even at my most tired, im still struggling to sleep
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even at my most tired, im still struggling to sleep

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i am so OC rotted that they appeared in my dreams
and they're not even my OCs exclusively, @kaputtcat's OC jona and his stupid fish were there. i remember the fish because i hit jona in the head with it. i don't remember what he was doing there. i don't know why he was there. i don't know. i didn't fall asleep until 3AM and it took 4 old vsauce videos for me to manage 4 hours of sleep
Me: I will go to bed early.
Me, at 1 AM:
I'm so fucking done right now, I want to sleep properly, I haven't got a decent night of sleep since I was 10 years old, the best since then was when I got so drunk I puked on my new carpet and passed out on a floor mattress

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I hate that I am like. Litteraly anxious and scared to sleep. I enjoy sleeping. But like. Not when
I have the same recurring themes in my dreams. Like I fucking get it I feel out of place and unwelcome and like I may need to move to another city at any moment, subconscious I fucking know, you can stop telling me! Fuck!
I often wake up sticky and sweaty regardless of blanket choice or room temperature
Over the past three nights, I've persistently woken up at midnight. More specifically, the last two nights have had something really bizarre happen to me. In almost identical situations, I've woken up at midnight or one in the morning feeling really sweaty. And then I go to the bathroom and pee at midnight, and then I fall back asleep within minutes. And then I sleep in and wake up around 6:30 am.
I don't understand why this keeps happening. I don't understand it at all. What keeps waking me up? Do I really just need to pee? Am I struggling to sleep because I know my dad's going to leave for work at 1 am? Or is this struggle born of me waking up at midnight once, and subsequently my brain has been trying to push it as a new habit of choice? I don't know. I don't know what's going on. I don't even know why I wake up so sweaty. All I know is that it's frustrating.
The sleeping in is something I blame on taking a bonus anti anxiety medication to help me sleep. The bonus medication makes me more sleepy than I usually am, which is kind of helpful when my nerves are running high about my dad going to work. As long as the medication doesn't render me catatonic or lethargic, I think it's fine. I don't love waking up so late in the day by my standards (7 am), but it's better than having no sleep. So that's fine. It's the waking up at midnight which baffles me.