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How rough of a crowd? There was a time when he would have defended Priwen's ideals to the death -- one might even be able to argue that's precisely what he did. Loyal and fanatical until the last, except his sense of self-preservation ultimately won out in the end. The years have given him perspective if nothing else, knocked away the rose colored glasses and cast his former circle in a less favorable light. A part of him will always feel indebted to Eldritch for saving his life, but he's come to realize that sense of obligation was a weight no child should have been allowed to carry. "They were no Boy Scouts," he says, but leaves it at that. There's no good way to explain that part of his life without sounding like a career criminal. Which, while it might be true, isn't an easy topic to dig into.
Not that the continuing thread of conversation is simpler to navigate. Geoffrey's never been the best at handling delicate matters. His position and demeanor once gave him a reputation as a merciless fanatic -- while his people never accused him of being cruel, outsiders saw his methodology as cold and callous and presumed he relished in the bloodshed dealt by his hand. Though hunting brought grim satisfaction, there was no real joy in it, in destroying lives even to stop evil. But empathy and sympathy were twin weaknesses in the profession, and he tamped them down in the name of duty.
Now, at least, there's less of a need to build a brick wall around any emotional response. He's heard Lynn's story and has expressed his professional condolences, but hasn't tread any father than that. "Everyone's got baggage. God bless anyone who isn't hauling a few dead loved ones around in theirs." Which is his way of saying he doesn't judge her for the things she carries -- the grief and the love for someone lost. He knows better than most that those things never really go away. "Should I ask about the rest of your family, or will we just get stuck comparing sources of trauma for the rest of the evening?"














