#song.meme

하나 (ONE) by SHINee

The morning sunlight is like youIt might be a little childish, but I like itIf I’m by your side when you wake me upI have nothing more to wish for

She seemed hesitant when he first asked her but he smiled, took her hand in his, and pressed a gentle kiss to the back of her hand to say “it’ll be okay” without having to speak a single word. It wouldn’t be Jihyun if she didn’t have her reservations about certain things, a hesitation he wouldn’t see from others, one he didn’t with his ex-girlfriends, but he said it back then and he’ll still say it now. 

I don’t need you to be perfect but for so long, I’ve wanted you to be mine. 

He brings them back to the night where the path they’re on began. For him, it started long before that summer night but he knows when they left, everything was about to change. The sand is warm beneath his feet and he fibs that he sees glass in the sand the way she was going for the excuse to lift her up into his arms, carrying her closer to the shore and stealing a kiss. There it is, one of his smug grins when she accuses him of lying. 

“There’s no glass, is there?” 

“There could’ve been.” 

He drops the picnic basket down first, more hesitant to let her go and she smacks his arm for taking so long. When it comes to his cheesy antics, Jihyun tends to catch on quickly. His proudest moment is how long it took her to realize he was bringing more and more of his clothes over. It’s the source of jokes now but he’s proud of it anyway. His sister told him he was too young to know what love is. At sixteen, he was too young. In his twenties, for the type of guy he used to be, maybe he’s still too young but when she looks at him, even while devouring a sandwich and complaining that he didn’t have to take the time to cook himself, that’d she would be just as happy with McDonald’s, he knows he’s not too young anymore. 

He finally understands what his brother saw in Theresa: a future. She falls asleep first and it’s his chance to say what he’s been wanting to say, what he’ll have the courage to tell her when she’s awake one day. 

I love you. 

The sun is close to rising and he knows he can’t let her sleep much longer. With a smile, he kisses her cheek, a light shake of her shoulder, the day’s starting without them. When her eyes flutter open, he knows something more is starting too. Them. This. Us. 

악몽 (NIGHTMARE) by G.D.

If only I could hold you onceI wish you were my lover for just a momentPlease, please, please I prayUs, us, us, us together, together

AU: Set years later after the Samsung commercial 

He promised Jihyun he’d be there for her always but he didn’t think she would fall for the friend he’d made during the commercial filming. Why was he so surprised that someone with the voice of an angel could tempt his siren away? He pretends to wish them well, support their relationship, but every touch, every kiss, he’s jealous. 

넌 어디에 (WHERE ARE YOU) by BLOCK B 

Your grumbling and your bad habitsThat made me cry at timesYour rude tone and past mistakesI can now understand them, where are you?

AU: #rkparent two years later 

The years hadn’t been good to them. He’d been reckless, engagement not too long before a scheduled comeback for his group and a potential solo debut for her. Thinking ahead wasn’t his strong point and he didn’t see anything other than the happiness of the ring on her finger. His lines were cut, pushed to the back for their choreography. Being able to go home after practice? Forget it. Her solo? Pushed back until who knows when and their son stuck in the middle pining for both parents. Blame was tossed back and forth but he’d been the one to cross the line, the one to say “maybe we shouldn’t have gotten that first drink together.” One sentence that held much more within it and he couldn’t take it back. The tears already spilled and he’s still alone in his old apartment, broken frame in front of him and his son’s favorite blanket on the couch. 

OPEN AIR by Frank Ocean

You were swimming at the bottom, yeahI said why you gon live down thereWell baby you can love up here, on landAnd what a difference it makes, you’ll see

AU: If Rome stayed in Nova and met Solji

He thinks he met her at the wrong time. In love with another man, engaged unbeknownst to him but he could see the emotion in her eyes. Pretending he didn’t care was easy until he saw the light in her eyes disappear and he was annoyed, upset, scared. She was sinking, settling into the ocean floor when she deserved to jump freely and show herself off. 

못해 (I CAN’T TELL YOU by INFINITE MYNAME H

We were so young You were everything But the fluttering feelings stopped Now the feeling is too comfortable

She seemed hesitant when he first asked her but he smiled, took her hand in his, and pressed a gentle kiss to delicate fingertips. Whatever hesitance still laid in her body, made a home out of her mind when it’s unwelcome, he wanted to kiss it away. He thought he could see the future in her eyes but it’s not long before he understands her future isn’t reflected in his own. 

Long hours of training and phone calls when he can’t bear to see her exhausted, hushed whispers when he encourages her to sleep, unheard murmurs of how he wants to hold her weigh heavy on his mind. He didn’t think he was needy or dependent until her. Seik didn’t like the feeling, didn’t want to be comparable to Rome who mopes around when it’s been too long since he last saw his own girlfriend. He doesn’t like how it feels to rely on someone else for his own happiness again. The last time had broken him, left him vulnerable,  weak. 

Go Up by Frank Ocean

I wanna go up, take me upDon’t try to hide it, everybody knows you fly

A by GOT7

Hey I already know everythingSo why are you hidingIt’s written all over your face that you like me 

Love Letter by INFINITE 

Oh baby, it can’t be over like thisI couldn’t tell you my trembling heart So I wrote my heart in a letter So I can tell you how I feel Because my heart that only thinks about you Cannot be stopped, I wanna know