UNEXPERIENCED PRIEST G WHO IS VERY STUPID AND IS FUCKING W READER AND DOESN'T KNOW WHAT AN ORGASM IS SO HE IS JUST VERY CONFUSEDā
sorry for yelling, is just one of those days mother
love u, kisses
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āļøANON! ur so good! ur the smartest thing alive!! this is incredible! im gonna cry! headcannoning!!!! yell at mother! mother loves it! scream! love you! kisses, xox
kissing someone who has never kissed before should feel incredibly uncomfortable and a bit out of practice. but it doesn't feel like that right now
gerard is panting- mouth wide and tongue lolled out- his wet mouth is open, waiting. he keeps scrunching his eyes together, shaking his head "why-why does it feel so good?" and you just nod, wordlessly and keep kissing him, keep touching him.
childhood friends separated by being raised right and wrong, you found yourself walking into the parish this morning seeking an absolution- instead, you saw gerard-the sweet boy who pawed at you through out high school, pacing the front of the stone hall.
you couldn't have guessed your 7 hour conversation would have ended like this, licking into each others mouths like you're both 14, in the back of his chevy chevelle, but you don't want judgement right now. you want mercy.
his hands grab over your arms, knees- the side of your face, he's really exploring- but you know for a fact he would never touch specific areas with out explicit intention and permission. so you take one of his hands, pull it up to your chest and watch as his eyes widen when you whisper he-here, okay?
and he nods, not as nervous as you would've assumed, and cups the whole of your breast- moaning wantonly as he watches the flesh undulate in his hand
"this is, th-this is the-thank you, thank you-" he whispers into the crook of your neck, you cup him through his black jeans and feel as his movements stop
"oh-oh god, why?" you push your hand into him, letting him stimulate himself- he humps into your hand in slow circles, you can hear the leather seats wince below you as he pants out soft uh uh uh uh's
he becomes rigid, frozen as he looks at you with wet eyes "I-it feels so so strange, people-people do this all, all the time?" and you nod, kiss him sweetly and watch as he keeps going
he's shaking his head from side to side, panicking as he beads sweat. he can't stop moving, can't stop shaking like a fucking leaf- he grips onto your wrist with such force you think he's going to snap your hand in half-
his eyes go so wide, you consider making a joke about him seeing a ghost- but he grabs your arm with a certain force and really does bruise your skin as he brings himself to finish on your hand, all the while whining
:"I-ivenever, oh god -ive ive never, please god, oh its-its foul its so so strange, oh god- am I, oh god I know-im not-fuck-its so much, I mean its so so much, I've-i just thought it happen-happened when I was-was dreaming-i didn't think-i don't-oh god darling-fuck-fuck-im-imsosorry-ohgosh,"










