Warnings: Somno, implied consent, unprotected P in V (use a damn condom!)
Word Count: 728
A/N: I saw a text post and got this idea - more confident Daryl. No descriptions of reader; only that reader is female presenting. Enjoy. Divider by me.
The sun was just about peeking over the horizon for the day when Daryl slowly slips the covers down off your naked form. You shuffle as the cool morning air washes over your skin and end up laying on your front; Daryl grins and crawls up over you.
He looks over at the small clock on your night stand, the clock he had turned the alarm off of and had decided to give you a better wake up than the incessant bells of that metal piece of shit that he wanted to throw out the window every morning.
You cuddle your pillow and sigh in your sleep when he glides his hands up your naked legs and parts them further, he moves up the bed and wraps a hand around his already semi-hard cock, jerking himself a few times before teasing you with the tip. He watches your hips move and slips his cock between your ass cheeks, his large hands gripping them as he slowly rolls his hips.
Daryl moves a hand to your waist and reaches down with the other to tease your pussy; making sure youâre ready for him. He smirks when he finds you wet and guides his cock into you slowly; Daryl watches your face, watches you bite your lip and as he bottoms out he watches you gasp. He watches your eyes flutter but stay closed and he wonders if youâll just believe this is a really good dream.
Instinctively you push your hips back to him and moan quietly at the stretch of his cock inside you. Daryl grips your waist with both hands to hold you down and starts moving his hips; torturously slow at first, pushing all the way into your hot and wet cunt before withdrawing almost all the way and repeating his actions. Your quiet moans steadily get louder with each slow and deep stroke of his cock - his eyes never leaving your face, wanting to catch every small change in your expression, the way your eyes tighten as he bottoms out inside you; he knows how much you like it deep, your slack jaw and steady pants, your hand gripping your pillow.
He moans and speeds up his hips, the slick of your arousal coats his cock and the room fills with the sound of skin on skin.
You groan and slowly open your eyes. Daryl watches them move around as you make sense of your surroundings and sensations. A louder moan of his name escapes your mouth and Daryl speeds up again. You lift your hips as best you could and switch the angle just enough for both of you to moan out various profanities.
Reaching a hand around between your legs Daryl leans down over your back and pins you to the bed; his fingers circle expertly on your clit. He moans and grunts roughly in your ear, his thrusts getting harder now you are awake.
The pillow is your anchor at that point; gripping so hard your knuckles are white and burying your face in it so you could call out on every exhale.
You were close, so was Daryl - you both knew without having to speak a word, just the way your bodies reacted to one another.
âFuck..â Daryl whispers in your ear and rests his head down against the back of your neck.
âUuh huh!â You whine and grind your hips back against him.
It takes little time before itâs all too much and you both call out in succession. You muffle your cries in the pillow and Daryl muffles his in your neck.
He slows his hips and stops, staying still for a few moments before moving off you as the alarm clock ticks over to 6.30am and clicks. You shakily move to lay against his side and kiss over his collarbones and neck.
âMorninâ darlinâ..â Daryl drawls and wraps his arm around you.
âMorninâ..â you reply between kisses.
âI much prefer that to your fuckinâ alarm clock..â he chuckles.
âYeahâŚ. Yeah me tooâŚâ You nod and agree ââŚbut itâs my day off.â You giggle.
Daryl looks down at you and huffs ââŚfuckâŚanâ I was lookinâ forward ta ya the thought of ya workingâ all day with my cum inside yaâŚâ
âThereâs always tomorrowâŚâ you wink and smile, pulling the blanket up over you both and kissing him softly.
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Sir Duncan was a tall, strappin' lad when Baelor first met him. It is, after all, his defining feature to the casual observer. And that was as a hedge knight, who went hungry more often than not, and had little opportunity to train with those that could truly push him. But after a year of three square meals a day, each one larger than what three men could put away, and solid training with the Targaryen guards, and even Kingsgaurds, Baelor's swore sword was larger than ever.
Where before most men only came up to his chin, the last growth spurt had Duncan towering over even Baelor and Maekar with their Martell inherited height, neither of them coming up to the top of his chest.
And the breadth of him. He hadn't just put on a healthy weight since coming to the Redkeep, but also muscle. He was broader than most doorways in the keep now, having to turn sideways to walk into the Hand's solar when called.
The Hand's Half-Giant, many called him, and Baelor couldn't disagree. It really was extraordinary. Imagine, he thought to himself as he watched Duncan heft his sparing partner over his shoulder like he weighed little more than a feather, how large he would have grown if he could have eaten well from childhood.
Maekar is twitching next to him, and it's been ages since they'd fought together. (It's been well over a year since Ashford, and Maekar had avoided sparing with him since, and that was against eachother, not with, so even longer than that. Far too long). And he's been itching to face off against the mountain of muscle that is his sworn sword for some time himself.
It doesn't take as much effort as he thought it would to get Maekar into the ring. Baelor has just a moment to worry about Maekar's desire to fight Duncan over ruling his desire to avoid fighting with Baelor, before Dunk and Maekar in on eachother with a crash of steel that has him swearing and jumping in to join the spar.
Perhaps the 2-on-1 was a bad idea.
Duncan holds up very well against the two princes, and the spar is pretty evenly matched between Duncan's youth and strength and the princes experience and raw talent. Right until Duncan seems to decide that if they're going to play with unfair odds, then he should get to fight dirty.
Sir Duncan is a fine knight. But Dunk from Flea Bottom is a force of fucking nature.
(Baelor is slightly disappointed, as he watches Dunk punt Maekar half across the training yard with a single kick, that he doesn't remember much of the trial at Ashford. He would have enjoyed seeing Aerion getting the shit kicked out of him like a street rat).
