#sithblooded

i had nvidia on my old laptop and tbh i had quite a bit of trouble with it… radeon’s only downside is that it’s constantly updating, but that’s technically a good thing.

If you're looking for a PC, it will depend on what budget you are on and which games you are looking forward to play. That's how I usually pick out my stuff. :p

no i already have a pc, i’m just thinking of updating my video card in case it can’t handle me4, it ran da3 on high settings so i’m unsure. guess it’s gonna be a surprise lmao but anyway im already looking for options just in case

spinestalker replied to your post “if you’re a pc gamer here what is your video card and which games can...”

I didn't mean to link that whole think lol

that’s so weird, because the grand majority of the IT people I know, myself included, are a nerd in one way or another. i guess they might have been angry about the stereotype? but please

i just use my birthday as an excuse to buy myself nice things

You're honestly the only person I know this happens to lmao. At least... to the degree you've shown

At this point I have to think it’s something I’m doing - tapping the wrong thing in mobile or clicking the wrong thing by mistake on someone’s blog. 

I discovered yesterday that I had actually BLOCKED someone I have regular chats with, and I still can’t figure out how that happened. 

There’s a small chance I’m experiencing a specific glitch (does anyone else have an issue with those absurd multiple follows people get from me), but I think the odds are good that it’s me somehow.

I was so terrified of this before I got on meds! In fact I wouldn't consider taking them until after the depression had already taken everything I was afraid the meds would. I probably could've avoided a 12 year dry spell and a lot of my current blockage issues if I had gotten more timely treatment. I get SO ANGRY whenever I see that fear being spread now.

born-to-take-it-easy replied to your post “You know that fear that people have that taking antidepressants or...”

I always worried about this! And when I was on cipralex, I found it washed me out really bad. It felt like most of my personality and creativity just went on a vacation. It really scared me tbh but after they put me on a different medication, everything came back and also brought enough motivation to actually do things. I don't worry so much about creativity drain or the "not being the real you" thing anymore. I think it's all a matter of finding what medication works best for you.

sithblooded replied to your post “You know that fear that people have that taking antidepressants or...”

The thing with anti-depressants, for me at least, is that while you no longer experience those bursts of energy (highs), you also no longer really experience those really intense lows either. They make you stable, and stable is, honestly, good!! It makes me consistent

I don’t feel like there’s anything to add here; you all made great points.