Diary of My Demons and I
September 14th
Mostly just spent the day doing coursework and things, since my parents went out again. I am...Sad, truthfully. Sad of what I had become, sad that I have been horrible and not worthy of friends or family. Thing is...I know what is right now. The right thing to do...Is probably to be quiet for a while.
I am so confused, hell, how do you combat bad behaviours inside your own damn head? Why is it that I can think rationally but I can never act it? Hell, can I just sit and think without almost falling asleep? No. No because basically I suck and my brain is a bitch. Fuck I am exhausted...Just too tired to think. I want to be free and happy and light as a feather and fly...Fly, let my darkness fall away.
I think I need to go skydiving.
