#somethought

All my life I was the social, be at every social event, have plans for every weekend for months at a time, huge group messages with friends to stay connected, type of girl, but just recently in the year passed I've noticed a significant change in myself. Most would say it's a change for the worst but I've learned a lot about myself with the company of a few and my family. Honestly guys it's the most draining thing in the world to be surrounded by tons of "friends" and "acquaintances" when the company of a few loyal and compassionate companions is enough. I've found that to be alone is not lonely but to be in the presence of bad company is the most loneliest thing in the world, especially when your company is not on the path you're on. I say walk your own path until God sends you those companions in which walk the same walk you do.

I am a waste of space, and when i die I hope something beautiful might take my place .