Rare solo photo and not the usual nose-&-glasses-only Celina picture. For as long as I can remember, New Year's Eve has always given me anxiety. I never liked the forced festive feeling, the pressure to have plans, and the build up to a countdown. As a kid, I always disliked having to go to a relative's house to wait up for hours until midnight. I'd be so sleepy by then and of course as a kid, those hours felt so much longer. Then as an adult, I found everything was overpriced, overcrowded and again forcing fun because you have to wait around to countdown at midnight 🙄 I would partake in the festivities only because I saw it brought joy to everyone else. I actually preferred to work NYE because it got me out of feeling forced to have plans. With Covid this year, thankfully I don't feel that pressure. The anxiety is minimal. I may stay up to midnight but not for some countdown. To me, everyday I wake up brings a new possibility, regardless of the day. But for those who do want the closure of a year (especially this year) I do wish you a very happy new year and I do sincerely hope 2021 is better for you. #lovetoallwhohaveloveforall #solongto2020 #happynewyear #newyearseve #itsjustanotherday #tomorrowisanewday #stayhopefulmyfriends https://www.instagram.com/p/CJfVBe-lMjw/?igshid=xgefmhboab1p
