#smy

kinda crazy how i used to like this girl so much it actually forced me rewire the way i think just to survive the grief of her not liking me back only for her to now just be one of the people who watches my stories from time to time and i almost feel nothing about it

hello friends ive been so inactive but i decided to give tumblr another shot!! Also... I GOT INTO JAPANESE STUDIES!! its going at an insanely fast past and im only week 3 but already doing kanji and its reeeeally affecting my mental health, but otherwise its super fun! we learnt how to use (excuse the romaji) “kore, sore, are, koko, soko, asoko, kono, sono, ano” and “no” today, and im really beginning to see an improvement in my language already!!

having a crush is truly an insanely funny and pathetic experience bc wdym im getting into f1 and learning what downshifting and DRS means, that there's a race to even qualify for the actual race, the names of engines, and the politics and lore behind the teams and their drivers all for a girl who will never like me back lol