And then all thoughts vanish from his mind, as Dunk fully picks him up, all but one handed from the lack of effort he's showing, and he has just enough time to realise he's looking down at Duncan for a change, who looks beautiful with his head between Baelor's legs with a mischievous smile on his face. Enough time to realise he's suddenly so hard it hurts, 0 to 100 in no time at all, with a simple lift of Duncan's arms.
And before he can feel any way about that, he's suddenly left all his organs behind as his body goes flying away from Dunk (did he just throw me??) and is crashing into Maekar, who had got back to his feel but was now on the floor with Bealor in a pile of limbs and broken dreams.
And Bealor can't help but laugh from pure joy. My man is so strong, he thinks to himself, as he fails to separate himself from his swearing brother and stand.
And if he's thinking about Dunk throwing him around in a more pleasurable setting, well, that's his business.
Hello hello! A detailed view of my day at Rescueverse New Jersey comin' in below! I debated for a while on whether I was showing my face but I posted all the pics on my social media and my outfit is pretty unique, so I guess we're going full reveal (pls be nice)
The Schedule
NOTE: Everything is in approximate times. The schedule did get more off as the day went on, but by the end it was only about an hour behind! Lowkey I blame Ryan - either all his events went long or he's chronically late lmfao
10 AM: Registration
We arrived at the hotel at about 9 AM. Parking was super easy and there were some people there, but not a lot. We got inside by 9:15 and registered right away (they said registration didn't open until 10 but they got us all checked in early!). Then we went to stand in line to get into the conference room where we'd wait to be called for photo ops and such. There were maybe 50 people in front of us.
10:30-ish: Oliver's photo op
So last minute my friend @littlefinnnnn and I decided we wanted a solo Oliver photo op, and I'm so glad we did. He was happy and smiling from the moment we came in and as soon as he saw me he said "Did you knit that shirt?" I told him I crocheted it and he was floored. He complimented both of our shirts and was just so nice I love him
10:50-ish: Ryliver's photo op
After that, we got right back in line to get pics with Ryan and Oliver. The first people who came out of the photo op room were dying bc Ryan's hair was fluffy wavy perfect and thank god for the warning bc that man looked beautiful. Oliver was happy to see us again and my friend gave them bracelets and we got our pic.
After the pic, Ryan looked me right in the eyes and said thanks and that it was nice to meet me. I bluescreened so hard those eyes are even more dangerous in person jfc
11:15-11:30-ish: Ryan's selfies
Up next was Ryan's selfies! He showed up a bit late but I think it was because his photo ops went long. He was like "nice to see you ladies again" and took our selfies for us - highly recommend bc:
After that, we had as much free time as we'd have all day, so we decided to get lunch. I heard there weren't really options at Chicago, but the hotel here had a concession stand with salads and burgers and chicken tenders and muffins/snack stuff. It is probably venue specific though so don't take my word!
We also went to check out the vendor room around this time. There was about 6-7 vendors there selling various merch and it was cute! I got to meet some 911 content creators selling stuff and it was cool :) Did end up getting a buddie backpack and I can't wait to use it lol.
1:10 PM: Oliver/Kenny/Aisha photo op
Next, it was time for me and my other friend to get our Oliver/Kenny/Aisha photo op. There were like 6 people getting this particular op so it was a lot more chill. We were the first ones in line so while they were setting everything up Kenny (in his leather jacket just to kill me I think) saw me, said "118!" to my shirt. Oliver jumped in immediately like "she made that!!! She crocheted it!" and Kenny paused, looked me over, and said "that is impressive." They talked about it a bit and I lost my mind idek if I said anything but I definitely forgot to tell them the pose I wanted but it still worked out nicely I think :)
1:45: Kenny's selfies
After that we went to Kenny's selfie line and god. That man hugged probably every person in line. He wanted to talk to everyone and it was so sweet. When we got up front he was like "Crochet shirt is back!" and we got our pic. He gave us another hug and I held his hands for a minute while we thanked each other and I think I'm in love btw
2:25: Ryan's autographs
This is when the day really started to get behind that I saw. Aisha and Oliver both had private M&Gs happening at 2:30 and this was supposed to start at 2:15. It did not start until about 2:25 so I got to cut the line. It was a little rushed because of that but he did laugh at my picture choice so that made my day :)
2:30: M&G with Aisha
After that a bunch of us ran to the third floor for our M&Gs. I can't say a lot about what was said in there but it was really nice to sit in a room with Aisha and just get to talk to her in such an intimate setting. The dog from her insta stories was there and I was sitting right next to her so the dog got passed to me and I almost cried ily ily ily Aisha. She was so excited about getting selfies with us too and she took a few with me :)
(Also side note that I didn't get back to the panel/autograph room until 3:15 and Ryan was STILL signing autographs for like 15 minutes after that)
3:15-5: Kenny/Aisha + Ryliver panels
So, I sent most of my updates to @911onabcbts as they were happening, and you can find a full video of the panel on their blog, but for recordkeeping's sake, by big takeaways were:
In the episode where the mom with cancer called 911 when she was dying so her daughter didn't have to take care of it: apparently Kenny was like "Chimney's mom died in the same way why isn't he freaking out about it?" So he called Tim to remind him of this little detail and Tim said "Oh." bro completely forgot đ
[POTENTIAL SPOILER] Someone asked Aisha/Kenny which character would be best to get stuck in a situation/elevator with, and Aisha said "You'll know when you know who isn't good to get stuck with..."
