#smitukey

the first thing I saw them in: George of the Jungle!!!!

why I like them: he is the OG childhood bae

my favorite role of theirs: Rick O’Connell from The Mummy u better fucking BELIEVE

my least favorite role of theirs: I guess his character from Journey To The Center of The Earth was just ehhh

a role I’d like to see them in: idk man his action movies are BOMB

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the first thing I saw them in: Teen Wolf

why I like them: CUTE thin sickly boy mmm, also v good actor!! he’s also an introverted cutey 

my favorite role of theirs: Stiles Stilinski from Teen Wolf

my least favorite role of theirs: Thomas from The Maze Runner i guess?? I like all of his roles that I've seen but thats the least developed character so far

a role I’d like to see them in: more spooky or villain type roles he was SO good as void stiles FUCK

1. Friends and family!

2. FOOD

3. Movies n tv

4. making and looking at art

1: Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie.

I don't have a specific favorite movie but one of my favorites is definitely Monty Python and the Holy Grail and I remember my dad just sitting me down and making me watch it and pay attention to every fucking detail of the jokes and like all the sutitles in the opening credits and just like ugh its so good with good memories attached i just fucking love it its gOLDEN

3: Talk about the person you've had the most intense romantic feelings for.

I've had a shit ton of romantic feelings for alot of people because i get so easily attached and then i just end up hurting myself in the end so its just real bad but besides my first boyfried Joey who was my only boyfriend, who i was like hELLA HEAD OVER HEELS FOR AT THE TIME, i haven't dated anyone else. but a few years back i was like crazy into this kid Ian who was this fuckin pale ass lurpy ginger kid who was a senior while i was a sophomore in high school, but he was incredibly fun and i have so many fun memories of him and we started getting closer as friends and i finally got the courage to say i liked him because i really really did and when i told him he said he liked me too and tbh it kinda shocked me like i somehow convinced myself no one could like me after joey. after we talked about it he was like so are we dating? and i was like i don't know and i kind of just ran away because i got it in my head that he would start disliking me and rejecting me for my body and i was just so scared that we didn't seem as close after that like i hated myself for it so that was probably the most intense romantic feelings because i was a bit depressed for a while after that. i still can't believe i fucking did that to both of us

10: Talk about the biggest fight you've ever had.

wow i don't even know I've never been in a fist fight  because too weeny but i probably got in the biggest screaming fights with my sister. i've slapped her before and junk but like not fight fighty oh and i was so angry at her once she ran into her room while we were fighting and i threw my brush like really hard at her door it was scary loud and like wow i don't get intensely angry except at her but she's my sister so i guess that makes sense

11: Talk about the best dream you've ever had.

I'm not really sure which dream was the best I've ever had because i do this thing where certain aspects of dreams come back in others and thats when i remember i had had them before. but okay don't judge me once i did this lucid dreamy thing where it was like i was in this world of this one anime i liked when i was in early high school called spiral and its in modern day and stuff but like my school went on one of those abroad things to japan and i met some of the main people in the show and befriended them and i like fell in love with this dude who's like hella hot and cool in the show named Eyes (like wow isn't that a weird name i never realized) and basically yada yada we fell in love and i mostly controlled a lot of the dream because it was lucid and i woke up like 3 times in the middle and just kept fucking going back in it was hella cool too

12: Talk about the worst dream you've ever had.

The worst dream I've probably had was either when i was really little and I saw the movie volcano so i had a dream that a volcano erupted in my living room and lava flowed up the damn stairs and almost killed everyone and me and i was like hanging onto the rail of our sink which was really high??? becuase the lava didn't get me but i woke up. oooooooor this one i had recently where me and some of my college friends were in this racing game and you had to complete to survive but most of us lost and all my friends didn't remember who i was because they failed it was so scary and i woke and almost cried because there was like a couple who knew they wouldn't make it and then they just didn't know each other it was like heartbreaking wow

14: Talk about a vacation.

I went to Virginia beach when i was little and it was super fun and i have a ton of funny stories from it like i was out on my boogie board and the current got me and i fumbled in with the waves upside down and tumbling and my family says all they could see were my fucking legs straight up in the air as the wave came in and i washed up on shore and scratched up my back it was painful as hell but hella funny storytelling

15: Talk about the time you were most content in life.

Oh wow i don't even know how to answer this one because its like no one ever really seems to be content with life but for right now I'm actually doing okay. i feel really supported by my family and my friends are killer and all my friends at home are together and good and no one seems to be fighting i'm really happy right now tbh or at least i'm looking on the brighter side of any of my current problems so i'd say now is a good time uwu

16: Talk about the best party you've ever been to.

