thinking about the way Jake absolutely abuses the name sweetheart. it doesn’t matter where you are or who you’re with, the name engraves itself in his mind from the first time he calls you it, slipping from his lips ever so casually you almost miss it.
“can you grab me a shirt, sweetheart?”
it stiffens your frame, making you turn to him with wide eyes. Now you’re viewing him entirely, shirtless with his sweatpants hung low around his waist. you swallow a hitched breath, unaware of what to be more overwhelmed by. The fact that he’s so comfortably exposed to you, or that he’s caressed you with just his words alone. He stutters at your gaze, lifting his hand to scratch behind his ear awkwardly. “Sorry, it just felt right.”
you grab one of his T-shirts from his drawer, approaching him with half a coy smile to hide your fluster. You take the chance to wrap your arms around his neck, lightly playing with his hair. Instinctively his hands find your waist, and it’s hard not to collapse at the way his thumbs run circles to your sides. “Can you call me that again?”
“sweetheart?” He asks curiously, even though he knows exactly what you’re talking about. One hand traces up your back as he ponders for a second, looking back and fourth between your eyes. He gives you the sweetest smile, before his lips find yours in a swift kiss.
“I don’t plan on ever stopping.”
months pass, and sweetheart has seemingly settled as your new name. his friends and family understand, they know it can’t be helped, because when he looks at you he can barely think straight. And god forbid you look at him? It’s like his heart is taken right out of his chest, held by you, and then put back in to resurrect him. Sometimes sweetheart is quite literally the only thought turning in his mind, the idea of you pondering in his head every hour of the day. It perfectly captures all that he loves you for. It has its endearing moments, its flirtatious advances, and savors every moment you two share together. Jake won’t use that term for anything else, even if he tried. You’ll always be his sweetheart.
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"Bottom or Top?" (Dom or sub) Jake is a switch honestly, he can do both but is more of a bottom.
like I said already he loves when you take control riding him and praising him or riding his face.
But when he is topping you there is NO stopping him, like he'd be in you all night. Once he cums in you the first time he'd just want more, he loves filling you up.
Jake can get pretty rough when jealous, you wouldn't know when he is jealous because he wouldn't show it as much.
But he gets VERY VERY protective, and he gets a bit insecure. Since he wouldn't want you to know he's feeling insecure and jealous, for him to know you still want him, and see him as first he's making sure you scream it.
Girls, don't get me started on how he loves staying down there.
He talks your through it with his hands gripping both of your thighs saying, "You taste so good baby, I want to stay down here only for couple of more minutes, I promise" your thighs tremble as he sucks the life out of you, but somehow your still throbbing for more.
he loves rubbing on your clit then fingering you when your sitting with each other.
he isn't much of a slapper during sex, BUT he is a guy that would tie you up with his belt during sex.
he'd spit in your mouth also TELL ME I'M LYING HE'S a KINKY man.
He'd love being tied up in a chair his arms behind his back, hands tied, while you suck him off.
He'd beg, "please mommy, can I please f*** you", and "baby can I please cum?".
"TOYYSS???" Yess, jakey is a toy user, he has a vibrator for you, and he has a f***doll for himself, he's not big on toys honestly he'd only use toys when hes away from you.
but if he's using toys with you he'd have a vibrator inside of you while you suck him off, changing the level based on if you go slow.
If you start to get slow he'll turn it up if you go fast he'll keep it on the same level turning it a bit down.
He'd randomly stop eating you out when your close to your climax looking you in your eyes smirking asking, "Do you wanna cum?"
Knowing dang well you were so close.
"How is Aftercare?"
His sex drive is HIGH,
But that man falls asleep QUICKKK after sex, like he'd pull you close to him saying "worry about the rest in the morning, lets sleep".
He would cuddle you leaving kisses all over your back saying, "I love you so much baby you don't understand".
"Where does he cum?"
He loves breeding, like he comes in you sooo much, that his favorite place to cum honestly on your chest or inside of you.
He loves when your so full it just gushes out of you and he can't fill you up anymore.
Affection- Jake is a huge person on affection, like he'd hold your hand during sex.
he'd keep his head buried deep in your shoulder when in missionary, he'd kiss you non-stop.
He's just an affectionate person In general.
Morning sex- Jake is the type to have morning sex, he'd try to wake up up softly, grinding himself against you slowly, asking "can I f*** you, I'm having such a hard time right now".
He'd lift your leg up, wrap his arm around your waist and f*** you slow and passionate.
Drunk sex (BOTH of you drunk) - Drunk sex is AMAZINGGG, hes rough rough like girl he tries not to be but he just can't help himself he pounds your relentlessly.
You whine asking him to slow down even though your enjoying it ,but he says "I need to keep going like this baby, you can take it".
Jake leaves marks all over your chest, sucks on your chest while fingering you.
he loves making gripping marks on your waist and hips visible, and he loves seeing his hickeys he gave you all over your neck.
he loves when your face is all pinkish or red, when he's deep in you, he especially loves when your gripping on his shoulders trying to catch your breath.
Arguments-Jake Isn't an argument type like you guys would argue about differences in physics or something.
But he'd really just say "Instead of arguing can we just cuddle baby" he's such an affection type gosh.
But if your having an attitude and it turns into an argument he'd just let it "die down" and later on during sex he'd mention it saying "what were you saying earlier?, hm?" "Say it baby, don't be quiet now".
He's a a dominate type, during after argument sex, like that man is in control, but he'll go back to his sub/dom type after lol.
Jake is such a easy pleaser but hard to put him down, like he cums so much during sex honestly, and its pretty easy to make him cum.
he could be eating you out and you could me moaning so much and he'd just cum from that, all of your juices entering his mouth while hearing all your whiny moans....
FINGERS- HIS FINGER WORK IS BEAUTIFUL, oh my days his finger work is just something.
he'd add 2 fingers in but it'd feel like his full fist, he's so fast and knows hows to hit the right spots.
he'd look right in your eyes seeing how you react with each pump, he'd talk you through it while fingering you quickly.
"Its right there baby? huh?" and "oh baby your so f***ing wet, squirting all on my fingers".
