#so we write

Just maybe they’ll notice the way that my gaze lingers on them longer than anyone else because the broken, beaten, battered person that they see themselves as is, to me, a treasure map full of undiscovered secrets and mysteries that I want to uncover. Maybe they’ll see themselves the way that I do. Every scar a story that’s been etched into their skin, a tale to be told when the time comes…

This ended up being a lot longer tHAN I expected... Ah well

Your husband had left for work, leaving u naked in your shared bed

Not sure how that happened

As soon as you opened your eyes, you missed him being near you

His clothes on the floor near the bed still no idea what happened the night before

Usain Bolt was quaking at the speed you ran towards them

Before you put them on you ran back into the bed just to sniff them

The smell of him making you feel safe and comfortable but still a strange sadness welled up inside you. You wanted him at home. Not at work.

Even as you pulled the shirt on, the sadness of his absence didn't leave.

When you had all the clothes on it really dawned on you how much taller Jumin was than you, yeah you may be more buff than him. But that man has height.

His clothes sagged and you had to roll the trousers and the blazer up a LOT

Honestly you didn't care if u ruined this suit because he had like 12 of the same style and if anything you were helping to expand his fashion.

After looking at yourself in the mirror you decided that apart from your hair colour difference you were missing one thing to truly cure you of your longing for your husband.

Elly. ❤

You ran all over your massive house to try and find Elly ❤ it's the law to put a heart every time u write Elly

Elly ❤ was curled up on the floor near the indoor pool, the skylights making the wooden floor feel like fire.

That was when u deiced to do a mini photoshoot for Instagram.

You knew Jumin had a private photographer for you on speed dial but you had better ideas.

Pulling your phone out of the sagging trouser's pocket and finding the right person.

Zen

Your conversation with Zen went well and he said he would do it as long as it was outside so Elly couldn't get near him

U agreed but it kinda ruined some of your idea... Which were obviously going to have to happen without Zen there, and a photographer instead.

Driver Kim was busy taking Jumin to meetings outside the company so Zen arrived in a taxi.

The albino boy happy to see you, it had been a while since you had last seen him. As he didn't really get along with your husband and he was allergic to Elly ❤

Zen laughed at the sight of Jumin's suit hanging off you

"It's a good thing you are a guy or I would--"

"I AM MARRIED"

You and Zen just made small talk as you lead him into your back garden, the landscaping of it created a very Instagram aesthetic.

"Jumin is always at work and I am lonely. So I am going to take these with you to see if he'll come home."

"I mean if it annoys Trust Fund kid I am down"

Your and Zen's pictures turned out well and you were editing them with Zen making sure to pick out the ones where you looked particularly cute.

Knowing Jumin didn't have Instagram or any social media you chose to upload some of the best pictures to Zen's Instagram

Immediately fans were thirstily commenting on the pictures.

Zen excused himself after a couple of hours of banter the gay was too much for him and talk about Jumin. He is high key jealous Jumin got married before him.

U ran back inside to carry out part 2 of your plan.

You opened up the messenger to post the pictures that you and Zen had just taken to make Jumin jealous.

No one else was online so you posted the pictures and just waited

Jumin would normally come online as soon as possible when he saw a message from you

Placing your phone a chair near you.

You took his suit off and discarded it on the floor near the front door. Purposely making it look messy

You ran across the house hoping a security guard wouldn't notice as you 'forgot' to put on underwear so.

To complete this part of the mission you needed to find his boxers.

If it wasn't for the size of the house you probably wouldn't be in as good shape as you were

You rolled your eyes as you found all of Jumin's clothes perfectly organised good thing he didn't wear your clothes

You pulled out the cat ones you got him for his birthday and he would only wear on your birthday to make you happy.

You smiled as u slipped them on knowing that your plan would work.

You strolled back to the phone

You were slightly upset at the fact that no one had joined the chatroom yet.

You considered calling Jumin to see if he was okay, but that would make it seem more staged

So you turned to Jaehee instead, she told you that Jumin was in a meeting but would probably be out in 10 minutes

Somehow Jaehee agree lie to Jumin and tell him that it was Zen on the phone wanted to discuss his latest social media glory (the picture with you).

You hoped this would work, and decided to begin stage 2 fully.

You left your phone on the edge of the indoor pool and set it's volume to full so your were able to hear if someone messaged.

You began swimming laps, you hated to admit it but you were still sore from last night and the pool was actually helping

The cool water rolled over your muscles and you could feel that the cat boxes were considerably soaked.

U got out of the pool and dried off your hand so you could begin taking pictures of your moisted state.

Trying a emphasis the wedding ring on your finger in every photo

You were sure that these would leave Jumin missing you as much as you missed him.

Satisfied with the results of your private photo shoot you got back into the sun lit pool.

THERE IT WAS!! THE PHONE HAD PINGED.

Suddenly this dark energy rolled over you and you decided to leave it for at least 5 minutes before your checked the phone...

The phone began pinging every 10 seconds

Either there was a conversation happening or your husband had decided to check the messenger.

You heard your husband's personal ringtone go on your phone, that was the moment when you decided it would be best to check your phone, SLOWLY

By the time you got to it the original call had already ended. Oops...

When you picked the phone up, you could instantly feel the anger of Jumin. It was like he was prosecuting you for murder.

You could tell he wasn't happy and he hadn't even spoken yet just breathed.

"WHY IS ZEN AT MY HOUSE!!? WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN MY SUIT??! WHY DIDN'T YOU ANSWER ME THE FIRST 3 CALLS"

"firstly honey, I live here as well. I was lonely once you left and your clothes looked so warm and comfortable. I wanted you to be near and that was the closest thing I could find. I couldn't answer your calls because after Zen left I decided to go for a swim. Wait, I know your busy so instead of carrying on the conversation I'll hang up and send you the pictures I just took. I know you will like them. Bye I miss you, love. GOOD LUCK AT WORK"

Even though u had to complete your mission, it made your heart hurt that even when Jumin was angry he let you speak and trusted what you told him.

If anything it made you miss him more... Guess I am just going to have to send them then.

You opened up your private chat with Jumin and sent him 5 of the best ones, the ones you knew he would like

Then you sent him a message just to really top it all of

I was still slightly hot from last night so I decided to cool off

If this doesn't make him come home or take some time off soon then I want a divorce, you thought out loud.

Jumin didn't reply to your messages but instead you got a message from the chatroom

Y/N!! Are you okay? Jumin said he needed to go home because something urgent came up

You laughed so much at Jaehee's panic that u 'forgot' to reply

Instead jumping back into your private lagoon and wait for Jumin like a merman or something

Time definitely went slower when you were closer to the thing you wanted.

You definitely wanted Jumin to hold you in his arms and to have his heart beating at the same speed as yours.

Eventually you heard Driver Kim pull up and Jumin burst into the house

"Mr Y/N Han I am back, sorry for keeping you waiting."

Hearing him walk into the room you pulled yourself out of the pool as movie like as you could make it

Unsure of your actions you looked up at your husband

He had not made it past the door.

His body stuck looking at you, you could see how ruffled his hair was from the speed at which he had parted himself from work with.

The thought of him doing this made you blush from the thought of his cuteness

Seeing the rosy mist appear on your cheeks, Jumin smirked.

Eventually you reached him and he stroked one of his soft thumbs over your lips and ran the other through your chlorinated hair

"I missed you more Mr Han"