Lâamour De Ma Vie | Timothee Chalamet
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so I did my Billy Mitman thing. please let me know what you think as the chapters come out, Iâm so nervous about it. love you babes xx Iâm running out of ideas, please send me requests l m a oÂ
btw I used google translate for the french bits donât come at me if itâs incorrect. Timmy isnât here to write the french parts for me :(Â the translation will be located next to the french, italicized and in quotation marks.Â
I listened to âLa Vie En Roseâ by Chloe Moriondo during writing this. is perfectly captures the mood I was going for.Â
Catch Up! Read Part One Here!
Public relationships are hard to maintain, with all the attention and expectations.Â
The media and even fans expect the relationship to progress at a certain rate, and when Tim was dating Lily-Rose Depp, everyone was waiting for him to propose. But he wasnât ready for that. Still isnât. He wasnât sure if itâs him thatâs not ready or if it was the person. Itâs not that Lily had done anything wrong, she didnât. It was all Tim. Whatever he currently had with you was a huge relief, nobody even knew you existed in his life, not even his parents. Not Armie, not his family, not anybody. Tim wasnât keeping you a secret because he was ashamed, no it wasnât that. He needs a secret right now, something just for him and you. Something he could hide away in, and while he didnât intend on meeting you when heâd gone to the club he can say meeting you was exactly what he needed. Tim did have to do some damage control during interviews when asked about the âmysterious girlâ he was seen exiting the club with that night.Â
Tim always said you were an old friend, he said he hadnât even seen you since. That it was a huge coincidence that he even ran into you. Thatâs not true of course, Tim sees you every single day that he can. The days he doesnât see you, he calls you any chance he can get. Never in his life has he felt so obsessed with somebody, so completely consumed. Sure the sex was great, but talking to you was so much better than any of that. In recent weeks Tim has been avoiding having sex with you, itâs not that he doesnât want to he does. He just doesnât want you to think thatâs the sole reason he sticks around. Lily took it personally towards the end of their relationship when Tim would turn down sex. He just didnât feel like it, at least not with her. Thatâs when he knew he needed to end the relationship.Â
Sometimes even private relationships are hard to maintain it would seem. Â
Of course there were a lot of tabloids who didnât quite buy his âjust an old friendâ story, and wrote speculative articles as to who you were. The two of you found it quite entertaining to read the theories, and to watch the fans unravel because who the hell are you?? Are you and Tim dating?? No youâre probably just family, oh my gosh but are you just family?? It was hilarious, in a cruel sort of way. Tim worried at first, made sure you werenât too overwhelmed with all this attention on you even though the paparazzi didnât even get a picture of your face. When you took him home from the club you had no clue Tim was internationally famous, he feels like maybe he should have told you before you fucked in the nightclub bathroom. You seemed intrigued by his career and the films heâd been in, he found that endearing. When the two of you first started seeing each other more often youâd told him you were going to watch every single movie heâd ever been in. Turns out youâre a woman of your word, because you then proceeded to watch every single movie he had ever starred in. Even briefly.Â
Timâs dad was never super inquisitive about his sons dating life, if it was someone Tim really saw a future with then he knew Tim would bring her by sooner or later. However you seemed to be something Tim remained very tight lipped about. Tim almost never mentioned you, and he always changed the subject if his dad questioned him about this mystery women who seems to have captured his sons attention. Tim really doesnât know why his desire to keep you a complete secret to everyone is so strong, but he feels like he needs to keep you a secret. So when Timâs phone rang and he saw his fathers contact for the 3rd time today, he grew nervous and nearly declined the call.Â
âBonjour fils,â âHello son.â His father greets cheerfully, but Tim knows better. He knows something is up. âDad, comment vas-tu?â âDad, how are you?â Tim wipes his sweaty palms on his jeans as the dark clouds begin to gather together overhead. âI am well, but I do have a question for you.â His accent is thick, but Tim is used to it. Itâs not the accent heâs focused on anyway. Timâs parents become inquisitive only when they know Tim is hiding something important from them which is almost never. The silence on the other end of the phone is unnerving. âLa fille, who is she?â Tim falls silent, heâs not entirely surprised this is the question his father needed to ask him right this moment. Tim itches the back of his neck as rain begins to drizzle down, Tim takes this opportunity to abort the call. âDad? Dad? Sorry I canât hear you.â Tim says, before faking a bad signal and hanging up. He feels guilty but heâs not ready to answer his dads question.
