#soojunq

send me one “dear—” and i’ll write a letter.

src: [ x ] · status: accepting

2016.11.092112H ✉

Dear Those Who Are 'All But Gone, Yet Never Forgotten',

Ah, yes, the people in my life that I miss greatly every single day. I guess that's where I'll start then: I miss you all. Sure, life goes on, and I understand that each and every single one of you have reasons as to why we can't really see or talk regularly anymore. That doesn't make it any easier though; understanding why doesn't automatically make me stop wanting you all were still around. Wherever you all are, I hope you're happy and doing well. If one day, you might want to drop by or come back for good, just know that I'm going to be here, waiting for you with open arms. You're people that I will never forget because you all made deep and lasting marks with me.

And now, let me go down the line, one by one:

Minhyuk-oppa ( @drummerkang ), I miss you a lot honestly. I've become bolder in saying this because you're never really here to see it and make fun of me for it, haha. You were my best friend and big brother through some really tough times and we went through so much together. We could talk about anything and everything, from the silliest things, to more serious life problems. I think it's hard to find someone you can connect with in that manner. Every now and then you drop by still, and I really appreciate that. I hope you show your face again soon - let me play with Chichi and Ttatta while I update you with my life, heh. Thank you for everything, oppa.

Suji ( @sujjico ), my bae, my one and only bae. I love you a lot, you know that? My sweetest, my love, the person I wanted to be by my side through everything. I know things were a bit strained with us around the time you left - like we were on good terms, we were friends, but things were just... different. I guess because we were moving towards directions. But that just means I miss you so much more. I know you're really busy (can't expect any less from the nation's Bae Suzy!), but maybe we can meet soon and catch up. Never forget you're my only bae!

Soojung ( @soojunq-archive-deactivated2016 )! I've seen you go through much, and I thought that was going to go on for a long time yet, to be honest. But I understand your need to go - I've always said I'll support your decisions, and the one to leave, even if it made me sad, is no exception. You've gone through so many highs and lows, and I will always be proud of how you've grown from all that experience. Wherever you are, I hope you're happy and like, you know, content.

Daehyun ( @jungdaehun ), hey. I'm not sure if there's anything I can still say, that I haven't yet said to you directly. Well, I guess I'm never really forthcoming about how much I really miss you - it feels kind of weird to just say that, all things considered. But I do - I think about you a lot, you know? And I wish for your happiness. We still see each other every now and then, for which I'm really glad for. But I know you're still.. going through things, and it makes me sad that I can't do anything about it. But really, truly, I know you'll manage, yeah? Don't waste your smiles and your laughter, Jungdae. I'm always going to be here for you.

Yuna-unnie ( @seoyvna ), heh. I mean technically, you're here, with me, always, right? But at the same time - no, not really. We were here from the start, you and me, for each other. You've always faded away from me so much though, despite all the times that you tried to come and be here for me, it never really stuck. I love you though, so much. You and me, we were a unit, and if you ever come back, that's never going to change. You've always called me your pricness, but to be honest, to me that's you. My lovely Daisy, I miss you so much.

for every 🍂 i get, i’ll reveal one of the most important people in my muse’s life.

src: [ x ] · status: accepting

Soojung ‹ @soojunq › and Naeun ‹ @naeunne › ㅡ they kinda go together in Mina’s subconscious, because although she has very different relationships with both, she’s known the two of them for a similar amount of time.  With Naeun they were friends for a long time, and while she’s always trusted the other, it’s not until the past year or so that they really started spending time together, just the two of them, for which she’s thankful for and appreciative of. With Soojung, they usually go by weeks or months not really talking in depth, and mostly just greeting each other, but when they do catch up, they do it in great detail. Soojung is someone she’s a fan of, but also someone she considers someone dear to her like a little sister that she’s very proud of. She’s also protective of both of them in a very similar manner.

And of course, finally, there’s Suzy ‹ @sujjico ›  to complete her trilogy of ‘94line gal pals. Suzy’s someone she considers really close and dear to her–definitely one of her best friends. Obviously though, schedules get in the way a lot, so they have periods of time when they don’t really get to catch up. There have also been times in their friendship when they’ve become somewhat estranged, but the two of them always manage to find a way to catch up and fix whatever cracks occur in their friendship.

All three of them are people Mina considers to be really close to her, and are all very important to her, as much as her own family, and her own members.

“There is a dragon outside this door and if we go out, it will eat us!” in a panic, she blurts out to the older female. Soojung was never good at being quick on her feet like this, especially when it comes to surprises. Though loving throwing surprises for the people she cared about, her friends, she was just oh-so-terrible at them. “Just believe me, unnie! Don’t go in there!” she tries to play it off cool at first, trying to desperately convince Irene despite being evidently obvious. Even more now that she’s standing in front of the door, guarding it with her arms and legs crossed in its frame. “You really don’t want to go in there…” 

        for every 🍂 I get, I’ll reveal one of the most important people in my muse’s life.                   Status: No longer accepting.     

🍂         Queen of Angst. @soojunq

Soojung and Minwoo are not close in the sense everyone would think the word implies, but they have been bonding over their shared pain and past. The two seemed to be going through the same things during the same time, which led to them finding comfort in each other even though the two have always kept some distance. 

🍂         The warrior. @kyuhyxn

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hey, soojungie  ㅋㅋ my younger twin sister~

I am now…. 24/7 in Seoul because I have to shoot drama almost everyday… what is it? 

[text] I sense a heartfelt conversation coming up.

( sms ) ok but!!! ( sms ) This is so embarrassing…!!!!!! ( sms ) I CAN HEAR YOUR TEASING VOICE FROM OVER HERE… ( sms ) but you know I always tell you everything… AHHH THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING. (/ n\)

“I don’t like being your friend!” It was rather childish of her to whine like this. Soojung slid further away from the older and sat at the edge of their conjoined chairs. The continuous teasing, though friendly, made her flustered. With her arms crossed, cheeks flushed a light shade of red and puffed out, it was hard for her to mask her embarrassment. The “seal” pictures were always something that Mina would tease Soojung about - ever since her dating scandal broke and the pictures of her and Kai swimming at a hotel pool was released, she never heard the end of it. Mina always liked teasing her about it, at every opportune moment when the topic of ‘Seals’ or ‘Pools’ would come up like this, Mina would immediately pull out her phone and show Soojung the pictures and play it off as something more relevant.