hey just saw ur tags about rereading the queerplatonic coining post & ive never seen that before, didnt even know there was one specific origin & i really wanna read it, do u happen to have a link still?
aaa so sorry for the late response! i am lousy at responding to asks in a timely manner
here is the post!!!: https://kaz.dreamwidth.org/238564.html (fyi: the link will give you a "disgression advised" screen, just click "yes, i want to view this content")
it is such an incredible read!!!! it was written 13 years ago and it's still so relevant. it's in the comments of the post that the word queerplatonic was coined (and "zucchini" as a word for a qpp!)
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fsdskskakakka i went to send u some emoji asks but it seems like u got literally ALL of them lmao . if u feel like it just pick a couple u havent done x)
LOL okay ill just pick a couple and pretend like u asked me them... hmm some great questions incoming
👃what smells do you associate with gore besides blood?
earthy smells like rot or mud, and also sharp bile smell (cause my favorite kind of guro is usually gutspill)
🕯whats your favorite way to use heat in gore?
i love fire iconography, especially like. housefire aesthetic?? idk why, probably because i am completely terrified of it irl.
ayy bingo, howabout struggling against their caretaker? 👀
WHOOPS I JUST REALIZED THIS SAID CARETAKER AND NOT WHUMPER well take this anyway im counting it
Struggling against their Caretaker Whumper
TW: torture, drowning, manipulation
He doesn’t even remember what he did to deserve the punishment. (That was a lie, he remembers innately how he forgot to lock his bedroom door that morning, and someone wandered into his bedroom looking for the bathroom.) But it didn’t matter; the Father was letting him repent in the same way he always did: by beating him half senseless until he had decided that Nathan had endured enough, and then made him apologize so that he could be granted forgiveness.
And he didn't know why, (and this time he really didn't know why) but he just wasn't having it today. It could have been for any number of reasons, but he thought the truth of it was that he just didn't deserve it. He was feeling more than a little out of it today and was thinking about only one thing throughout the punishment: having it be over so he could go lay down and start nursing his headache.
"Stop struggling," Father said, pushing Nathan's head underwater again, and Nathan coughed immediately, spluttering, pushing his head back so he could get a breath of air. Anything would do: he just didn't grab one in time, and he didn't plan on drowning at Father's hand today.
"I--" Nathan started, but he was pushed underwater yet again. This time he really did snap, pushing his head back up with strength that he didn't know he had, forcing himself out of the tub of cold water, glaring at him through the water dripping in his eyes.
"Don't." Nathan said, with enough ice in his voice to freeze the water running down his face. "Don't touch me."
"What did you say to me?" Father said.
"Don't touch me," Nathan asserted again, but this time much less confident. His hand touched where Father still had a hold of his neck, but he lacked the strength anymore to pull it away.
"Well all right," Father said, in a calm, level way that chilled Nathan to his core. "You've decided you're too good for my teachings, I understand. But until you've realized that you deserve your punishment, I won't touch you. In fact, I don't even want to see you. Go to your room and stay there. If I see your face and you are not begging for forgiveness from me..." Father left the threat open-ended. Nathan would fill in the threat using his imagination better than anything the Father could come up with.
Nathan seethed, glaring at Father, who was making good on his promise not to look back at Nathan. Still dripping wet, Nathan got to his feet quickly, choosing not to stalk out of the room, but instead walking quickly, in a bold way the Father hadn't seen him carry himself in a while, slamming the door behind him.
To anyone else, maybe, this would be a defeat. Nathan was fighting the Father, after all. He was being more of the defiant boy that he had come to the island as. But Father saw this as nothing but progress. Once he'd broken this little rebellious streak, well... Nathan would be one step closer to being his perfect devout follower.
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Amputation: Would you rather lose a body part or a sense (hearing, seeing, etc.)?
It depends, if it’s like.. lose one finger then I’d rather that but if it’s a whole arm I’d be losing - then I’d rather lose one of my senses
Junji Ito: What do you like about guro and/or horror?
tbh I don’t really know what it is about it but I’ve always been attracted to darker things like horror and gore. I see something bloody and/or spooky and my brain just goes mmmMMMMM FUCK YES