Everyone's dream character blunt rotation is Athena Grant, Except Ryan, who said Bobby (two terrible answers imo...a cop and a sober person but okay)
Ryan really did NOT want to tell people he was supposed to work with Athena before the Bobby's death storyline but the crowd bullied it out of him lmao. When people asked why the plotline got scrapped he said "no comment" Ryan give me 20 mins alone with you and a bottle of tequila
Someone asked Oliver what Buck thought of Artemis II and he said "It proved to him that the moon landing was faked because why are they just sailing around it now when they walked on it 40 years ago?"
When asked which past characters (other than Bobby) they'd like to see again Oliver said he wants the Lucy Donato dynamic back hell yeah hell YEAH
Ryliver's songs for the last two episodes are Eye of the Tiger (Oliver) and Smooth Criminal (Ryan). However the other protested when they both gave their pics so who knows how accurate they are lol
Ryliver's top letterboxd picks for Buddie are
Buck: The Lion King, Zorro, Pineapple Express;
Eddie: Armageddon, Step Up (With Channing Tatum)
Ryan said Eddie should have hated Max more and did really hate him in his head for taking Buck's spot iktr
Ryan noted a good Eddie arc coming up in the last two episodes! He said it was going to go one way and then he talked to Tim about it and made him rewrite it haha
Ryan and Oliver were unaware of their canon birthdays being one day apart; they said their joint bday party theme would be cowboys...
Ryliver thinks Eddie would be a wolf as an animal, and Buck would be a lion
The actors' comfort shows:
Aisha - Love is Blind
Kenny - Real Housewives
Ryan - Scrubs (OG and reboot)
Oliver - The Office (ok whiteboy)
5: Aisha/Kenny/Oliver autographs
Finally, we ended the day getting the last of the autographs. Aisha's line was really short and fast; I got to thank her again for the M&G and for putting queer black women on my screen every week :') Then Kenny's line was probably the longest because he personalized his autographs! When we got to the front he recognized me and said "crochet shirt!!!", hyped up my shirt to his handler and the rest of the line, and shook my hand about 5 times. My last thing of the day was Oliver's autograph, and he called me "Crochet!" and was super excited to see my shirt again. I asked him if he was making one next and he told me that he fucked up the fake knitting on set so bad that their advisor couldn't fix it đ
After all that I drove home with the biggest smile on my face. The cast was soooo nice all day and I made a lot of friends with people in line! I truly cannot talk this day up enough and even though I dropped a financially irresponsible amount of money on the day I can't feel upset about losing a single dollar because it was so worth it.
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My Tips
Okay, so @buddiesystempod has an excellent crash course video for preparing for Rescueverse - I checked it out the day before I went, and I found it really helpful in knowing what to expect! However, here are my personal tips:
Bring a fan: OH MY GOD JUST TRUST ME BRING A FAN WITH YOU. Like a paper/cloth accordion fan. I pulled mine out of my bag within minutes of getting in my first line and it was in my hand for most of the day after. There are hundreds of people in the same room as you all the time, and as the season only gets warmer, you will get sweaty. I rolled up to every photo op not worried about being sweaty because I had a way to cool down! Also, it's a great way to make friends with the people around you in line!
Bring a friend: If it's at all possible for you, I highly recommend bringing a friend. Of course it's nice to have someone you know along to chat with in line, but also:
a) you can split photo op costs (every op/selfie ticket is for up to two people!)
b) you can get a little more time with the actors if you're subtle about it. My friend and I went to almost every op/autograph together, and so when we got to the front of the lines we stood together while the other talked to the guest. No one tried to shoo either of us away because it was clear we were together, and it was a nice little treat for us to have a few seconds longer, given how fast the ops go!
Bring your fear: Seriously, it's so okay if you're nervous! You'll have a few minutes in line to gawk at the guests before you get to them and ease some of your nerves. Plus everyone is SO fuckin nice. SO open and welcoming. It's impossible not to smile and feel seen around them, and I promise they really want to meet you!
every morning, reiner has started to wake up 10 minutes before his alarm for work goes off, so he can pull you close and hold you before he has to get up.
whenever reiner is around you, heâs always touching you; nothing sexual, just always proving that heâs there. an arm around your waist, or hand on the small of your back, even pinkies looped together. he wants you to know heâs there.
when you cry, reiner is there to wipe your tears, kissing them away like youâre the most precious treasure heâll ever get to hold.
when youâre sick, reiner will take time off of work to be by your side and take care of you. he knows how important you are to him, and he wants to make sure youâre okay.
reiner gets you a bouquet of your favorite flowers every week. he says itâs to brighten up the house, and it is, but his favorite part is seeing you smile every time he gets them.
your interests? reiner knows all of them. kpop? knows your bias and all the members in the group. anime? buys you figurines. even your small hyperfixations donât go unnoticed by them. knowing your partner and what makes them who they are is important!
reiner defends your honor like itâs a full time job. if your family or friends are badmouthing you, even if youâre not there, heâll make sure to put them in their place. nobody talks about you like that. ever.
you feel reiner pull you close every morning. he thinks youâre asleep every time, but youâve always been awake with him, soaking in all that extra time you can.
you always praise reiner. knowing his self-esteem is low, you praise him to boost his confidence, whether the task be big or small. not praising him enough to baby him, but just enough to know that you see the hard work he puts in for you.
when reiner has a nightmare, remembering the rumbling or any of the things he went through, youâre always there. holding him, telling him softly to take deep breaths. you ground him. he has you. he feels safe with you.
reiner rarely gets sick, but when he does, itâs bad. so you use that opportunity to baby him, treat him like the handsome prince he is, even if he constantly pouts while you kiss his hot forehead.
you surprise reiner with fresh desserts every week. since you got together heâs even put on a little bit of weight (which youâre not complaining about). itâs one of your favorite parts of the week, seeing him giggle like a child as he takes a bite of whatever you made that week.
reiner still finds it important to be in shape. âgotta be ready for our future babies!â and while youâre not the biggest fan of exercising, youâll happily walk behind him as he jogs down the street, shirt off, sweat dripping down his back. and when he asks if youâre okay since your face is red? you just tell him itâs a little warm.
reiner is the most important person in your life. and you make sure he knows it. you write him letters that you put with his lunch, declaring your love for him daily. you always tell him how proud you are of him. if heâs having a low mental health day, youâre by his side, talking him through whatever is going on in his mind. youâre patient, even if itâs hard.
you and reiner are perfect for each other. yin and yang, sun and moon, bound to be together in every universe, every timeline. he promised he would always find you, no matter where you go. and you promised the same for him.
