i'm so concerned about the ending that i don't even know the plot (cover) - rewrite by me / original by flat sound

I'll start it off by saying I'm not one for the complaining You wouldn't know it from my writing You wouldn't know it from my songs But I am different, I am free I am what you need

But oh my God, I miss you more than I thought was possible I understood the obstacles, but I could have said more Because sometimes it seems I need a mom more than I need to eat So I didn't eat and I didn't sleep, I'd go all day without a bite And that's not my fault, that’s not your fault, we’re just two kids trying to get along And I'll admit sometimes my chest gets so tight that I throw fits You said you'd always be there, where are you through all of this? Because this is hard, this is way harder than I thought I'm so concerned about the ending that I don't even know the plot Except for I am different, I am free I am what I need

So you think of all the things that make you sad And don't include them in your better half Because I'm not like you I don't find happiness in a meaningless existence I don't know what I'm going to do But I am different, I am free I am what you need

And I don’t believe that there's a God I believe that there is something out there other than my thoughts I believe it’s not what I want versus what I have It wasn't about you or me, but the distance between two people and trying to see how we could learn, get as close as we can to an answer It was never hell versus heaven, it was always the belief if I had to pick I’d come back every time even without you, just to be able to understand and feel everything that lives And I'm so scared who's going to care

The songs of absolute dread