#softbbyg0rl

loving him was almost too easy. from the first time you saw you him you knew that he was going to mean a lot to you. 

from the first moment his eyes met yours you could tell that he was meant to be in your life 

it was too easy to love him

the curve of his lips when he smiled

the sparkle in his eyes when he talked

the sweet melody of his laugh echoing in your ears

loving him was too easy 

the way he held your hand as if you were to disappear 

the way his tongue poked out the side of his mouth when he was focused 

and the way he held you as if you were the most precious of China

it was almost frightening how quickly you fell, how fast you fell. but somehow through the blurred images passing as you fell down you saw him clearly, and somehow he caught you. and you're not letting go

uh- i- uh-

@spookybias - even though we have a 13 hour time difference, gen and i talk daily. shes like my twitter insider source and someone i can go to for advice on my fics and bad bad stuff (lmao). also we fight over jungwon and sunghoon. constantly. i feel comfy talking to her about sensitive topics and such. shes a good clown mrijirmrf and i care for her (even though she probably doesnt know WELL NOW YOU DO GEN).

@softbbyg0rl - okay opal approached me because of a serious topic so i legitimately thought she was a very calm and collected person. I THOUGHT WRONG LMAO OPAL IS A CRACKHEAD. there was even a period of time where we only texted each other in all caps because why not. honestly i dont get comfortable with people easily but opal leads convos so well that we became friends in a short period of time.

@lunehearts - MY SISTER FROM ANOTHER MOTHER UHUHUHU jessica and i have a lot more in common than i thought and i love discussing kpop and other things we have in common. shes really sweet and kind and i hope everything gets better for her! everyone please go give her a hug RIGHT NOW!

if youre saying moots, i have over 30 like im not going to list down all of them ehe but these 3 are people that i talk to most on tumblr (because i suck at making friends lmoa) but here are some people im also pretty close to:

@unlocktxt - queen of ranting and leading topics. i love lexi she makes me really excited everytime she responds to an ask because we can just blabber back and forth about one thing and she makes me feel ✨comfy✨.

@yeonjuncore - okay this is really awkward i thought i had sent an ask about something else (outside kpop) to sae and apparently it wasnt her (i still dont know who it is now) so our convo got off to a rocky start but sae is really nice and sweet and HAS AMAZING WORKS IF YOU HAVENT READ HER FICS I DONT KNOW WHAT YOURE DOING HERE LEAVE AND GO READ HER WORK.

@beomiebear5 - apparently raina and i have more in common than i thought too! we literally became moots because we both hated ap history and im never afraid to send her an ask about anything and everything. just like lexi, theyre both ranting queens and im waiting for them to start a podcast together because i would totally listen to the both of them talk while im doing dishes or something lmao.

OPAL OMG SKFNSKFNW I MISS CHU TOO. I’m waiting till cheer seasons ober so I can interact with everyone again 🥺 LITERALLY THE ABSOLUTE SWEETEST. TAKE MY LOVE WOMAN

these be the vibes you give me:

(totally not an excuse to show the world this video)

I only have eyes for @hoes4hoseok I’m sorry. I can’t ruin my marriage again.

"you know I haven't seen the stars in a long time, let alone made a wish" felix hummed softly as he intertwined your fingers with his as you continued "but somehow without even asking the stars they gave me my wish." felix looked to you and tilted his head to the side, asking you to continue. "you see felix it wasn't these stars that gave me my wish." now even more confused he turned to face you "what do you mean angel?" you smiled gently at the boy and cupped his cheek. "the stars in your eyes and the constellations on your cheeks are my wish, you are all I could have ever wished for."

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

you’re so sweet! hate anon(s) you better watch out opal is coming for you huhu

kpop idols as things I've said / done