Or, A Compilation of Resources for If You, Personally, Enjoy Giving Your Historical Smut Unnecessary Numbers of Footnotes
[the books I personally found most useful are marked with * - this does not mean I'm asserting they are the Best because I am an AMATEUR okay]
Sodomy in Medieval Europe
[*]Boswell, Christianity, Social Tolerance, and Homosexuality: Gay People in Western Europe from the Beginning of the Christian Era to the Fourteenth Century [this was the Original work on medieval gays in many ways -- lots of the works below are responding to, updating and evaluating this in the light of further research, so it is very useful to have read but isn't the most up-to-date assessment.]
Brundage, Law, Sex, and Medieval Society
*Cadden, Nothing Natural is Shameful: Sodomy and Science in Late Medieval Europe
Greenberg, Wrestling with God and Men: Homosexuality and the Jewish Tradition [this turned out to be primarily a personal philosophical exploration of reconciling Judaism with queer sexuality, but does have some excellent medieval sources of queer Hebrew poetry for any Jamuel scholars out there.]
Goodich, The Unmentionable Vice: Homosexuality in the Later Medieval Period
*Karras, Doing Unto Others: Sexuality in Medieval Europe
Klosowska (ed), Queer Love in the Middle Ages
*Kuefler (ed), The Boswell Thesis: Essays on Christianity, Social Tolerance, and Homosexuality
*Malcolm, Forbidden Desire in Early Modern Europe
Mills, Seeing Sodomy in the Middle Ages
Rogers & Roman (eds), Medieval Futurity: Essays for the Future of a Queer Medieval Studies
Samuelson, Courtly & Queer: Deconstruction, Desire and Medieval French Lit
Schultz, Courtly Love, the Love of Courtliness, and the History of Sexuality
*Zeikowitz, Homoeroticism and Chivalry: Discourse of Male Same-sex Desire in the 14th Century
Chivalry and Knightly Culture
Capellanus (transl. Parry), The Art of Courtly Love [primary source]
*Charny (transl. Kaeuper & Kennedy), The Book of Chivalry of Geoffroi de Charny: Text, Context, and Translation [primary source: descriptions of knighting ceremony, courtly love, knightly training, etc.]
Crouch, The Chivalric Turn
Gest, Chivalry
Harper-Bill & Ruth Harvey (eds), Ideals and Practices of Medieval Knighthood (Papers from the Strawberry Hill Conferences) (Vols 1 & 4)
*Karras, From Boys to Men: Formations of Masculinity in Late Medieval Europe
Kaeuper, Chivalry and Violence in Medieval Europe
Keen (ed), Heraldry, Pageantry & Social Display
Keen, Nobles, Knights, and Men-at-Arms in the Middle Ages
*Prestwich, Knight: The Medieval Warrior's (Unofficial) Manual [popular-style book, but has GREAT advice about HOW to actually joust for when you want to make Hans/Henry sound like they know what they're doing]
Other Aspects of Medieval Life and Religion
d'Avray, Medieval Marriage
Salih, 'Unpleasures of the Flesh: Medieval Marriage, Masochism, and the History of Heterosexuality' (Studies in the Age of Chaucer, vol.33, 2011)
Simon, The Sex of Men in Premodern Europe
*Šmahel, Nodl, & Žůrek (eds), Festivities, Ceremonies, and Rituals in the Land of the Bohemian Crown in the Late Middle Ages
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Hooking up with Natalie Scatorccio was not something you ever saw yourself doing.Â
Youâd spent the first three and a half years (give or take a few months) of high school absolutely hating her. She never made it to class on time, if she showed up at all. She smoked in the bathrooms, was always high, or drunk, or both. You just⌠werenât like that.Â
It was a weird sort of rivalry. A push and pull that everyone knew was happening. Youâd make a comment about her needing to get her shit together. Sheâd say something about you loosening up.Â
The thing was, you did know how to loosen up. You went to parties, hung out with friends. Things like that. Sure, you could be uptight sometimes. It wasnât a bad idea to want to get into a good college. School was important to you. Clearly it wasnât to Natalie, and thatâs what pissed you off.Â
In reality, you had no idea why you hated her so much. You told yourself it was because of her âI donât give a shitâ attitude, but deep down you knew that wasnât why. Maybe it was the fact that she never seemed to care what anyone thought of her. Maybe it was her ability to fuck whoever she wanted. Maybe it was because, deep down, you were jealous of her.Â
You pushed those thoughts away as you sat on the armrest of Jackieâs couch, watching the party going on around you. It wasnât often that you came to these things, preferring to watch a movie by yourself, or maybe see a couple friends on a friday night. Jackie had begged you, though, reminding you that she never got to throw parties like this. So you agreed, putting on a party-worthy outfit, and forcing yourself to attend.Â
Natalie had arrived a few moments before, your spot on the couch awarding you a front-row seat to her entrance. She looked good, you couldnât deny that. Her messy hair fell down her shoulders, eyes rimmed in black eyeliner and dark brown eyeshadow, jeans ripped in all the right places, leather jacket adding to her air of not giving a shit.Â
You looked down at your skirt and sweater, feeling prudish and self-conscious. Sure, you hated the girl, but you had to admit that she was infinitely cooler than you were. Well, at least in your mind.Â
Jackie nudges you with her foot, giving you a look. âAre you okay? You went silent all of a sudden.âÂ
That snapped you out of your thoughts, remembering that you were at a party and definitely shouldnât have been so focused on Natalie.Â
âYeah, sorry. Zoned out. You know how I am.â You gave Jackie a smile, trying to push the thoughts of Natalie and that outfit out of your mind. How could someone so infuriating look so good?
