

I wish I was dreaming

I miss our moments

The ones we had

I feel like a ghost

I cannot feel who I am

You hold onto my lifeline

You do not know it

I know so few people

I am close with far fewer

It is lonely

But I do not need a crowded room to feel loved

I just miss you

I’m in a muck

I don’t know what I’m saying anymore

The sky is dark

It’s nighttime again

I’ll stay quiet

And pretend to work

While my thoughts drift like dandelions