Nov 23, 2024
Got up the nerve to ask mother if she threw out my hellhole yearbooks. I had told her to get rid of them years ago, but unsure if she actually did. She thinks she kept them, but hid them somewhere so I wouldn't see them.
If she does find them, then I think I will bring them back to the city and go through them with T. Because those yearbooks would be flashback central. Even still, I have been scouring the internet, trying to find digital copies of them. Nothing.
I'm going to talk to T about my idea. Just so desperate to find names and photos to continue searching....I know it's not healthy, but I can't stop obsessing. The constant rumination that distracts me from anything else I'm doing.