And he'd make you lick all the mess you made on his fingers while looking into his eyes.
He'd make you give him a blow job while watching a movie on the couch pushing your head to the limit moving your hair out of the way.
Once he cums he makes you swallow it all, then kisses you deeply saying "your such a good girl, you know how to take me so well".
'- A/N: very unethical, very bad, pervy Jake. You have been warned.
Jake had been far more physically affectionate than usual since he caught the flu. That should've been your first sign.
The first signs of his sickness began with you lying supine on the couch, absolutely immersed in the fantastical world of your current read while Jake spoke idly to himself, gaming away on the television with your legs propped on his lap. You were so immersed in your novel, you might've actually missed the first cough he let out.
Then the second.
And then finally the third that had your brows furrowing with concern as you lowered your book.
"Babe?"
"Hm?" Jake asked distractedly, he had just broken in his copy of FIFA 23, a gift from you that had him nearly fainting on the spot. He was addicted to you.
While he toggled with the controller, he missed the slightly worried look etching across your face but when he did finally catch it, he did a double take- glancing at your slowly frowning lips before dragging his eyes back to the TV screen.
"Why so blue, babe?" Jake still spoke distractedly, with his head turned sideways, his eyes remained glued to the screen. He coughs once more, causing you to discard your book to the side completely. The couch undulates underneath you both as you sit up, pulling your legs off Jake's lap. The whole time while you moved, he kept his gaze on you in his periphery, heart beating rapidly when you pushed against his side and placed your hand on his temple.
"Baby, are you getting sick?"
Jake couldn't form any words at all because your chest was pressed against his bicep and he nearly dropped his controller at the discovery that you weren't wearing anything under your oversized shirt.
Seeing you so concerned about him, it stirred something sinister in the pits of your stomach, something that craved to be nurtured by you.
"You're so pretty, you know that?" He looks away from the TV screen momentarily to stare at the curve of your breasts protruding from your flimsy shirt. Jake immediately decides that is enough to pause the game indefinitely, as he drops the controller, pulling you into his lap. Your frown deepens like the unmistakable pool of worry growing in the bottom of your stomach. You let Jake cuddle into your chest as you continued to feel warmth around his ears, his jaw, his neck.
"I think you're coming down with something,"
"You're right," he says, pulling back to pull his shirt over his head, "It's lethal. Experts say the only cure is to have my very attractive girlfriend riding me till I-"
"Jaeyun, I'm being serious."
He had begrudgingly taken the medicine thereafter but still his advances were strong …
"- it was the best head I ever got in my fucking life dude, I'm telling you" Jake says to Jongseong over the phone. As he reminisces, he treads from the kitchen to the living room, cradling a steaming bowl of Butternut soup you had whipped up for him to combat his "cold."
"You're diabolical-" says Jay, through the receiver.
"I made her cum too," Jake scoffs, "I'm not a complete monster."
He honestly didn't think it was a crime. Sure, he might've already recovered from his sickness 2 days ago but he'd give up one thousand sick-free days if it meant you'd dote on him as you've been doing the past week.
Jake lowers himself onto the couch thinking about how utterly domesticated you've looked, prancing about the kitchen in a little housewifely dress to cook up his soups to make him feel better. The only downside is that your soup worked a little too well, and here he was, with a raging hard-on thinking about how much you loved on him.
"She's going to kill you, you do know that?" Jongseong's snicker is as clear as day, and Jake rolls his eyes.
"She's not going to do shit. She likes me like this as much as I do-".
"You’re sick-" Jongseong groans.
"Precisely," Jake laughs, and in his cocky display he nearly doesn't notice you standing in his periphery. Once he does, he's ready to end Jongseong's call in a heartbeat.
"I'll call you back," he mumbles over the line, mouth parted slightly as he stares at you over the rim of his bowl of Butternut soup. You're distractedly searching for something with nothing wrapped around your body other than a linen white towel. Jake immediately discards the bowl on the coffee table, spreading his legs wide as he makes grabby hands at you.
"Not now, Babe," The way you speak to him, so positively filled to the brim with warmth and love, that has him melting into the couch.
"I need you," he says, fingers flexing as he urges you to throw yourself into his arms. "I need you real bad,"
"What you need is more cough medicine," you're slowly sauntering towards him, despite your words (it was so difficult to say no to him), and the second you're even a small centimetre within the radius that surrounds him, he sits up and grabs you, caging you in his arms, never to let go. You yelp as you are pulled onto his lap- a sound that bleeds into a gasp when you're forced to feel the erection bulging his grey sweatpants.
"I need to run to the pharmacy, Jake,”
Your boyfriend is utterly insatiable as he guides his lips to the back of your ear, licking and kissing at the skin all while drinking up your cute little gasps. Your back is pressed against his front with your ass pushing against his bulge, it's an absolute wonder that he stops himself from bucking up into you.
“Need you so bad, baby-” he mumbles, kissing up the side of your face with his eyes fluttered shut, “Need you to make me feel better-’ you're breathing heavily, ready to push yourself off of him until he mutters, “You want me to feel better, right.”
Your voice is soft and affirming as you predictably mumble, “Yes, Jake, of course-”
“Then let me in, baby-” he sinks his fingers into the softness of your belly, and dips to plant even more kisses down the side of your neck. Jake marvels at how malleable you are in his hands. Like perfectly sculpted clay.
It is only when he finally reaches around to tug at your towel that you are snapped from your daydreams. “Jake- I need to get you stronger meds, you've been sick for way too long-”
“Fuck- I'm so hard for you baby,”
“Jake…” he interlocks his hand around your wrists, guiding your palm back to the space between your ass and his bulge. “Feel how much I need you,” Jake mumbled in that petulant way that had you complying with his crude sexual advances all week. -And you couldn't even lie to yourself at this very moment, your core was steadily soaking your underwear. You loved how needy he was. How much he needed to be inside you. And you've indulged him, this entire week, after he'd drank his medicine, Jake would always somehow end up inside of you, fucking you relentlessly as if there was no sickness at all.
“J-Just need to be inside you, yeah?’ he's already lifting you with one arm circled around your waist. It's enough for him to pull his sweatpants down, his hard, heavy cock far too eager for you to sink down on it.
