#smilebecauseyoucan

Smile 🌞

I don't know what love is , I'm too young for that . But I know that I'm insanely obsessed with you and that I would go miles just to run the fingers through your hair. It's been over a month since I first saw you but I still can't aquire the courage to talk to you. I've learned to admire you from afar. I've learned to wait but every encounter with the sight of you is making me run out of patience. I'm in love with the way you flick your head and your hairs move up by an inch but fall right back into place the very next moment. I'm in love with the way you flash your perfectly broken tooth everytime you pose for a picture. I'm in love with the way your whole body stiffens while you focus yourself into capturing the perfect shot. I'm in love with the way your veins penetrate your skin and become more prominent the moment you move your arm up to hold your bag. I'm in love with the way you walk- dragging your feet, yet graceful enough to steal a night's sleep. It's you all over my mind, wrecking my thoughts, controlling my motions and emotions and driving every cell in my body into an endless abyss. You're the one I'm looking for in every face on every street, every road, every sidewalk, every shop, every chair, every corridor, every class and every damn human. But I never find you in my search. It's the moment when I'm indulged in something other than you and you are pushed at the back of my mind, that I'm finally rewarded with the heavenly sight of you. I can feel your presence way before my eyes find you. It's like my whole body wakes up from a hibernation the moment you are around. Sometimes I go days without seeing you and that results in a mental picture of you inside my head which I visit everytime I close my eyes. And then when you finally appear in front of me, the image breaks into a thousand pieces. Because you are a million times better than that beautiful picture. And in that moment I fall for you all over again. All that my eyes try to do is memorize every detail of your face and my mind tries to grab on to the memory of excusite delight of watching you. I don't know when or how I'll finally get to speak to you. But one thing's for sure that I won't tell you these things. These are my treasures and I can't share them because I can't ever have you in this life. So these feelings are all I have and I wanna hold on to them till I'm on this side of my grave. I just vaguely hope that you read this and maybe the next time I see you I'll have the courage to at least smile to you. #fanpost

Don't judge the people for smiling too much or laughing too hard