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      ❝I’M NOT A WEAKNESS YOU WANNA HAVE.❞   declares the other ,rather sorrowfully.   head shakes just slightly , back turned toward the other with arms crossed over her chest.   ❝i might be someone good to have beside you if a battle breaks out , someone to talk strategy with ,  but . . ❞   pause happens , breath taken into chest.   ❝ i’m damaged && no one wants damaged goods , right? ❞   how common it is for eveline to think so lowly of herself , to assume no one wants her!   a thought rooted in her since she was small with the once absence of parents , with the doubt she’d placed on herself!   such a thought is no one’s doing but her own  . . something that needs to be changed , erased , && in it’s place something else much KINDER.    ;      another deep breath is taken into lungs as feet turn ‘round on the heels of her boots ,  lips already drawn into a harsh frown && furrowed brows.  ❝ i never understood why you took such an interest in me—tell me , why did you ? ❞  words are spoken with hesitation , but also a feel of softness.  ❝what’s so special about someone who’s . . who’s broken , complicated ? who has issues.❞

          EVERYTHING MOVES IN SLOW MOTION DESPITE THE RAGING CLUB ENVIRONMENT AROUND THEM !     streaking green lights ,  the fog that gathers close to their feet ,  && the beat of the music seems to have turned eveline into another person entirely for the time being━here , in this setting , she feels as if she’s finally able to LET LOOSE  && have some fun of her own !   her entire life was filled with being the second to octavia ,  “goufa gon wor” sticks in the back of her mind when associating the life lead inside the bunker.  it might’ve been hard , but it was HOME all the same.    first it was the bunker , then it was being awake for five years with jordan━eveline feels as if she deserves this moment . . she deserves a night like this where she doesn’t have to be the person she was over one hundred years ago.   (   don’t worry , it’ll come crashing back in the morning when festivities eventually halt  )   ;     all of that is pushed out of her mind && now?   now she spends this time happily with her GIRLFRIEND as they dance beside one another.    arms lower from being raised in the air && come to find lux’s waist at first before smile spreads against lips.  eyes contact is held for a moment as one hand snakes ‘round her waist , rested on lower back to pull her inward , && the other cradles cheek && jaw while lips are pulled toward eveline as they’re grasped in a deep kiss.    /  @sorrowfound    gets a s6 starter !  

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       SHE’S PANICKING !   HEIGHTENED EMOTIONS MAKING THE SITUATION  ten times worse than it might actually be━a werewolf has heightened emotions as it is , but a hyrbid?  it’s much more intense && feels like the panic && fear growing inside her chest is gonna eat her alive the longer blood stains skin or  memories of the event flash before opened eyes.  what she’s feeling settled slightly when lux comes to grasp her arms forcing her gaze , to which is littered with tears && running mascara ,  upward to meet eyes.  a few quick breaths is brought inward , released , && a nod of her head follows at the others words━eveline want to believe she isn’t a monster for what she’s done , that she isn’t some MURDERER , but how can she when she’s covered in blood not of her own ?    as she’s lead inside ,  feet absentmindedly taking her upstairs to lux’s bedroom  ,   mind focuses on trying to control the rapid breathing that follows whenever brain lingers back to the carnival . .palms shake when finding themselves under warm water.  (  chest is splattered with it , cloths as well. it’s everywhere && she feels as if she might never get it off.  )     ;      ❝ i didn’t mean too . .i didn’t mean too . . ❞    it’s a sentence uttered to herself ,  widened hues refusing to look upward at the mirror !   bottom lip quivered at another wave of tears , palms grasping against the side of the sink as head rises && eyes can finally see reflection━at the sight of blood , the smell of it ,  veins resurface while eyes tint themselves  golden color leaving the whites of her eyes to turn black.    ❝ no , no , no !  ❞  eyes are covered , back turned to the mirror.    ❝ i’m a monster . . i’m-i’m a murderer !  ❞ sharp breath is sucked in.   /  @sorrowfound    cont. !