The guy I've had the biggest crush on scratch that been in love with since I was 15 has just drunkinly told me that he loves me...this can't be fuckin happening it's a dream right I didn't go to his house at 7pm an not leave till 3:30am. He didn't hold my hand an rub it with his fingers then ask if he can do it again an that he's been wanting to do that for years. He definitely didn't just tell me that he has pages upon pages in his journal about me an how he wishes he had the balls to just say something or make the first move. He didn't tell me that I was beautiful an he didn't understand why I couldn't see that also. Not thinking I heard it but when I said I needed to buy a car myself this time that I shouldn't have to that he would if he could cause that's what a real man does for the lady in his life. Then when I leave as he's walking me to my car he doesn't say "Kaylee you know an I know that it's unspoken but it there an when it happens it happens". Wait that all really did happen an now I'm at home freaking out cause I don't know what to fucking do!! Why does this have to happen now where was he 3 months ago when I was single an would have/still would give the world to be with him.