“Jake- babe-”
“Here, lick this-'' Jake immediately stuffs two fingers in your mouth and you're immediately silenced. It's how he manhandles you, how utterly in control he is despite being sick, that has you humming and moaning around his fingers. The second he pulls them out, he's reaching under the towel to rub your puffy clit.
“You're so wet, I think you want this too, Princess.”
Jake mumbles into the side of your head, spouting all his dirty vitriol in your ear like he knows you enjoy, all while slowly lowering you onto his monstrous cock.
“Oh my God, you're such a slut-'' he mumbles drunkenly as the head of his cock stretches you open. It fills you in a way that's not only satisfactory, but so deliciously addictive until soon, you're moaning phonography moans, as you push your ass back down onto him, fucking yourself on his leaking cock. “Just like that, fuck-” Jake's head is in the clouds, whike his mouth is hung open, utterly delirious with lust. You bring your knees onto the couch and Jake sits back, making way for you to sit in reverse cowgirl, enough to pull even more of him into you.
“M-Make me cum first,” you mumble, immediately resulting in Jake reaching around to rub furious circles around your clit.
“Fuck, I'm so close, Jakey-”
“God, babe, please cum for me-” he chants so many ‘babe’s’ so many ‘pretty pleases’ until you're squirting around him, with your cunt convulsing around his cock.
“Oh my fucking God, don't stop-” but that's exactly what you do once your high is over. You stop.
“W-What the fuck!?” Jake asks, bucking up into you, after your hips stop moving on top of him at all. He clamps his hand on your sides, urging you to move but you do nothing of the sort.
“Did it feel good, lying to me?” He doesn't register your words, far too hellbent of reaching for his orgasm that lays just beyond a metal threshold.
“Wh-What-”
“I heard you talking to Jongseong.” You seethe, craning neck back to glare daggers in his half-lidded, distressed eyes. “You lied about being sick.”
Jake throws his head back, whining before trying to fuck uo into tou again, “Baby, just sit back down, I'm so close-”
“How long, Jake,” He's trying to be serious, he's trying to sound apologetic, but the sternness in your voice has him reaching the edge.
“P-Past week, fuck!” Jake is in both heaven and hell as a small bit of precum dribbles from his cock still inside you. It twitches and throbs and Jake's fingers sink deeper into your skin. “Okay I couldn't resist you, you were so good!” he finally admits, “And your soup was so good. And the sex too! Everything was so good. What can I do to make it up to you?”
Your next words send a tidal wave of disappointment scorching his stomach. “I don't think you should get to cum- It seems like a bad idea to reward bad behavior with positive reinforcement.”
“Don't talk science at me, just fuck me!”
“I hate you.”
“Don't say that, babe- fuck-I'll cum,” He squeezes you tighter, keeping you firmly situated on top of him. His lips press into your back as he whines helplessly, pride be damned.
"L-Let me cum, babe, please. Im so sorry, I just love you too much. Way too much. And I love when you love me." There are invisible bloody strings pulling at your heart.
"I always love you though, Jake." And as you relent, immediately starting to move your hips again, Jake squirts his cum inside you whole his hips buck wildly into you.
“Just like that, Princess-” he mutters, gasping for air as his orgasm falls upon him. It's vicious and blinding after all that dangerous edging and he moans loudly into the open air. “So sorry-” he mumbles with his hips still bucking up inside you, “m’so sorry. I'll do anything to make it up to you…”
`` its so hard to focus when you’re right infront of me ``
jake x reader
mdni !! college au , awkward nerd virgin!jake , dry humping , almost head? (m. rec) , a little overstim?
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mdni !! smut ahead
jake usually keeps to himself and only ever focuses on academics. he basically has no life outside of the classroom, library and his dorm, where he plays nerdy video games all day when he’s not studying. since his entire life is just academics and games, jake has never had time for romance.
he thinks ‘love at first sight’ and even the general idea of love is a hoax. he thinks since its never happened to him, it doesn’t exist.
until you.
jake’s jaw drops when you enter the lecture hall with graceful steps for the first time. he watches as you sit down right infront of him, his face still contorted in utter disbelief that a girl as beautiful as you was in his calculus class.
his eyes bore into the back of your head every single lesson. jake is so focused on just the back of your head that remembering whatever knowledge he was supposed to be retaining was difficult. all he could recall was your delicate hand being raised to ask a question, your silky smooth voice that he could listen to for hours and— most memorable— when you asked him to borrow a pencil.
he was so head over heels for you since the first gaze that you simply asking for a pencil made his entire week better. in fact, he would daydream about that single moment every day.
after weeks of plotting on how to talk to you, jake would finally get the courage to ask you the big question.. he nervously approached you as you were gathering your things after the professors lecture and tapped your shoulder.
“h-hey y/n? uh im having trouble on this unit.. and i was w-wondering if we could study together since you seem so.. uh- educated o-on calculator-CALCULUS. i meant calculus.”
soo not THE big question- but it was definitely progress! (good job jake we’re so proud of you) he honestly didn’t even need help on the material. infact, jake was basically an expert on the topic, he just wanted an excuse to talk to you.
“oh sure! let me know when you’re free! we can at my dorm- i have a single so it’ll be quiet”
when you said yes, fireworks went off in his heart. you smiled at him with your perfect teeth and your perfect face that just made him melt.
“5! tomorrow!” jake was just a bit excited.. “i mean uh- no yeah that’s so chill”
you giggled at his excitement. he melted.
he watched as you waved at him elegantly before turning and walking away. the way your hips swayed and the way your shoes clicked on the hard floor made him swoon. this loser was absolutely struck by love.