Jackie rolls her eyes, sighing softly. âDo you need another drink? Might make you loosen up a bit. And I think Jeff has weed.âÂ
âIâm fine, Jackie. I can handle a party, Jesus.âÂ
She puts her hands up in mock surrender, not liking the edge in your voice. âDamn, okay. Iâm getting another drink. You sure you donât want something?â
You think for a second before nodding. âOkay, yeah. Just whatever. Nothing too strong.âÂ
Jackie nods, knowing you werenât a big drinker. A moment later, she disappeared into the kitchen for your drinks, leaving you alone on the couch. Briefly, you wondered where Shauna was. Normally, sheâd be wherever you and Jackie were. Well, more specifically, wherever Jackie was. Sheâd become a bit more independent recently, but it was still odd to not see her glued to Jackieâs side at parties like this.Â
You sat like that for a while, bored and waiting for Jackie. It shouldnât have taken her more than a few minutes to come back, but youâd been waiting for almost twenty minutes. Slightly annoyed, you decided to look for her, wondering if she got distracted by Jeff or one of her teammates. It wasnât like her to forget about you, but it also wasnât completely out of the realm of possibility.Â
Standing up from the armrest you were perched on, you made your way to the kitchen. Moving around the house wasnât an easy feat. Bodies were everywhere, constantly bumping into you or blocking your way. When you finally pushed your way into the kitchen, Jackie was nowhere to be found. Sighing, you decided to search the rest of the house.Â
It didnât take too long to clear the entire first floor, finding her nowhere. Maybe sheâd snuck up to her room for a bit of reprieve. As subtly as possible, you made your way up the stairs and to Jackieâs bedroom. You opened the door without knocking, which was a mistake. There, on Jackieâs bed, sat Jackie and Shauna. In the middle of making out.Â
Neither of them had looked up when you had opened the door, so as quietly as possible, you backed away, closing the door. You had no idea how to react to that. Of course you knew they were close. Theyâd been best friends for over a decade. It was just so unexpected to stumble upon them like that.Â
How long had they been together? Did they kiss like that at every party you werenât at? Were they even officially together? You had so many questions.Â
Instead of waiting, or going back into the bedroom and asking questions, you went back downstairs. You were sure theyâd leave the bedroom eventually. Plus, it really wasnât any of your business. If Jackie and Shauna wanted to kiss, they could kiss. It wasnât your place to judge.Â
You beelined for the kitchen as soon as you got downstairs, mixing your own drink, since Jackie had decided making out with Shauna was more important. She couldnât have at least waited until she brought your drink? It wouldnât have taken that long.Â
Thatâs when you saw her. Natalie. Smoking on the porch, completely alone. You briefly wondered where her friends were, those boys you couldnât remember the names of.Â
No, you didnât give a shit about Natalie or her friends. Why were you suddenly so focused on her?Â
Maybe you just wanted to show her that you could loosen up. Show her that you werenât just some kind of uptight bitch. You knew how to have fun.Â
Before you could think any more about it, you stepped out onto Jackieâs back porch, drink in hand. You werenât going to go up to her. No, she would come to you. Come over to make fun of you, jab at the fact that you were finally at a party.Â
She looked up when you stepped outside, raising an eyebrow. âWhereâs Jackie? Arenât you two basically attached?âÂ
You roll your eyes, looking her up and down. You werenât mean, no. Not really. But you absolutely could be a bitch when you wanted to be.Â
âSheâs busy. Not that you need to know that.âÂ
Nat smirks, sitting on the porch railing, cigarette in hand. âYou know, you donât always have to be an asshole. Jackie isnât here to see. You could be nice to me.âÂ
âYeah, like youâre all rainbows and butterflies.â
âMaybe Iâd be nice to you if you were nice to me.â
âI donât believe that. Itâs biologically impossible for you.â
She laughs, really laughs, and you crack a smile. Sure, you hated the girl. But she could banter, and you liked that.Â
âCâmon, princess. You never know until you try.âÂ
âPrincess? Really?â
âPrissy. Uptight. Rich. You seem like a princess to me.â Natalie shrugs, still smirking at you.Â
âSee, this is why I donât believe youâd be nice to me,â you reply, taking a step closer to her.Â
âNever said being a princess was a bad thing, princess. I have a thing for girls like that.âÂ
You make a face at that, unsure if sheâs hitting on you or making fun of you.Â
âWhy, so you can corrupt them?â
She laughs again, getting down from the railing and taking a step towards you. You suddenly process how close she is. You donât think youâve ever seen her from up close. Youâd never wanted to, before now.Â
âWanna find out, princess?â She leaned closer, so close that your faces were barely an inch apart. You wondered if anyone inside was looking at you. You wondered what they were thinking if they were.Â
âFuck off, Natalie. Iâm not into girls.â
Natalie backs up, looking confused for a moment before regaining her composure. âYou sure? Youâve been all but obsessed with me since we were freshmen. That doesnât really scream âIâm a straight girlâ to me.âÂ
âIâm not obsessed with you.â You werenât. You hated her. Found her annoying. You werenât into her. Were you?
