The Harbinger-- Hannah, she didn't like to think about what life had been before accepting what her calling was, what her /purpose/ was but yet seeing Alex stood before her as the Father had the bringer of death and the Herald Staci's presence thinking on it. She had waited until everyone else had left the church, Staci included before speaking towards where Alex--the Father was now moving to sit in a pew, "Did you know?" She gave a pause, "Did you know that this was going to happen to us?"
@sinnersfolly // ( a wild ask! )
It wasnât his first sermon given, but it was the first in the bunker. The collapsehad come just as Joseph foresaw and just as the Voice had warned him of. Itdidnât take long after Josephâs death for the explosions. The bombs went offand they were ready for it. There had been plenty of time to save the Projectâspeople, to safeguard and protect. Those outside of the Project may have theirown bunkers to retreat to, but some may not have enough supplies to last the timeit would take for the earth to be safe once more. They werenât Alexâs concernbut he couldnât help but worry forthem. When they had all gathered into their bunkers, heâd gone to the room withthe radios and found a frequency to contact Dutch. The old man had survived,had some people with him. Word was there were pockets of survivors across Hope County.
That was good. Even better was the fact that the newheralds had survived as well, had each taken to their bunker and reported agood number of supplies. Theyâd have to be careful with rationing but they were prepared. The Seed siblings had seteverything up and left it for the next generation to inherit the earth. Alex doesnâtknow how to feel about that so he does his best not to. Sometimes thatâsdifficult, especially while standing at a podium, speaking Josephâs words ââ a hintof his own personality mixing into them and turning the sermons into something else. Something hopeful and morereminiscent of forgiveness. A lesson that should carry into the world to comeso they can take the right steps forward.
They look at him for guidance and he has to delegate itto the people he trusts. Like Sara turned Faith. Staci, who turned tormentor.
And trickling on down from there, to those like Hannah who assisted the heralds.He sees her lingering while he speaks with some of the believers. Sheâs patient.Once the last of the faithful leave the room theyâd set up as the church ofsorts, he takes a seat in a pew. Alex feels decades older than he is. Doubly sowhen there are men and women twice his age calling him Father now. He rubs hishands over his face, slouching forward. Hannah doesnât approach, but pitchesher voice to be heard in the silence. âDidyou know?â He waits for her to clarify. âDid you knowthat this was going to happen to us?â
Alex gestures for her to take a seat. If not besidehim, then somewhere near enough to where he can look at her when he talks. Hewaits for her to approach, doesnât force her to sit if she doesnât, but doeslift his chin, hands dropping to hang between his knees. âJoseph was the one that knew everything.â His lips twist to oneside, a bit of a sardonic smile to be seen, gone in a flash. âNo. If I had known I . Â . Â . Inever wouldâve brought you both here. To endure what happened.â His eyes godistant and his fingers roll through the bracelet of sorts at his left wrist.Like Josephâs and so very unlike Josephâs. âIdidnât believe in any of this untilJoseph took me from John, showed mewhat Iâd forgotten.â Itâs a story he hasnât shared with anyone. Not withJohn, not with Faith nor Staci. Nobody.He tilts forward, stands up and walks towards the podium where his copy of thebook was. He takes it in hand, flipping it open and taking out a polaroid frominside. Itâs held out for her to grasp, to look at for herself. The colors are faded but itâsa picture of a younger Joseph Seed, surrounded by children. Alex taps at a child nearlyout of frame, beanie tugged on over errant curls and a confused look on hisface.
âI had met himwhen I was a kid, on vacation with my parents. Tried to run away with the Project.â His smileis less twisted, more bemused this time. âHeknew and I knew back when Iwas younger. Before I grew up. I couldnât keep ignoring fate.â Once sheâs done,he takes the picture back, sets it inside the cover of the book. A heavy sigh follows,exhaustion weighing his shoulders down, showing the circles beneath his eyesand the gaunt cut to his cheekbones that hadnât been there before he took this burden. âBut no, I never knew. I wish I had. Wish alot of things.â He closes his eyes, breathes out, turns his back to Hannahand walks towards the podium again where heâll go over the verses once more. âWish I couldâve done more.â This hemurmurs to himself.