-
the first “study date” (as he would call it) was awkward to say the least. the entire time, jake was stiff as hell, trying not to blush too hard or explode from just being in your dorm.
ofcourse, you notice this and smile at his reactions. you gotta admit, he was pretty cute. the way he perked up at every question you threw at him and quickly scrambled to find the answer in the text book infront of him was adorable.
after more and more sessions, he warmed up to it all. jake still made sure he looked his best before coming over and tried not to turn tomato red everytime you accidentally brushed your hand or leg against his.
but today felt different.
the thing is, you totally fell for him too. since the first day you walked into the lecture hall, you knew you were gonna make jake yours. you would ask him for pencils all the time when you knew damn well you had your own. you made sure your room was drenched in your vanilla and brown sugar scented perfume everytime he came over so he would know your smell. you did all these things and more to make him fall for you, knowing he already fell.
but he still wouldnt make a move.
so today, you finally snapped. you were done with him being so oblivious.
“jake?” you asked innocently while moving your legs to sit criss-crossed on the floor infront of him sitting down as well.
“yeah?” jake looked up and adjusted his glasses.
“have you had your first kiss yet?” you tilted your head and smiled. jake was surprised by the question and immediately started blushing like crazy. he stuttered over his words too which you found adorable.
“n-no- i mean yeah! not really.. no i havent.” he finally settled on an answer. jake was embarrassed to admit it, since basically everybody had lost their virginity’s in college but he was here without a first kiss.
“would you want yours? like now?” first, you slid the books seperating the two of you elsewhere in the room. then, you started crawling closer to him, eventually ending up between his legs and arms wrapped around his neck.
it was a bold move indeed. something you’d never expect yourself to be doing but here you were. jake was beet red and avoided eye contact at all costs. “w-well uh.. i-if you want..”
“oh i really want to.”
and with that, you placed a small peck upon his slightly open lips. when you pulled apart, he looked at you like you were heavens gates. he was in shock that a beautiful girl like you just gave him his first kiss- and was sitting in between his slightly bent legs doing so.
“can we do that again?” jake said with a completely red face and messy hair. how could you resist that sight?
so, you pulled him into another kiss. this time it wasn’t a peck, but a slow and sweet kiss. he hummed at the prolonged contact between his and your lips.
when you broke the kiss again, jake chased after your lips again. he wanted to feel the warmth of your lips pressed against his again. with a frown on his face, he tilted his head and spoke.
“hey why’d you stop? i liked that.” he complained before he began to overthink. “wait- did you stop cause you didn’t like it? i’m sorry- did i do it wrong?”
you just laughed fondly and cupped his cheek. “you didn’t do anything wrong, jake.” as you spoke, you rose from between his legs and straddled him with your legs on either side of his. this new position made him gasp and somehow even redder than he already was. jake leaned his back against the side of your bed, still on the floor.
his hands hesitated before resting on your waist while he shut his eyes tightly. “is this real? or am i dreaming?” jake said, his words breathy and his face leaning into yours.
“this is real, jakey.” you whispered as you leaned in closer to complete the kiss. it was passionate, slow- the kind of kiss that makes you unknowingly grind your hips down. and that’s exactly what you did.
he moaned at the friction into your now open mouth. your tongues fought for dominance in each others mouths while his hands roamed up and down your sides beneath your shirt.
you continued to grind against his clothed and growing boner, straining against his grey sweatpants. jake was letting out soft moans through your shared kiss and slightly bucking his hips into yours as you pressed against him.
without any words, you separated your lips from his and quickly took off your shirt, discarding it somewhere you didn’t care to look.
jake ogled at your bare chest before he took one hand up to your left breast and sucked on the flesh near your nipple. this elicited a lewd moan from you that made jake rutt into your inner thigh. “shit.. i-i don’t know if you can tell but you’re making me really hard.”
you giggled in response to his obvious statement. “i know, i can feel you.” with your last word, you grinded and moved your hips forward slowly. you were dry humping him to prove that you could feel him.
“shhiiit- you could make me cum just by doing this baby” jake’s hands flew to your sides and helped your hips move to a slow rhythm, rocking back and forth.
“yeah? you gonna cum in your pants cuz of me?” you asked, beginning to grind faster and harder which made him throw his head back. jake let out needy, broken moans that were probably heard by the entire dormitory floor.
“mmhm mhm! please— shit slow down!” jake managed to get out between quick moans and whines. his hands gripped onto your thighs hard enough to leave bruises where his fingers laid.
jake asking you to slow down did nothing, you just went faster, grinding down on his hard cock while chasing your own pleasure as well. you could tell he was about to reach his high, his hips stuttering up against yours and his pleas.
“please- baby i’m gonna.. f-fuck i’m gonna cum, shit! fuck—“ he rushed out his words before soiling in his sweatpants in white ropes that created a wet spot near the waistband. he panted heavily at the feeling while coming down from his high.
“aww you came so much for me. let me clean you up, okay?” you asked with a smirk on your face. you got off his lap and instead positioned yourself between his legs again. he was still recovering from his orgasm, not noticing you starting to pull the waist band of his sweats and boxers down in one go.
he winced at the cold hair hitting his sensitive tip before looking down at you. you looked up at him with these eyes that were irresistible. and the way you stuck your ass up and arched your back sent the blood flow right back to his cock.
“wh-what are you doing- mmph fffuck..” jake cursed at the feeling of your tongue against his tip, licking up all the white liquid he had just spilled out. “no! ‘m so sensitive there-“
“im just cleaning you up baby.” you grinned and licked one final stripe from the base and right over the tip. jake said your name like a prayer through all of it. once you were done, jake closed his eyes and breathed heavily.
“you..” he said, panting “god you’re amazing”. jake chuckled. “can we do this again? sometime?”
you responded with a giggle. “only if you do me a big favor.”
he tilted his head slightly, adjusting his glasses. “anything for you”
“do me the favor of asking me out already.”
“oh! yes uh- will you like.. go on a date with me after this?” jake said with a stupid grin. his hair was messy, his cheeks pink and his hard dick still standing tall upon his abs, visible under his slightly lifted shirt.
“jake.. instead of just one date, how ‘bout we START dating.” you laughed at his obliviousness. i mean, why wouldn’t you want to date him after that?
after you both agreed that dating was the perfect decision, you fell asleep in his arms on your dorm floor, not caring to get up from it.
when you woke up, jake had realized something.
“wait.. y/n.. I DIDNT EVEN MAKE YOU CUM IM SO SORRY- i was just so happy and- it felt so good.. IM SO SORRYYY” he cried out, pacing around your room with his hands in his hair.
