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I've had this thought for a while. What if the reader were to bribe Lordlu into making Hongyuan a better place like "make Hongyuan safer and I'll make out with you and pretend to like it" 🤔🤔
See the problem is both of you are gonna have completely different ideas of a safe Hongyuan so he might do something completely outrageous and still expect that makeout session.
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Idk if this is weird or not (SORRY IF IT IS) but I really like your post about fat women with body dysmorphia !! As someone who is fat, I love seeing body positivity and art of characters with bodies like mine, but I also struggle really hard with confidence in myself because of how I’m treated by a lot of people for my weight. I often feel guilty and like I’m “faking” my positivity because I don’t have the same amount for myself as I do others. It affects the way I portray characters like my sona, because I end up drawing it skinnier than I am 😭 Idk the post just made me happy since I feel as if I don’t see it talked about very much
SORRY I NEVER SAW THIS 😖😖😖😖
that's very similar to how i feel. i used to draw myself a lot skinnier, and it took me a while to actually like how i look naturally. plus, it was mostly myself and the fat community that helped me like myself, because i really never got support for how my body looks like as-is.
people seem to either expect fat people to hate themselves or know how to completely love their body and it's a little exhausting
how do they all feel about my favorite loser (affectionately), regulus?
sirius' brother? I don't really think about him- moony
bit quiet, isn't he? strange lad- wormtail
he's such an idiot... I'd rather not talk about him- padfoot
Can you not mention a slytherin quidditch player, we just lost a match against them! bit of a sore spot, right now, I can't believe we lost. we were looking so good in practice, i don't know how we didn't win- prongs
I know that was a joke post but now I am genuinely curious what Hannibal would want (and be allowed) to have as his last meal.
let me start off by saying this started one place and took a huge turn (sorry) but... this got me thinking. my assumption is he was tried in maryland. maryland abolished the death penalty in 2013, but if he was tried under federal and not state, death penalty is still technically on the table in all 50 states.
unlike other states, maryland does not offer a special last meal to those about to be executed, and they are offered whatever is on the menu at the prison they are residing. i don't think that if he was charged federally it would have necessarily changed his food situation.
given that hannibal was held at bshci, he probably would have had whatever they were serving that day. we saw in s2 with will that it wasn't anything particularly exciting. canned/processed/boxed food. the more gourmet meals he got while imprisoned were definitely due to a special deal he had with alana. it's not directly specified in the show to my knowledge, but pretty sure he got special privileges for helping her and margot. but also if it means hearing him complain less, all the better.
that being said, there is a chance alana would break the maryland tradition and actually offer him a special meal. most requests deny alcohol or tobacco, but again, we're humoring a special meal.
now for the fun part. obviously hannibal wouldn't be given human meat. some inmates in other states asked not only for a meal but to share the meal with someone. and i think hannibal would definitely request to have a last meal with will since the last meal they had together (at least on screen) was the meal before mizumono.
and i think it would be well within the realm for hannibal to want to recreate this meal, maybe even going so far as to ask to make it himself. +/- if alana would allow for that, maybe if everything was precut and he wasn't near anything sharp. if he wanted will to share the meal with him, i'd be curious to see what will would do. he'd know hannibal was on death row, it'd be all over the news, jack would tell him, etc. and i think he would seek out the result of hannibal's trial if he was not sitting in the room as he was sentenced. knowing he indirectly put him there, and i'd place bets on him opening that hand written letter asking for his company one last time and he'd go to see hannibal and share that meal with him. to dine one last time together.
and i wonder how each of them would see it. will never answering if he wanted a sacrifice, yet one now sat across from him. how during the mizumono meal, will said "that'd make this our last supper" to which hannibal responds "of this life" which now truly is the last meal of this life, of hannibal's life. maybe for will, too, in a way. for how good could food taste or sate knowing your conjoined, blurred half is about to die, and that nagging guilt in your chest that it's your fault. and the question of if they could survive separation. and maybe the question was more up in the air when it was possibly hannibal who had to live without him, but now will is faced with the reality that he has to live without hannibal. and in some alternate life it would have been easier to stay with his wife and never see hannibal, but knowing he was alive was enough, and he'd no longer have that crutch.
