#somewhere better

"You might not end up where you'd dreamt of being. You might end up somewhere better."

I want to end up somewhere

Where I can feel

That I am wanted around

I want to be somewhere

Where my mental health

Can have a chance of improving

Instead of somewhere where

It feels like there’s no hope

Of it feeling in a better state

I want things to be different

At least for once in my life

Instead of always ending up

With the same situations but

Somehow each time seems worse

I want to only end up having

Only people that actually love me

In my life instead of people

That only love you for

What you can do for them

Or people that don’t even know

What loving others means,

When it comes down to it

I just want things in my life

Part two of this... plot line? will be up in the next week or so!

PLEASE read the trigger warnings!