“jake its fine” you chucked, still trying to wake up. “you can make it up to me later!”
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Jay - idk if this one is obvious but he really does appeal to me as someone who's into both giving and receiving praises. heavy on giving. he seems like the worshipper type who values making his partner feel good both sexually and emotionally, and vice versa.
Jake - he's just a really sweet boy who wants to be praised :( doesn't matter if he's subby or more dom, i think he'd get really get encouraged with every praise he gets, especially when he's giving head or fingering.
Riki - since he's a bit on the inexperienced side i think he'd def appreciate praise. nothing too dirty, but if you let him know that he's making you feel good, he'd begin to feel more pleasure himself too. i think he's just heavy on mutual pleasure.
Heeseung - he wouldn't mind it, but he doesn't see praise as something he's particularly into or seeks during sex. i think he's pretty confident in himself and probably values actions more than words.
Sunghoon - i doubt sunghoon is even the talker type during sex. i think he barely makes any noises like moans or grunts, let alone actual praise. similar to heeseung, he doesn't ask to be praised, but of course would get encouraged if he does receive some.
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Heeseung girl if you didn't expect this sum wrong with you. he's a freaky guy who wouldn't think twice before whispering some nasty shit into your ear, not caring if it was the right place or time. if he's horny, he's going to dirty talk and turn you on too.
Sunghoon unlike during sex, i think he'd be heavy for dirty talk before sex. he finds it incredibly arousing to see you get worked up and impatient when he dirty talks to you, especially when you get a little desperate whether you admit it or not.
Jake i think he'd hesitate to explicitly dirty talk all the time, but maybe use innuendos. it depends on how worked up he is, imo. if he's deliriously horny, he would probably dirty talk, which might happen a lot cuz he probably has a high sex drive.
Jay he isn't against dirty talking, but its not something he usually does. imo, if he ever gets horny, his first reflex would be to take care of it himself :( but if he is really worked up, i think whisper dirty things into your ear and remind you of some previous experiences.
Riki girl pls. let's be so fr he'd probably laugh if you try dirty talking to him. if either one in the relationship is horny, i think he'd much rather prefer to turn on or get turned on through touches or subtle looks, rather than conveying it through words.
pairing — professor! sim jaeyun x (f) student! reader
synopsis — you always knew your professor was attractive, so it wasn’t new when girls would try to gain his attention. what you didn’t know though was that he only had his eyes on you. what comes as a friendly teacher-student relationship takes a turn when you find yourself thinking differently about him with your private lessons together.
genre — smut, angst
warnings — MINORS DNI!, lower case intended, four year age gap (jake is 22 and reader is 18), tons of jealousy, cursing, jake is obsessed with oblivious reader, dom! jaeyun x sub! reader, name calling (slut, whore, and etc.), (f) receiving, pussy eating, unprotected sex, cum eating, choking, multiple orgasms
w.c ⇀ 5.4k
a/n ⇀ i don’t know why but this was and on and off fic i was doing cause i didn’t really like but i’m glad i finally finished it. i can’t tell if this was good or not because i was stressing on how to put the ending so bear with me on that. reblog, like, comment, etc.! lmk if i missed any warnings! not proofread.
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the first time you saw professor sim was during the orientation week. you were a freshman, nervous and excited about starting your journey in college. the campus was bustling with activity, and you were trying to find your way to the science building for your first lecture.
as you walked through the crowded hallway, you accidentally bumped into someone, "oh, I'm so sorry!" you exclaimed, looking up to see a tall man with a kind smile.
"no worries at all," he replied, adjusting his glasses. "are you lost?"
"uh, yeah, actually. I'm trying to find the science building," you admitted, feeling a bit embarrassed.
"you're in luck. I'm heading there myself. i’m professor sim, by the way," he said, extending his hand.
you shook his hand, feeling a bit more at ease. "nice to meet you, professor sim. i’m l/n y/n.”
"well, y/n, follow me. i'll show you the way," he said, leading you through the maze of hallways. as you walked, you noticed his broad back through his suit. the suit fitting perfectly on him. you blushed watching him strut confidently past students and teachers watching him walk past.
you definitely won’t lie and say he’s not handsome. his glasses framing his face perfectly. you never knew you would like guys with glasses. he suddenly asked about your interests and what drew you to study science. his genuine interest in your answers made you feel welcome.
fast forward to the present, you were now in your second semester, and professor sim class had quickly become your favorite. his enthusiasm for science was infectious, and he had a knack for making even the most complex topics seem approachable. however, the latest homework assignment was proving to be a real challenge.
as you packed your notebooks and computer you saw a girl bluntly flirting with him. batting her eyelashes at him. it wasn’t new seeing different girls trying to talk to him, purposely saying they need help just to see him up close. you cleared your throat you gathered your courage and approached his desk. "professor sim, could I ask for some help with the homework? i’m really struggling with the concepts."
he looked up at you, a warm smile spreading across his face, completely ignoring the other girl in front of him. he probably knew what she was trying to do, "of course, i'd be happy to help. why don't you come by my office later this afternoon?"
the girl huffed at her non existence and walked away, leaving the both of you alone. you nodded, feeling a wave of relief.
later that day, you found yourself sitting across from him in his office. the room was filled with books and scientific models, and the faint smell of coffee lingered in the air.
"alright," he said, pulling up a chair next to you, "let's take a look at what you're having trouble with."
you pulled out your notebook, showing him the problems that had been giving you headaches. he patiently explained each step, breaking down the complex ideas into simpler terms. his explanations were clear and concise, and he used analogies that made the material more relatable.
"see? you're getting the hang of it," he encouraged, his eyes twinkling with pride. "sometimes all it takes is a different perspective."
as you worked through the problems together, you found yourself gaining a deeper understanding of the subject. you also couldn’t help but look at his side profile, his plump soft lips moving with passion for science was evident in every word he spoke, and it was impossible not to be inspired by his enthusiasm.
"thank you so much, professor jake," you said sincerely as you packed up your things. "i really appreciate your help."
