#smiss

sometimes i feel like i’m so far away from everyone i love, sometimes i feel so alone and estranged, and in those times i feel like i’m dead. but even in those times when i’m as alone as i can get….. i still have memories that i carry with me wherever i go. and when i relive those memories, i relive the love that i feel for them. and i don’t feel so alone because i remember that they love me too, no matter how sarcastic and harsh we may be, we’ve had so many deep moments too, moments when we really shared our hearts with eachother. i know that i’ll never really lose them. they’ll always be with me, they’ll always be here, maybe not here FOR me, but they’re here. and that’s more than i could ever ask for.