May 30, 2016
from the flames of the fire / the body that is not quite your own
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from the flames of the fire / the body that is not quite your own
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i fell asleep on your deathbed, in a hole where your head rests
this isn’t quite song hell rambles and it’s so old i could have made this post 2yrs ago when dark maiden first started out but here we are and i am dead
‘begging the question why’ for lighthearts obsession theme turning into ‘never a question why’ for dark maiden
‘on a path to take it all away’ faye being the only way sky can get thru bloodsick arc alive vs. ‘im about to take it all away’ as direct consequence w the snowgrave revival i hate this
also overall the first savior being faye. the real ‘dark maiden’ imagery relating to her as ambassador of the night (living as soulless is kind of a hollow victory after all). the second savior being subverted w the gray ‘light wings’ + ‘an ocean of night’. and. god im Burning. the last savior referring to sky. finally, after everything. after all that’s been happening ‘stare into the night’ with a smile. sort of helpless/accepting, but happy, alive.
i'm counting all my bruises, i'm not counting on myself i've been wreaking all this havoc ‘cause i thought it'd suit me well
[exhales for 5 years]
@god let me move on from black swan alrdy p l e a s e i was kinda gravitating towards other things but then SONGS HAPPENED and hi i’m back in linn/gray hell && black swan is such a specific dynamic that lots of song parts actually bother me but others are just too good to overlook? anyhow [flickers lights] you’re mine / disturbed;
i've begun to realize, that whenever i am with you you deliver me from the pain in my life
[inhales] honestly this is 100% the very literal core point to black swan s O fuck this song
easy now to recognize all the misery i have been through it was beating me to submission ‘till the day you arrived
now if i had any sort of timeframe for the nerice end bcos the chess thing happens in a matter of days..... but either way i guess the chess thing easily counts as ‘misery’ ?? tho well compared to what reina had lived it’s less ‘all the misery’ and more ‘that one vry miserable thing’ lmfao // i still very much.... like this tho rip. let the thing w chess haunt him for all eternity i’m down for that. also the last bit is definitely thorn for the holy ones aes
suddenly, i felt alive, strength i had lost was revived, i'm mending inside, and we both know why
[sits down and thinks abt life choces] where did i go wrong that i fell into black swan hell this badly?
HONESTLY THO (an intervention) i actually hate this song bcos it’s way to skewed for a romance ship? and black swan just is not? so i will ignore the chorus gbye
been betrayed too many times didn't think i would ever recover that it'd haunt me for the rest of my life
re: chess again ///// it will never justify what happened BUT STILL i feel this a lot
then you opened up my eyes and you helped me rediscover, with what you resurrected; a man who had died
yells abt this bcos the cold touch!
(ignores chorus again. hardcore. i pretend it doesn’t exist)
i never thought i would ever escape at times, i wanted to die
this goes hand in hand w/ ‘spinning further, deeper’ & ‘drown the monster. make all bad dreams go away’ from the quiet place t b h. y’know.... night pains aes
(also ignores the rest of the song because of aforementioned reasons) this has been a ride
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quiet place parts that rlly hit that gray aes for me!!!
spinning further, deeper i know you're out to try me i'm not in this to be a slave
push the dirt, make me feel locate what swallows life night bird you build my world
drown the monster make all bad dreams go away
all the bridges fall to the ground and you say you sacrificed
judge me now a king in my own mind
usually i’d do my regular rambles bt right now i just gotta get these horrible feelings out dsgfsdgsjk
remind me i'm golden the fortress above the sun
the only reason i’m not talking 24/7 about lost and lonely / the rasmus is bcos the overall theme is too break-up/y for me but........ i still as hell will talk abt it
it feels like the end of time, like something bad is coming
“something will come” & .... BLACK CAT vibe ok. god i rlly hate this song
you’ve been living in a world of lies, your see-through walls are falling
i don’t even know why i like this part so much !!!! but just ahhh everything post roa is a mess
it’s getting hard to accept that i’m losing you
everything !! post !! roa !! everything abt this song reminds me of the balcony scene and i’m in goddamn pain abt it // and just...... even so many centuries before dream game, jumie knew all along....... there will always be a distance between them & reina is so stubborn aaa //////
i watch you as you sleep, your nightmares break the silence
canon & ....... i’m still so sad????????? god i can’t even talk abt this
and everytime that i touch you, i’m losing you
ok but the nightmare part - fading slowly to the statue scene !!!!! i’m lit. so upset abt this
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me: i need to talk abt songs !! me: *can’t talk abt the song properly bcos im SO ANGRY AT IT*