Mar 1
simonava to me is neither romantic nor platonic but a secret evil third thing: unhealthy co-dependency
#simonava#captcon#i just wrote a whole essay in these tags damn#sorray i love exploring weird unhealthy dynamics in fictionnnn#like just imagining how they would be in an everyone lives au is soooo#like hey these two absolutely guilt-riddled individuals that just witnessed The Horrors would surely have a very normal and functional#relationship right. the man who just survived horrors beyond comprehension and the woman who listened to his cries and screams and ended up#risking everything in an attempt to save him because her conscience got the better of her (also yknow. the importance of The Mission)#THEY ARE SOOOOOOOO INTERESTING TO ME#simon comes back as the most mentally and physically fucked up guy ever and ava has to live with the knowledge that she was partly#responsible for that. that she is just as bad as what she imagined simon to be - maybe worse#and simon might hate her for the fact she put him in there and didnt even know his name. but at the same time she gave him real compassion#at the end there. and came to save him.#and she was basically the only REAL person he had while he was down there regardless of how she treated him during that time#I WANT THESE TWO TO BE AS MENTALLY UNWELL AS POSSIBLE!!!!!!!!! YIPPEEEE HOORAY FOR GUILTY CONSCIENCE YAYYY#iron lung#simon iron lung#convict simon#simon the convict#simon the butcher#ava iron lung#captain ava
