Oct 22, 2024
actually i think it's basically impossible to write anything without accumulating abandoned WIPs bc some things are not destined to be finished and instead act as grounds to hone ideas and writing and characterization etc but it's objectively maddening to accept this some of the time honestly
#i have a lot of white whale fics waiting in the wings#i've actually written a bunch of them this year but there are many more#“heaven is a place on earth” & “replication in reverse” were both white whale concepts. didn't expect them to be part of the same universe#but i LOVE them that way more than i could ever say#mello experiencing the euphoria of their love & future together as similar to something spiritual / religious#and near opining on the wonder of the atomic and cellular processes keeping them both alive to love each other#ugh i still really love that universe.#anyway. those were white whale fics. “good boy” was too big-time#“to have and to hurt” was something of a white whale fic -- okay sorry this is just turning into neallo nostalgia hour#and i still have work to finish (real work not yaoi unforch)#so bye!#neallopost
