#siphamandla

"What did I do, People are negging me, people are chasing after me, people are hating me.....People"

My Original Sunshizzler: He would've been 32years of age today And I would be experiencing the world in full colour display. I'd be stepping on roses and happiness would've reigned in my life. I thank God for giving me a brother like him, who loved me beyond myself. Who took care of me when no one cared to. Who knows my eyes when I'm dying inside and trying hard to hide it. Who knows how to make me happy. 5years he's been gone... because of him, I'm much more independent, loving, kind and happy. I don't even settle for anything or anyone... I remember when one of my ex boyfriends had hurt me and I didn't know what to do. I asked him for advise and he said, "Zozo love doesn't hurt and there is no confusion" He could've just told me to break up with, or leave the guy... But he didn't. He left me with words so freeing that I can never be imprisoned in a place where I hurt - with any human. I wish you were here so I could celebrate your birthday and the love you have shown me. Alas, there will be that great getting up morning, when the trumpet will sounds and Jesus reunites us. #26July #HappyBirthday #BigBro #TheOriginalDearHeart #OneLuv #Siphamandla #Spha #MyHeart #DeathWhereIsYourSting