#sonw

I have just given him hair for the first time and realized people would probable think this is a re-color oc based off a soot character if the art isn't in color.

I'm a little worried that people will get the wrong idea about this beetle scarred freak of nature (not a typo) that has been around since the beginning in various forms, because eight years ago I couldn't have accounted for these things. There can be more than one unhinged and sickly looking dead guy in a trench coat, but I feel like any one that would be reading my works would probably have a preconditioning to already having been exposed to Wilbur Soot's art projects due popularity combined with natural overlaps in genera and art styles. Nor that there would be a real person in the world that seems like they were dragged directly out of my fictional stories like that.

I was on the right track with the hyper-fanfic method but I wasn't committed enough to it. which this mistake then lead me into a spiral of trying to conjure inspiration from nothingness in the fear of unoriginality and reflections. It is not a pleasant feeling going through the total deconstruction of what constitutes originality when you can find comparisons to everything.

This probably doesn't make any sense but it will eventually.

As funny as it would be to have a random child bluescreen the entire universe while trying to make a cake, there’s other things that still need to happen there.

I also don’t want to have to learn irl computer coding to make consistent fictional spells for a book series. 

Part of what has been taking me so long to make this thing, other than being gigantic, is that I want there to be a solid system of rules to work off of.

Full Metal Alchemist has the law of equal exchange, while mine is working from a system of video game style glitches. So currently it’s still kind of a mess.

https://open.spotify.com/track/05hRXwlUzIQQHK8ZuLfzMl?si=51d0d032aa484a45