"anytime, y/n. don't hesitate to reach out if you need more assistance," he replied with a smile.
you gave him another smile. you left his office feeling more confident and grateful for his guidance. professor sim had not only made the subject more accessible but had also shown you that with the right support, you could tackle even the toughest challenges.
over the next few weeks, you continued to visit his office for help, and each time, you left with a better understanding of the material. his encouragement and patience made all the difference, and you began to see science in a whole new light.
even though you guys only talked about science and just science, you couldn’t help but notice when sim would ask you questions outside of science. like ‘what do you think about your teachers?’ or ‘who’s your favorite teacher so far?’, and each time he’d ask, you would always say him.
one afternoon, as you were wrapping up another productive session, he asked, "so, y/n, have you thought about what you want to do after college?"
you paused, considering his question. it was new for him to ask that, "i'm not entirely sure yet. i know i want to do something in science, but I haven't decided on a specific path."
"that's perfectly fine," he said reassuringly. "you have plenty of time to figure it out. just remember to follow your passion and stay curious. the rest will fall into place."
you smiled, feeling a sense of reassurance, “thank you professor sim. i really appreciate that.”
you watch him push his hair back with a smile. you felt your heart skip a beat and immediately looked away, “i-i think i should get going. it’s getting pretty late.”
“you don’t need a ride do you? it’s pretty dark out since we practiced a bit longer than usual.” he reasoned. you thought for a moment. it is dark out and you don’t know who’s outside at this time. so, you nodded your head.
“great. i’ll tidy up before we go.” he said. you watched him put a few books away and tidying up his desk for tomorrow before grabbing his keys from his drawer. he then walked you to the door.
you both left the college and went to the parking lot. you felt yourself feeling nervous. it was your first time going with sim anywhere but his class. he went to a mercedes car making you hum in acknowledgement.
he chuckled at your reaction, “like it?” he teased. you nodded your head and giggled.
“i don’t really know cars that well, but i just know this one is expensive.” you said. his laugh causing a stir in your stomach.
you both entered the car and buckled up. he backed from the parking lot, “do you live on campus or somewhere else?” he asked.
“i live on campus, but the other one.” you spoke.
“you live pretty far? you walk here?” he murmured. he gazed at you curiously.
you chuckled, “it’s a good walk. i wake up a bit earlier so i’m not late for your class.”
he smiled at you, “if i would’ve known you go that far i’d spare you.” you shook your head and smiled back.
the car ride was silent, you let out a sigh and lay your head on the window. the past few days you haven’t been getting much sleep. you felt your eyes get a bit heavy.
“tired?” sim questioned. you opened your eyes back up and nodded.
“a little. sorry, haven’t really got much sleep. i’ve been so stressed out that i couldn’t sleep.” you joked, but it wasn’t really a joke.
sim hummed, he understood how tiring college could be, “you can take a nap. i mean if you want too. i’ll wake you up when we’re at the campus.” he said.
you smiled gratefully. soon your eyes became heavy and that’s when you fell asleep. your soft breathing soon filling the silence.
jake looked at your sleeping figure. you really were the prettiest student he’s ever seen. he knows it’s wrong to think of you like that. you’re supposed to be just a student to him, but he can’t help but think of something more.
your smile that makes him feel a type of way inside. your pretty laugh that he can’t help but adore. those thoughts were just something he thought weren’t bad, but his other thoughts were a bit more mature.
the way your outfits fit your body perfectly. your breast sitting perfectly in your bra, jiggling when you walk towards him. it’s hard for him not to get rock hard and stare. your fingers so pretty to him that he wonders if they're just as pretty inside your pussy. your glossy lips so pretty when they pout, he wonders what they would feel like around his dick. he just knows they’d stretch so pretty.
he soon parks the car in front of the campus. he shakes you softly, “y/n. we’re here.”
you groaned and turned away from him. he tried shaking you awake again, but you didn’t budge. he sighed and looked around. maybe he could just pick you up and take you to your dorm. that wouldn’t be weird right?
he got off his car and went to your side, opening the car door. he grabbed your backpack and slung it over his shoulder. he unbuckled your seatbelt and picked you up swiftly. he was hoping no one was awake at this time. he opened the door with his free hand and entered the building.
as soon as he unlocked your door he set you down on your bed with your bag on the chair. he couldn’t help but curiously look around. your room filled with collage photos of you and your friends. there was a photo of you and your parents. he slowly picked up the photo and smiled. you looked happy unlike the times you were in the halls.
he set it back down and was about to head out until he heard you making a noise, “sim please. down there.” you moaned out.
jake paused his walking and looked back at you. you were still sleeping, but your breathing started to become uneven and heavy. wait, were you having a dream about him?
he slowly prodded towards you and slightly shook you. you really were a deep sleeper. just then you let out another noise. it sounded like a whimper.
“fuck me sim.” you whispered.
what. the. fuck.
jake nearly choked on his spit. there was no way you talk this clearly in your sleep. were you joking with him? his breathing became unsteady with the uncomfortable feeling between his legs. he cursed at himself for still standing here and quickly left. locking the door on the way out.
he would just pretend he never heard you.
he couldn’t pretend. the whole day he was thinking about what you said last night. with him having to solve his little problem himself. you acted normally the way you did. you remembered he took you back to your campus cause you thanked him first thing when you saw him. if only he didn’t make it seem awkward.
you on the other hand was confused why professor sim was acting strange. were you snoring really loud in his car? you really hoped you didn’t.
as class came to an end, you packed your stuff. as you were packing you couldn’t help but look over at professor sim. your eyes went wide when you saw him talking to another female teacher. you didn’t even notice she came in.
they seem to be chatting about something funny cause sim was laughing a lot to what she was saying. you felt a weird feeling in your chest that you couldn’t describes. was it jealousy?
you sighed and put your bag over your shoulder and left the class without sparing another look. as you were walking you suddenly heard your name being called. you turn around expecting a specific person, but you saw that it was riki.
you gave him a fake smile, “hey riki.” you said. riki smiled once he caught up to you.
“are you okay? i tried texting you last night but you didn’t answer.” he asked. you pushed your hair behind your ear suddenly remembering last night again.