He was supposed to be walking to your small condo today, but clearly the rain has other plans as Tim stands a porch soaked to the bone. Â
Normally Tim would drive but his car is too easily recognizable and itâs easier for him to disguise himself when heâs walking. His teeth chatter as his phone rings, heâs not at all surprised when he sees your name pop up on the screen. âTim where are you? Youâre going to get sick out there.â Your voice is thick with concern. It makes the corners of Timâs mouth quirk up. Checking the closest street sign Tim signs, âstill a few blocks away.â He says but is cut off when he hears your keys rattling. Seeing the streets flowing with a few inches of water as the rain begins to downpour, Timâs voice is a little more worried than he intended when he spoke again. âNo itâs way too dangerous for you to drive.â He protests but when he hears your front door shut he knows arguing with you is pointless. Tim slides his phone back into his pocket when he sees a bolt of lightning flash across the sky, luckily it should only take you a few minutes to reach him.Â
With a flash of your headlights, Tim jogs to the passenger side of your car.Â
His teeth are chattering hard and his wet hair clings to his forehead. Thereâs a healthy shade of rosy pink on his cheeks as he shudders when the heat hits him. âIf you get sick Iâm going to feel so bad for making you walk.â You begin your eyes glancing over at him during the short drive back to your place. Tim reaches over the center console, his ice cold hand finding yours as he squeezes once. âD-Donât worry ab-bout it. Iâll be f-fine.â His voice is shaky as the shattering interrupts him. You wrap your tiny but warm hand around his as the rain pounds against the windshield. You can barely see. You donât believe that heâll be fine, and if he gets sick his director is going to be pissed. You pull into the garage at your house, and rush him inside.Â
âClothes off!â You exclaim as the two of you enter your kitchen. Tim raises an eyebrow at you, a playful smile on his face as he reaches for the button of his wet jeans. âBecause theyâre wet.â You sigh when he waggles his eyebrows at you. He shrugs with a wide grin on his face as you turn to get some of his clothes heâs left here from the laundry room. When you return to the kitchen, you nearly have to squeeze your thighs together at the sight before you. Tim is standing in nothing but his boxers, a towel over his head as he dries his hair. Droplets of water run down his toned chest and along his v lines. His eyes are closed as he pulls the towel away from his tousled damp strands. Timâs eyes open and he smirks when he sees you, obviously letting your eyes trail down his body. âCan I have my clothes or are you going to stand there and check me out some more?â He teases, loving how your face blooms in a dark crimson blush. You release your vise grip on his clothes and hand them to him, your cheeks blushing even hotter when he sends a wink your way.Â
You felt arousal rush through your body as you watched Tim yank his shirt over his head.Â
Tim rolls his eyes playfully after he pulls on a pair of sweatpants and he sees you still gawking at him. He approaches you and presses a quick kiss to your lips before running his hands down your arms. While the two of you arenât technically together, you do everything a couple does. Tim knows he could ask you and youâd say yes, but even that feels risky. It makes his chest close when he thinks about it, what you two have now is safe. Itâs familiar. âDrink and movie?â He asks and you nod with a smile, moving to choose a movie as Tim heads into the kitchen to make drinks. You both feel comfortable getting a little tipsy, itâs obvious heâs going to be spending the night tonight. Even if it wasnât raining heâd probably spend the night anyway. Tim spends more nights here than he does at his own apartment. You look through the movies, a heaviness in your chest. Why wonât he ask you to be his girlfriend? You know how you feel, you think you know how he feels. The way he acts, it seems like he really likes you.Â
Holding your movie choice in your hand you skip back down the stairs, seeing that Tim has set up the DVD player and is waiting on the couch.Â
âWhatcha pick babe?â Tim asks, popping an almond into his mouth as you kneel down to insert the disk. You smile but you donât say anything as the DVD player reads the disk. The opening screen for âCall Me By Your Nameâ comes on and you hear Tim groan. âItâs the only one of your movies I havenât seen yet.â You smile as you snuggle into the couch next to him. Timâs arm wraps around you as he keeps munching on the almond, watching the opening scene come on. âYeah but this has sex scenes, you think I enjoy watching myself have fake sex?â Tim asks, discomfort on his face as you laugh. You reach over to take an almond from him, âI know Iâll sure enjoy it.â You smile and you feel his lips press against your head briefly. Your head rests against his chest as you take a sip of the drink heâs decided to make you. âHm been forever since I had a gin and tonic.â You smile when you feel him squeeze you.Â
When you see Tim come onto the screen, you canât help but gush over how cute he is.Â
âOh Timmy! Youâre so cute.â You squeal, loving how his cheeks tint pink at your complements. Tim only shakes his head at you as you continue to coo at the Tim on the screen, the only way he can get you to stop is to press his lips against yours for a short, sweet kiss. As the movie continues, you canât stay focused. Itâs not the movie, itâs a really good movie and youâre certain itâs become one of your favorites. No itâs not that itâs a bad movie, itâs the stupid adorable boy sitting next to you. Youâre tired of the two of you dancing around what you really want to be, you donât know what heâs still waiting for. Your cheek presses into his chest as you only half watch the movie. You take another big drink of your gin and tonic before resting against Tim again. Almost as though he can read your thoughts Tim pauses the movie and sits up to look at you. âWhat is it?â He asks, turning to sit in front of you, his legs folded. You blink as innocently as you can, but when you see the look in his eyes you know you canât beat around the bush any longer.Â
