#sltom

everything in this universe says you should've died. you say it yourself. maybe you've always been dead. maybe you should've fought less. maybe you should've just let it all happen. maybe you should've stopped hoping. you weren't supposed to be alive this far. you were supposed to die before you were born, then when you were 4, then when you were 6, then when you were 9, then when you were 12, then when you were 14,15,16,17,18,19. you should be dead. you weren't supposed to get here. you still wake up. you are still alive. you still are alive. you open your fridge. you take a bath. you are not dead yet. you will not die yet. the universe is trying to kill you. you still have hope