“o-oh i came home pretty early and fell asleep. did you need to talk about something?” you spoke.
riki nodded, “actually i was gonna talk to you about the project-“ “y/n.”
your eyebrows furrowed and looked behind riki, only to see none other than professor sim. he came closer to you guys, “you guys should head to class or you’ll be late, especially you mr. nishimura.”
the tone in professor sim kinda intimidated you. his voice bitter and sharp towards riki. riki nervously nodded his head and gave you a tight smile before walking past you. you looked at professor sim only to see him looking at you.
“did you need something professor sim?” you mumbled, feeling small under his strong gaze.
“don’t waste your time talking to guys and focus on your classes.” he suddenly said. his voice coming more harsh than he intended. your eyebrows furrowed felling a bit offended.
“excuse me?” you said “you should know i don’t waste my time on guys. riki isn’t just any guy, he’s my friend.”
before jake could say something you walked away. jake sighed and pushed his hair back. he didn’t mean to come out like that. he couldn’t shake that feeling of jealousy when he saw how close riki was to you. he’d have to apologize later.
you sighed when your last class finally finished. you were supposed to have your tutoring lesson with sim, but after that incident you don’t think you could go. you’ll just email him saying you’re sick. you left the college and walked to your campus.
you listened to a few playlists while walking. the cool breeze with the sunny sky made you feel relaxed. once you came to your campus you said hi to the lady up front and went to your room. you set your bag on the floor and sighed. a shower sounds good. before you went in the shower you emailed sim about your canc and shut your computer.
you took a quick shower and finished up. you wrapped a robe around your body and dried your hair with a towel, but before you could grab your phone you heard a knock at your door. you frowned, nobody barely knocks on your door, so who could it be. you opened the door and your eyes widened in surprise. it was sim.
“professor sim? what are you-“ “are you that mad at me?” he cut you off. you closed your mouth. is that why he came all the way here?
“professor sim im not mad-“ “so why are you ignoring me?” he said. you didn’t know it mattered that much to him.
“i-i’m sorry. i didn’t mean to cancel last minute.” you said. maybe that’s why he was upset. he doesn’t like when people cancel stuff last minute. he shook his head.
“i’m not mad if that’s what you’re thinking. i’m asking if you’re mad about what i did earlier.” he admitted. oh. that’s what he was talking about. to be honest you don’t know if you were really mad anymore. so, you shook your head.
“it’s okay. i’m sorry for being rude.” you muttered.
“i should say sorry too. i know you don’t do any of those things. i was just in a bad mood.” he said. was he really in a bad mood if he was talking to that female teacher happily?
you gave him a fake smile, “it’s okay professor sim. was that all you came here for.”
just as he was about to say something, he averted his gaze down and noticed you were in a robe. he felt his face burning and looked back up at you, “o-oh i’m sorry. did i interrupt your bathing time?” he stuttered.
“huh?”
you looked down and also noticed you were still in your robe. you gasped and moved the door in front of you, “i’m sorry!”
he tried shaking his head, but you just kept apologizing, “no it’s fine really! it’s my fault.”
you stopped apologizing and stared at him, awkwardness filling the air. he cleared his throat and looked back at you, “i-i’ll get going-“
“wait. i know this might sound weird, but do you wanna come in for a moment? we can do the lesson here if you're still up for it.” you thought. jake pondered for a moment before nodding.
you got done getting dress in your bathroom and came out. you saw sim sitting on the floor with textbooks on the wooden table you had in the middle of your room. he was looking around your room before staring at you.
you smiled at him and sat next to him, “we can start where we left off yesterday if that’s fine.” you said. he nodded and flipped the page to where you guys left off.
as you he taught you easy ways to get the answer, you felt yourself getting distracted once again by his visuals. you didn’t know what you were feeling at this point, it was a feeling you hated, but wanted to know more about. all of a sudden sim looked at you. you felt your breath get caught in your throat. he was staring at you with a questionable linger in his eyes. you felt his breath against your face. you guys were so close that if you moved a step your lips would touch.
“sim-“ “push me away if you don’t want this.” was all he said when you suddenly felt lips on yours.
you gasped and held tightly on his shirt. his lips molding against yours perfectly. you moaned when you felt his hand grip your ass, making him have access to enter his tongue. you felt your room getting hot as you lay on the ground with sim on top of you.
you took off his jacket while he helped you take it off without breaking the kiss. the dim lighting of your fairy lights making it seem darker than usual. he took off your shorts, only leaving your underwear on. he kissed and sucked along your jawline to your chest, kissing it gently. the sexual tension you guys had finally snapping in him. he lifted your shirt up and unclasped your bra. you felt the cold air hit your nipples and made a noise.
he smirked against your chest before gripping one breast and sucking the other. you let out a moan and gripped his locks. he groaned and pinched your nipple making you jerk.
“sim.” you whimpered. he looked up at you and departed from your breast.
he started unbuttoning his long sleeve button up, “call me jake.” he said. you bit your lip when you finally saw his toned body. god if you would’ve known he had that body under his suit you would’ve made a move sooner.
he leaned back down and kissed you gently, biting your lip making you sigh. you felt his right hand slowly going down until it made contact with your cloth pussy. you threw your head back when you suddenly felt him rub your folds up and down.
he dipped his hand in a second later and confused rubbing your folds, “fuck you’re so wet.” he murmured.
you nodded and kissed him again. both of your lips swollen. you wouldn’t want it any other way though. he took his fingers away and put them in his mouth. you watched intensely as he smirked at you. he got up and lifted you up bridal style before putting you on your bed. he unbuckled his pants and pulled them down revealing his boxers.
you gasp at the outline of his dick. you know it’s big. he got on top of you again and slid down your underwear. you felt yourself blushing with how he stared. you felt the urge to close your legs but before you could jake dipped his head down to your pussy.