âI really like you Tim, I want to be with you...it just feels like you donât want that too.â You admit, your eyes not meeting his as you stare down at the couch. You hear a deep sigh come from Tim before he takes your hands, his thumbs rubbing along the backs of your hands. Tim reaches forward to hook a finger under your chin to bring your eyes up to meet his. He was afraid heâd make you feel this way, he never meant to. He wants you more than you could ever understand. âI want that, more than I could ever put into words. I guess Iâm just afraid that if we go there, what we have will change. I donât want this to change or to become the âmediasâ relationship rather than our relationship.â Tim says softly, and your eyebrows pinch together.Â
âWhat do you mean?â You ask him, your hands curling around his tighter, and you see him nibble on the inside of his cheek. âWhen I dated Lily, she always wanted us to act a certain way for the camera. Or maybe I just felt like we needed to be different for the medias eyes. It was so much work always having to be careful about what I did with her or said to her because there were eyes on us all the time. What I have with you makes me feel so free, I donât want that to change. I donât want us to be poisoned by the media.â Tim says, and you can tell a huge weight has been lifted from his chest by him saying this. Your hands reach up to cup his cheeks as you pull his lips to meet yours.Â
âThat wonât ever happen to us. Weâll be careful about the media, weâll keep this a secret.â You reassure him as you crawl into his lap. You see the look of fear on his face beginning to melt away as he winds his arms tightly around your waist. Timâs forehead presses firmly against yours, âso do you really want to do this, with me?â He asks and you know he isnât joking. Heâs being dead serious. You wind your arms around his neck with a smile on your face as you brush your nose against his. âI want to be yours.â You whisper and he smiles before he stands, with your legs wound around his waist. âThen be my girlfriend.â Tim whispers and instead of answering you press your lips firmly against his. He carries you up the stairs, his lips beginning to move more frantically against yours. His hands slide down your back to grab at your ass, causing you to gasp into his mouth.Â
He drops you unceremoniously onto the bed, his hands immediately sliding up to hook into your sleep shorts you have on. Timâs lips pepper kisses along your collarbones and neck. Your back arches into him as you card your fingers through his damp hair, still mostly wet from the rain. Tim pulls your shorts down your legs slowly and groans softly when he sees youâre not wearing panties. He kisses his way down to the swells of your breasts. You start to lean up to remove your tank top but Tim reaches up and grabs your shirt between his hands before yanking, splitting the fabric in half. You moan as he does so, immediately pulling his head down to your chest. Tim chuckles against your skin as you arch against him, whining as his right hand slides between your bodies to toy with your clit. âGod Tim,â You moan, your voice broken as you wriggle your hips against his hand. Timâs lips latch to your nipple as he slides 2 fingers into your wet opening.Â
You spread your thighs wider for him as his teeth gently sink into your nipple causing you to cry out. Tim begins to quickly pump his fingers into you while whispering dirty words into the skin of your breasts. âGonna cum all over my fingers baby?â His voice is husky and you canât offer more than a frantic nod as he scissors his fingers open to stretch you. âFuck Tim!â You cry out, your fingers curling around your bed sheets as he crawls down your body to latch his lips to your clit. He sucks your clit into his mouth to flick it with his tongue and as he does so you explode around his fingers but he doesnât stop. Your eyes roll back as he continues to pleasure you, the overstimulation becoming too much. As you feel your orgasm approaching a second time Tim bites gently at your clit and itâs like a switch flips inside you, and you squirt all over him.Â
Your chest is heaving as Tim pulls away, quite literally covered in your cum. You blush hard as he wipes his face, his pupils dilated as he gazes down at you with a lustful smile. âFuck baby youâve never squirted before, youâre so sexy.â Tim growls as he leans down to press his lips against yours again, to try and kiss away your embarrassment. You feel the head of his cock nudging against your entrance and you immediately part your thighs wider to make room for him between your legs. âMine?â Tim asks, his eyes soft as one of his hands reaches up to brush hair away from your face. âYours.â You confirm, nuzzling your nose against his as he slowly pushes into you. With one languid thrust Tim slides all the way inside you, and you both gasp in pleasure. You press a hand to his hip to hold him deep inside you. Timâs forehead presses against yours as he sits still inside you, âLâamour de ma vie.â He mutters, his French rolling smoothly off his lips. You smile as you press your lips to his, even though you donât know what it means youâre sure it means something beautiful.Â
Tim pulls his hips back and gently slides back into you, and you see starts when he hits that spot inside you that makes your toes curl. Tim continues to slide sensually and gently into you before drawing his hips back and driving into you softly again. Your forehead stays pressed against his as both of you pant into each others mouths as you feel your high coming up on you again. âIâm gonna cum baby,â You cry out softly as you grab and claw at his shoulders. Tim continues his slow and steady pace, his lips finding the skin of your neck. With a few more swift thrusts into you, you come undone around his cock. Feeling you squeeze him Timothee groans, cumming inside you in gentle spurts.Â
Tim pulls out of you with a wince before rolling onto his back beside you. âWhat did it mean?â You ask as you turn your head to look at him. A cheeky smile crosses onto his face as he presses a kiss to your lips. âMaybe learn some French and youâll know.â He teases and you roll your eyes as you hop up from the bed. Tim smiles as he pushes off the bed, âcome on! We still havenât finished the movie!â Your excited little voice calls from downstairs and Tim smiles while shaking his head. He doesnât even bother to put his clothes on, you didnât.Â
You really are the love of his life.Â
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