âYeah? Youâre not? I mean, you make comments about me, or to me, every time you see me. You saw me alone on this porch and decided to come out here for no reason. Seems like obsession to me.â
âI needed some air,â you lied, ignoring how spot on she was.Â
âSure you did. You know what I think? Youâre into me, and you say all that shit about me because you canât stand that you want to fuck me. Because you do, right?â
âJesus, Natalie? What is this? Why are you so convinced Iâm into you? Iâm not.âÂ
âJust admit it, princess. I saw the way you were looking at me when I got here. I saw you go all silent on Jackie. I see the way you look at me in class. Iâm not stupid. And neither are you. Youâre smarter than this, and we both know it.â
âYeah, fine. Youâre hot. Is that what you wanted from me? I can think youâre hot without being attracted to you.â
âSure, you could think that. But you donât. Youâre so afraid of being judged that you wonât even acknowledge it to yourself.âÂ
You canât deal with this anymore. Sure, okay. Natalie was hot. You werenât going to deny that. But you werenât into her, not like that. You hated her. Right? Yeah, you did. It wasnât any sort of attraction that made you act the way you did. It was pure dislike.Â
âDonât have a rebuttal for that, do you princess? Is it because Iâm right?â
âWhy are you pushing this so fucking hard? Do you just want me to say Iâm into you? Would that give you some sort of satisfaction? What is it? Are you just fucking with me because you can? What is this?â Youâre getting increasingly angry now, just wanting her to stop fucking with you.Â
âMaybe Iâm into you, too. Maybe I want you to finally admit it so I donât feel like an idiot for wanting to fuck someone who hates me so much.â She shrugs like itâs no big deal, like she didnâ just all but admit she wants you.Â
âThen just say that! Donât play fucked up mind tricks on me!â
âWhatâs the fun in that? Besides, youâre hot when youâre mean and angry.â Natalie steps forward again, getting into your face. Close enough for you to kiss her. Maybe you should. Maybe it would get her to shut up.Â
So thatâs what you do. You lean in, closing the gap between the two of you, pressing your lips firmly against hers. Itâs odd, for a moment. Kissing a girl was different. Weird. Not in a bad way. Her lips were softer than you expected, and tasted like cigarette smoke and⌠strawberries? You didnât hate the combination.Â
Your mouth opened slightly, and Natalie took this as an invitation to bite your bottom lip. It wasnât hard, just enough to let you know that somehow, she was in charge here. You kind of liked it. Involuntarily, you let out a small moan.Â
Maybe you were into her.Â
It didnât last long before you pulled away, but you didnât want to stop. Not really. You just didnât want to make out with her where anyone else could see.Â
âMy car. Now. Weâre going to my place.â
âFinally admitting youâre into me, princess?â
âIf you donât shut up, Iâm leaving you here and you can imagine what couldâve happened for the rest of your life.â You glare at her, leading her around Jackieâs house and to your car.Â
She rolls her eyes, but does shut up. As soon as you get into your car, you want to drag her into the backseat and kiss until your lips are swollen, but you know you have to wait. Itâll be better in a bed, anyway.Â
The drive to your house is full of anticipation. Both of you are completely silent, no attempts at jokes or banter. No insults thrown at each other. Just the thrum of energy throughout the car. You both want this more than anything.Â
It doesnât take long for you to pull into your driveway, grateful that you donât live too far from Jackie. Youâre not sure you couldâve waited much longer.Â
âMy parents arenât home, luckily for us,â you say, putting the car into park and unbuckling your seatbelt.
Natalie nods, getting out of the car and following you into your house, up to your bedroom. As soon as the door is closed, sheâs on you again. She seems almost hungry, pushing you down onto your bed, barely giving you time to adjust before straddling your hips.Â
Her lips meet yours, and she takes charge. The softness of your previous kiss is gone, replaced by a clear need. As soon as your lips meet, her teeth are pulling at your bottom lip, tongue running across the skin. You moan into her mouth, the roughness of the kiss causing you to lose yourself. You can already feel heat pooling in your core, and you havenât even done anything yet.Â
Natalieâs hands grip your hips as you shove your tongue into her mouth. It doesnât take long before she sucks harshly on it, making you lose your train of thought. Sheâs not going to let you take charge, you realize. This is her show, and you let her have it. Briefly, you wonder if she often gets to be the powerful one in these encounters.Â
She pulls away, and you instinctively chase her lips, whining when you canât reach them. She laughs, running her hands up and down your sides. âEager, huh?â
You groan, embarrassed at how pathetic youâre acting. âFuck off. Donât act like you werenât enjoying it too.â
Natalie laughs again, leaning down to nip at your jawline. âI was. I am.â
She continues to kiss and bite at your jaw, making her way down to your neck. Your hands find her hair, needing something to hold onto. Youâve never been this intimate before, never wanted as much contact as you do now.Â
âFuck, Nat-â you gasp as she finds a particularly sensitive spot on your neck, sucking on it. You know thereâs going to be a mark, and you silently revel at the idea.Â
âYou like that?â She asks, sucking harder at your skin. Her hands slide under your shirt, tracing along the skin of your stomach.
Your only response is a soft whine, almost a moan. Yes, you like it.Â
She continues with the onslaught, kissing all over the skin of your neck. Your hips stutter upwards, searching for a friction you arenât getting. Your underwear is almost uncomfortably wet, a feeling you havenât experienced before.Â
âBe patient, princess. Weâll get there.â
âF- fuck, okay. Yeah.â Youâd do anything for her at this point.Â
âCan I take this off?â She asks, fingers toying with the hem of your sweater. You nod a bit too eagerly, and she smiles softly. God, how could you have ever hated her?