but hannibal seeing it as almost a redo for before the slaughter in his kitchen. going back to a moment they had some peace, even if brief, life as he knew it was brief now. but still, someone he loved, the only person he loved, sitting across from him eating and drinking wine together. maybe in silence, i don't know. smiles would be exchanged; hannibal's genuinely happy and will's a bit sad. to be so fully and deeply and intimately seen. now there was no running away together anymore. will would leave and hannibal could only hope will would go to his execution.
and i think will would go. i don't know if it would be a "want" situation, but a "need". to see hannibal lecter taken down almost so effortlessly. the unkillable finally killed. the man he couldn't shoot the two times he had a gun in his face, the man he dropped his gun for and let himself be gutted and held by, the man he pulled a knife on and still couldn't take down. ultimately, in a way, will took him down. hannibal surrendered because will rejected him. will didn't need a weapon, he just needed words and a closed off heart. and within minutes, it'd be over.
but what happens after? the remains of inmates not claimed by family get kept in the prison cemetery. hannibal has no family to claim him, will is the closest to family he has. but what if will claims him, then what? will doesn't know what hannibal's final wishes are; to be cremated, buried? maybe he does know without hannibal having to explicitly say. to eat you like the sacrificial lamb you are.
my guess is a body executed via lethal injection (chosen method for maryland) would not be safe to eat. sodium thiopental is a barbituate like the one used for animal euthanasia, but it isn't the part of the "cocktail" that actually causes death. i know animals euthanized (with a different barbituate) and eaten can kill the animal that eats them, so there is a chance eating hannibal could do the same thing. consuming potassium chloride (the deadly part of the injection) in large quantities can cause a lot of side effects/health detriments and in theory, eating enough can cause cardiac failure, but i don't know the oral bioavailabity in comparison to iv.
as romantic as it seems, i don't think will would eat hannibal knowing it could kill him, and tbh, i don't see hannibal wanting will to knowing his death might be imminent. even if it meant being together in the afterlife, that wasn't how will was going to die. like yeah "death only by my hand" but it's not the same. maybe part of will's punishment is having to stay alive without him. i do think hannibal might if the roles were reversed, though.
if will ended up giving hannibal a graveplot (probably unmarked so it doesn't end up desecrated), or even sprinkling his ashes somewhere, i know will would visit him again. maybe not for awhile, maybe denial or anger, but he would go back. i know hannibal said he could never go back to lithuania, so maybe will takes him there and buries him next to mischa so they can be together, finally and forever. maybe he doesn't take him home, knowing how much hannibal stayed away when he was alive. there are a lot of things will could do, tbh.
With all the onceler thirsting, I'm surprised there wasn't Ed helms thirsting
well, actually...
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James doesn't celebrate his birthday? Well that's gonna change when my mc wil arrive. Btw the adjustments are great. It's much better! Good job and thanks to listening to us
And I appreciate your feedback, dear anon!! Now as for James celebrating his birthday... Your MC is going to have to be very persistent, because the reason he doesn't celebrate this date... I can't say because it would be a spoiler of a content that I plan.
is there anything you’re scared of when writing? I really want to start publishing but I’m not quite sure what kinda feelings I will confront 💆🏻♀️
do what you want, post what you what and especially post whenever you want. if you want to share your work with others, do it. even if you think it is not as “good as others”, there will def be one person who will support you and in my opinion that is enough just to continue. don’t forget the joy you feel whenever you write and please, don’t think of your writing as bad just because your work didn’t get the attention it deserves (yet).
however, except for my own self-consciousness, no, there’s nothing I’m really scared of. I often compare myself to others, which I think is totally normal, but I often end up badmouthing myself and get really insecure about uploading but don’t let this stop you!!!
if you enjoy writing then go for it! give it a try! if it isn’t your thing then that’s it. no one will force you, just have your fun and do your thing! :)
My Japanese mutual said that grell often references trans celebrities named Ikko and Kaba-Chan but how? I don't have Japanese tv so I don't get the references and my friend cant explain because he only knows basic english. It's ok if you don't have time to reply I'm asking out of curiosity and its not that important. :D
Dear Anon,
I don’t have any TV, so I am afraid I cannot help you here…
All I know is that Ikko and Kaba-chan are indeed transgender women who are fighting for acknowledgement.For as far as I know, all that these three have in common is that they are transgender women, and not taken very seriously by everyone.Other than this, there seems not to be a lot of overlap.
