#singlet behaviour

Ok so basically, I'm part of a system and my sister isnt. I'm usually very guarded around her while others in the system aren't. Our host asked if it was ok if we stopped masking around her bc we trusted her, she said no she doesn't want us to do that bc then it's more likely we'll talk about quote "heavy" topics. I'm pissed at her for this. Most everyone else in the system says she has the right to say no, which I agree to but I feel like the way she said it was kind of dickish. Note: she is older than me by 2 years. She is a married adult and can definitely handle harder conversations she just chooses to avoid them. Especially when it comes to our mental health, despite the fact she has no problem venting to us.

Tldr: we tried to open up, she said no, I'm pissed.

Im in an in system relationship with an introject. I don't know terribly much about his source just what he tells me. I really want to traumatize my parents with it.

It started out as a joke but now I'm just like "okay but what if I actually did tho?"

He's from an internet ARG from the Slenderverse golden days and the urge to be like.... "Yeah, no dad that's my bf. Yeah he went through some wild whit back in the day and he's really fucked up now. Anyway have fun watching this I'm gonna go smoke weed alone in the forest with him."

And my parents aren't exactly the brightest so they'd probably believe it's real tbh....

I just want them to worry I'm hanging out with bad people so they feel bad about traumatizing me.

Aita?