Natalie makes quick work of the sweater, pulling it up over your head and tossing it onto the floor. Sheâs almost reverent as she takes in your bare stomach, looking at you like you were the most beautiful thing sheâd ever seen.Â
âFuck,â she breathes, leaning down to kiss the top of your chest. As she does, her fingers find the clasp of your bra, tossing that to the side as well. As soon as the offending fabric was out of the way, she took one of your nipples into her mouth, tongue circling it as she rolled the other between her fingers.Â
You moan at the sensation, fingers tightening in her hair.
âNatalie-âÂ
She moves to the other side, rolling her tongue around your other nipple. You can barely think at this point, every thought in your head is of her. Her mouth, her hair, her face. Everything.Â
She continues for a few more moments, just lavishing your chest before sitting up, admiring your flushed face. She pulls her own shirt and bra off, and your hands immediately find her waist.Â
âGodâŚâ you trace her skin gently, memorizing every freckle. She looks like a painting.Â
Natalie looks self-conscious for a moment, clearly unused to someone looking at her with so much adoration. She lets you continue for a moment before leaning back down and capturing your lips in a kiss. This time, itâs soft. Loving, almost. Still passionate, but in a different way. Like she wants to memorize the feeling of your lips.Â
Her hand slides up your skirt, teasing at the wet patch on your underwear. You gasp, and it quickly turns into a moan. Slowly, torturously slowly, she slides your underwear down your legs until all thatâs left is your skirt.Â
Natâs fingers tease at your entrance, making your hips grind into her hand. She laughs a bit against your lips, and you smile. She keeps teasing, never touching where you need her to, as you get increasingly desperate. High-pitched whines keep falling from your lips, soft whimpers of âmoreâ and âpleaseâ.Â
After sheâs tortured you for long enough, reducing you to nothing but small gasps, she finally pushes two fingers inside you, causing you to let out an embarrassingly loud moan. She gives you a second to adjust before curing them upwards, and you press your face into the curve of her neck, muffling the sounds you canât help but make.Â
Your hips grind into her palm, and she curls her fingers again. Natâs thumb finds your clit as she continues to move her fingers inside you. You inhale sharply at the sensation, the coil in your stomach getting tighter.Â
âYouâre doing so well, princess,â Nat murmurs into your ear, making you moan. She keeps her pace, slowly working you up further. Sheâs enjoying this as much as you are, and the thought just makes you hornier.Â
âF- fuck, fuck- Nat, faster-â You can barely form words, youâre so focused on the feeling of her fingers inside you, her thumb circling your clit. Your fingers grasp at her hair, her hips, anything you can reach that will help to ground you.Â
She obliges, fingers moving slightly faster, thumb putting more pressure on your clit. Natalieâs whispering little praises into your ear, which serves to heighten your need. Itâs all too much and not enough at the same time. Your hips continually grind up into her hand, searching for more pressure, begging for release.Â
Nat can tell youâre getting close, focusing entirely on making you cum. Her fingers reach deeper inside you, finding that spongy spot that makes you see stars. It doesnât take much after that, her movements purposeful.Â
You can feel the coil in your stomach snap, finally cumming after what felt like an eternity. Your mind went completely blank, moaning into Natalieâs neck. Her fingers continued, working you through your orgasm.Â
She gives you a moment to relax, your head falling back onto the pillows, before she removes her fingers. You gasp at the sudden emptiness, eyes falling shut.Â
âHoly shit,â you mumble, still coming down from your high.Â
Natalie laughs, lying down next to you. âSo you are into me.âÂ
You groan, too exhausted to do much else. âGod, fuck off. Yes, Iâm into you. But in my defense, I didnât realize until I kissed you.âÂ
âYou kissed me, then realized you were into me? I feel like that normally happens the other way around.â
âI kissed you to shut you up, I didnât think Iâd like⌠feel anything.âÂ
She laughs, pulling the blanket up over the both of you. It feels⌠nice. Having her in your room, having her curled up next to you. It was odd, how a few hours earlier you hated her more than anyone, and now she was in your bed.Â
The more you thought about it, the more you realized that so much of the hate was jealousy. How annoyed you got when you saw her with her latest hookup, how you wished you could be as relaxed as she was.Â
âHey. You okay? Youâre not like, freaking out on me, are you?â She asked, looking up at you.Â
âNo, just thinking. Donât worry.âÂ
She nods, sitting up. âDo you want me to leave?â
âNo,â you say, a bit too quickly. And itâs the truth. You donât want her to leave. You want her to stay here, with you. And it scares you.
Nat laughs, falling onto the pillows again. âYou know, you donât have to like, figure all this shit out now. Just enjoy it, at least for now. You just had amazing sex, princess. No need for you to be having a crisis over it.â
You donât laugh, not yet, but you do crack a smile at that. âI just⌠I donât know. I had this idea of myself, who I was and what I wanted. Now youâre here, and we had sex. And I liked it. And Iâd want to do it again. But it changes everything. Iâm not who I was this morning, and I donât know how to process that.âÂ
Sheâs silent, and youâre terrified that you scared her off by being so vulnerable. âSorry. Ignore that. Iâm just thinking too much.âÂ
Her hand finds yours, intertwining your fingers. âDonât apologize. Youâre freaked out, itâs normal. Just try to relax. It wonât kill you. Well, knowing you, it might, but try anyway.â
That breaks you out of your spiral, and you laugh. Sheâs right. You could deal with everything later. Right now, you have a pretty girl in your bed, a pretty girl who clearly likes you as much as you like her. And you wanted to enjoy that.