I've been to some really fun parties in my day but I'd probably say Liz's Graduation party. because it started out like wow lets have this party at a park in the middle of a far away city not close to home and only like the close close friends and family came but then we were just like ay lets go home so in our back yard we set up tables and food and fun stuff and all our friends came because it was at home around everyone and like alot of people came and we had fun games and wrestling and shit like angela and arisa fake brawled and it was fucking hysterical because they went at it wow but no it was so fun and eveyrone was so god damn care free ahhhhhhhh memories ooooh happiness

18: Talk about something that happened in elementary school.

welp elementary school was hell because it was catholic school so i'll say a bad thing. when i was in like maybe 2nd or 3rd grade the 8th grade teacher who was this old witch fuckin lady no joke her name was mrs. d for dickhead and she yelled at me and accused me of flooding the girl's bathroom. apparently someone had left the faucet on and it just fucked everything up. but it was horrible like she was swearing at me and i was crying it was terrible. only years later passed when i realized i think i actually might have genuinely forgot to turn off one of the faucets oops

19: Talk about something that happened in middle school.

in the fifth grade i was fucking around with one of the fire alarms and i accidentally pulled it and so we all had a drill and i didn't say anything because i was scared shitless and when someone i think told on me the math teacher took me to the principles office and i was bawling but i met one of my best friends that way. kelsey saw me crying and asked why and i was like i pulled the fire alarm but i didn't mean to and it was really kinda fun looking back at it but wow i got 2 and a half days of in school suspension where i just did my work alone and in a cubicle thing and met this cute 7th grade kid who seemed so old at the time named mike lanese who pants a kid completely and he asked me what i did and i told him i pulled the fire alarm and he was like oh wow but why did you have to do it on such a cold day omfg he was so cute wowo

20: Talk about something that happened in high school.

I went through a sceney weeny phase and did two years of half art classes thats about all i got 

21: Talk about a time you had to turn someone down.

apart from my horrid mistake of turning down Ian, I guess i've turned down alot of people like if i have plans else where to hang out or if i was working when someone wanted to do something.

23: Talk about a time someone turned you down.

i like chris and he was like i don't like anyone and i was like oh noooo so there's one??? i don't know

25: Talk about an ex-best friend.

I've never been one to cut someone off completely and never talk to them again so any fights i've ever had have resulted in friendships again so i don't really know who to say and i have friends who i'm not friends with anymore but they were never best best friends you know?? Me and liz had a best friend while we were in elementary school who lived aorund the block from us named Jessie and she was the only one in out little street thing who we were solid friens with and we were like inseparable but when we moved to mayfield her life started to kinda get shitty and we didn't see her too often accept little visits and she had this really nice long golden hair and the last time she visited us she had died it all black and she started smoking and she just didn't look good and we went to a con together and she ditched us to go make out with some guy and my mom got so pissed at her that we left and took her home the next day. it was really crappy like fallout for us but we just don't know her anymore and the last we heard was that she had a baby a few years back and married someone so I dont really know where she is now but i miss her sometimes. we had so much fun when we were little ahhh

26: Talk about things you do when you're sick.

I don't get sick too often but i get hella stuffed up and ew i try to do nothing moreso than i usually do and ooh i drink hot tea and its nice

30: Talk about what turns you off.

I don't like cigarette smoke or breath, people who are constantly doing drugs, people with no ambitions, mean people, superficial people, asshole people, like fuckin nice guys ewwww

31: Talk about what you think death is like.

Too scary. I'm so afraid of death tbh like its just i'm afraid of what it will feel like and if it will hurt but most of all i'm afraid of where we go when we die like if there's no heaven or hell where do our souls go? or if there is are you just existing forever it seems awful but like do you just cease to have a conscience idk its just so unknown it frightens the hell out of me.

32: Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.

When I was way younger my aunt used to rent a little trailer in this park thing where we'd go visit on certain holidays like over fall and stuff because there were hayrides and apple picking and costume parties and i used to fuckign love going there i really miss it because she sold the trailer so we don't go anymore. ))):

33: Talk about what you do when you are sad.

I only just get really kind of that blank stare and i just think about really awful things like really pessimistic viewpoints on literally everything. its pretty shitty and i make everyone upset aorund me and i swear i don't mean to do it because i hate feeling like everyone doesn't want to deal with me when i'm upset and not bubbly and that generally makes me more upset why god why

34: Talk about the worst physical pain you've endured.

Probably when my sister shut the car door completely closed on my index finger when i was in 4th grade. i was so scary and it was like it was numb for the moment and then it just hurt like literally hell. either that or when i got a concussion because i was almost mugged when i was riding my bike aroun the block when i was like 2 years younger because i fell off my bike and hit my head on cement and scratched my knee up it was horrid

35: Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.

being afraid of everything like literally i've stopped myself from so many opporunities in life just because of that fear to fail miserably. i regret so much ugh

37: Talk about someone you thought you were in love with.  

I thought I was hella in love with Ian, but the same goes for Joey. like i was so fucking in love with that kid when we dated and it was such a simple time where i just didn't care about what other people think ,which i would develop when i started to like Ian. and like with Joey i just focused on how perfect everything about our relationship was. like we were best friends for almost a year before we confessed to each other and he was dating a girl and he even fucking left her because he wanted to be with me so much and i felt kinda bad for her but i was a bitch and just didn't care because it was so perfect to me and wow i miss him sometimes okay i need to stop

39: Talk about things you wish you'd known earlier.

How to fuckign work photoshop like i could have been doing so much art when i didn't have college to worry about and i could have been making money hell i'm so god damn stUPID but thanks college and friends for teaching me the ways

40: Talk about the end of something in your life.

The end of being in the Mayfield house was kinda sad for me but at the same time i had so much fun moving out because angela and arisa were constantly over and arisa loves to clean my room with me so she helped me de-hoard all my bullshit and go through all of the crap we could donate and take and her and angela actually helped us move on moving day it was just a really fun summer and ah the days