In an alternate timeline, a pair of new generation jujutsu monsters grew up feral and fighting curses together in Sendai. I'm sure this will have no major ramifications for the world as a whole. AKA: What if we did Scooby-Doo hijinks with Rika because Itadori is too tough and charming to get murdered by her? (ao3) (okkoita)
When Yuji Itadori is twelve years old, he meets a ghost.
Well, okay, itâs probably not a ghost but it looks like a ghost. It coils malevolently and desperately like he imagines a ghost mightâclinging to something human until all its own humanity is gone. Heâs too young to have a great vocabulary for what else to call this entity. Usually, he would follow Grampsâ advice and ignore the spooky things he sometimes sees, but the ghost is sitting on a bus-stop bench next to a kid in a West Junior High uniform.
Yuji thinks, this time, itâs kinda on his turf.
Itâs the third day of the school year. Yuji struggled only moderately to remember the locations of his classes, and while he forgot where his locker was yesterday, a soft-faced girl named Ozawa helped him out and, with the certainty of a tween with mostly movies for reference, heâs decided she can be his middle-school crush. (You gotta have one of those.)
All and all, not so bad for the first week of middle school and he can safely tell Gramps that his success rate for Not Fighting Sons Of Bitches is at 100%.
But the ghost thing is weird for sure.
Itâs like black smoke, coagulated into a sticky clot beside the kid, almost leaning on his shoulder like a big cat on its favorite zookeeper. Itâs got physical weight. Yuji can see it where it rubs its face on him, his uniform ripples and deforms. The kid ignores it, but Yuji can see even from here there are bloody scratches along his inner forearms where his uniform is too short on him. Heâs been crying.
âHey,â Yuji says, stepping under the roof of the bus-stop bench. âYou go to West Junior, right?â
The kid on the bench, wide-eyed, looks up from his shoes. His uniform doesnât fit him very well. His sneakers look beat up, like his mom didnât take him clothes shopping this year and heâs still wearing what he had from last year. His hair sticks up the way iron-filings do under a magnet at the top, grown out shaggy at the front. Yuji thinks heâs maybe a year or two older, but small for his age.
The word âunderfedâ comes to mind.
Yuji points at him. âYeah. I saw you at passing period. Youâre a grade ahead of me, right?â
âI-I guess,â the kid stammers. âAre you, um, a first year?â
âYup.â He hooks a thumb and points it at himself. âIâm Yuji Itadori. You wanna ride to school together? I get lost easy.â
âOh. Okay. I think that would be⌠that would be fine.â He keeps glancing at the shadow on his shoulder, which ignores Yuji and continues to coil on him like a rotting calico. âIf youâre scared of getting lost, I can help. But just for a bit. Okay? We shouldnâtââ he swallowsâ âshouldnât be friends.â
âHuh? Why not?â
âIâm, uh, Iâm out of school a lot. Â Youâd be better off with another upperclassman toââ
âWhatâs your name?â
âO-oh. Sorry. Okkotsu. Yuta Okkotsu.â
âOkkotsu-senpai. Got it.â Yuji sits down next to Yuta on the bench, opposite the dead thing thatâs latched to him. âYou wanna snack?â He digs around in his backpack. âIâve got extra.â He produces a tuna-mayo onigiri. âGramps says I shouldnât leave them in my bag all day. Do you buy snacks from the corner store by the park? I live in an apartment building there. Do you live nearby?â
Okkotsu, shocked to find an onigiri in his hands before he can protest, stammers a little. Now that heâs close to Okkotsu, Yuji can kind of smell himâlike he hasnât bathed in a while and his clothes arenât washed. Up close, there are bags under Okkotsuâs eyes, his nails are ragged from chewing, and the scratches on his wrists seem fresh.
Stuff his Gramps would say are âbad signsâ.
âYou should come over after school,â Yuji declares, kicking his heels on the sidewalk. âMy gramps is always working so he leaves the fridge super stocked and puts lots of movies in the entertainment system for me. Itâs awesome.â
âW-What?â
âYou live close by.â Yuji beams. âWe should be friends.â
âIââ Okkotsu looks over his shoulder again.
Yujiâs starting to suspect the Thing On Okkotsuâs Shoulder is dangerous with how heâs acting. That or it messes with him so bad it makes him seem crazy. Yuji, only then, wonders how smart it is to invite something like that into his house or if Okkotsu is crazy from having something like that glued to him. Yuji wonders if, maybe, he should be more scared. Maybe he shouldâ
âOkay. Weâre neighbors. We can be friends.â Okkotsu balls his sleeve up over his hand and uses it to wipe his face. âYou should make friends in your own grade though.â A pause. âAnd donât tell people your grandpa is working all the time. If youâre home alone sometimes, like, you shouldnât tell people that.â
âWhy?â
âYou could get your grandpa in trouble? They could take you away from him?â
âOh. Heâs just out for the week. Itâs fine. I havenât punched anyone at school even once so no parent-teacher conferences!â Yuji flashes a thumbs up.
Okkotsu blinks owlishly. âHuh?
âI donât like bullies.â Yuji gestures with his food, rolling his eyes. âGramps says punching people is bad.â
âUh, yeahâ"
âBut some people need punching,â Yuji quotes. âGramps said that too.â
Okkotsu snorts, tries to hide the laugh with his hand. His laugh sounds funny, cracks in his throat and wheezes, like maybe heâs out of practice with it. âUm, arenât you young to talk that way?â
âGramps says youâre never too young to learn a hard lesson.â
Okkotsuâs face does something funny. âI⌠I donât think that. I think you can be too young forââ He pauses. âNever mind. Itâs nice to meet you, Itadori.â
âThis is awesome. I have a middle school crush picked out. And I have an upperclassman mentor. Iâm killing it.â