“j-jake wait.” you moaned when you suddenly felt his hot tongue lick your folds.
he groaned as you gripped his hair again. he licked your folds again but this time he sucked on your clit. you thrash around at the new feeling as your eyes rolled back.
the sound of wet slurping noises was the only thing heard in your room. jake couldn’t get enough of your pussy. he was a completely pussy drunk man at this moment. your sweet juices leaking out, he knows you love it just as much as he does.
you felt a tight feeling in your pussy and patted his head, “j-jake m’gonna cum!” you cried out. he didn’t stop making you feel your climax coming. you let out one last moan before your orgasm finally hit. your legs shaking on the side of his head. he drummed up your cum like he was a dehydrated man.
you panted harshly and whined when he finally pulled away. he licked the rest on his chin, “fuck, you taste so good.” he says. he pulls his boxers down and that’s when you finally saw his dick. it was veiny and hard, precum at the tip.
“do you need to be prepped?” he said. you shook your head. you needed his dick in you now.
he positioned himself at your entrance before slowly pushing in. he groaned while you whimpered and held him tightly. he hissed when he felt you scratching at his back. slowly, he backed up and pushed back in so you could get used to the feeling.
a few minutes later you felt a pleasure tingling in your body, “j-jake faster. please.”
he didn’t need to be told twice. he started going at a faster pace and that’s when you were out of it. his tip hitting your g-spot.
“yes! right there! oh fuck!” you cried out. the sound of skin slapping, panting, and bed creaking was heard. you had a feeling people could hear you, but you could care less. especially with the way jake was fucking you.
he gripped your neck with a free hand, “such a little whore for dick. gonna be a good bitch for me?” he rasped out. you nodded your head frantically.
he felt you squeeze his dick and moaned. your pussy was a match made in heaven just for him.
you felt another orgasm coming and arched your back. he gripped your hips and snapped his hips harder. your orgasm hit you hard and you saw white. jake snapped his hips three more times before pulling his dick out, stroking himself on your stomach before cumming.
both of you panted uneven and hard. he got off your bed and grabbed the towel you used for your hair and wiped your stomach and wiped your pussy. you whined from sensitivity.
he grabbed another pair of pajamas for you and helped your put them on.
he put the towel in your dirty basket and went back to you, pushing your hair back, “i should get going.” he said.
you pouted, “do you have to leave?”
jake hated that he did, but he can’t get caught with his own student, “it’s for the better. you’ll see me tomorrow.”
you finally nodded your head. he covered you with your blanket and kissed your head, “goodnight beautiful.” he whispered. you soon dozed off into dreamland.
jake got dressed and looked at you one last time before shutting your door with a soft click.
you groaned feeling an ach in your body. you got up and went to your bathroom. you looked at yourself in the mirror and gasped. your neck was covered in hickeys from your neck to your chest. you traced your fingers along them and slowly smiled.
you took another shower and got dressed for the day. you out on a crew neck to cover your hickeys. good thing it was cold out today.
you soon got to the campus and entered your class to see jake already there typing on his computer. he didn’t notice you so you decided to sit down at your seat. once the bell ring he looked up from his computer and spotted you. he gave you a knowing grin before standing up, getting ready for the lecture.
“alright guys, did you finish the homework from yesterday?” he chimed. students began taking out their notes and handed them in. you turned yours in too. jake continued his lecture until the bell rang. students left the class while you waited until everyone left.
you went up to his desk and gave him a smile. he got up and gave you a hug. you giggled and stuffed your face in his neck.
“your not hurt anywhere are you?” he asked. you shook your head. he sighed in relief before letting you go.
“same time at my place?” you said. jake chuckled and quickly pecked your lips.
“i can’t today. i have a meeting to attend.” he spoke. you pouted, but understood.
“okay. i’ll see you later though right?” you said. he chuckled at your urgent question and nodded.
“of course you will beautiful.” he replied. you smiled cheerfully before leaving his class so he could attend his meeting.
over the next few days it would be the same. jake would come over to your dorm and would spend time with you, either having loving sex or just spending time together. everything was going just the way you wanted it too. until an incident happened.
rumors started to spread around campus. whispers of favoritism and inappropriate relationships between you and professor sim filled the halls. despite your best efforts to ignore them, the pressure was mounting.
one evening, after a particularly stressful day, jake asked to meet you in his office.
you opened the door to his office to see him already there in deep thought. you let out a gulp before going towards him, “jake?”
he looked up at you, but it wasn’t with the same loving look he usually gave you. “y/n, we need to talk," he began, his voice heavy with emotion. "i think we should stop what we’re doing. what we had was nothing but satisfaction we wanted to get off our chests.”
your heart sank, where was he coming from with this? satisfaction? getting it off our chest? you couldn’t help but feel tears pricking your eyes, “w-what do you mean? don’t you love me?”
jake stared at you as if you were just a regular person to him, “y/n, what we had wasn’t love. you were just a way to relive my stress. whatever you thought we had ends here. you may be dismissed.”
the lack of emotions in his voice finally made your tears fall freely.
you let out a sob, “i hate you! don’t ever talk to me again!” you screamed out before leaving his room, slamming the door shut.
weeks went by, and the pain of the breakup lingered. you threw yourself into your studies, trying to keep your mind off jake. even though you had him first period and he was your professor, you made a good route on ignoring him. none of it was easy, but you found solace in your friend, riki, who had always been there for you. his presence was comforting, and slowly, you began to smile again.
“are you gonna have that?” riki asked. you rolled your eyes at him before smiling. you gave him your cookie which he happily accepted.
you both were currently waiting at a bus station. after riki found out you walk a long way to the college, he insisted on paying for your bus rides as long as he gets to go with you.
“it’s way too cold out today.” you commented. riki nodded his head as he munched on the cookie. you shivered when a gust of wind blew at you guys. riki noticed your freezing state.
“come closer to me.” he said. you scooted a bit closer to him and lay your head on his shoulder. you sighed at somewhat of a closer warm feeling. as you guys continued waiting you saw a familiar car stopping in front of you guys. your eyes widened when the driver door suddenly opened revealing jake.
before you could think, jake yanked your wrist and pulled you away from riki. you yelped and tried taking your wrist away from him.
“what the hell are you doing?” you snapped at him. riki got up and tried to help you but jake stopped him.
“get the hell away or you’ll regret it.” he gritted his teeth. riki stopped and looked at you worriedly. you shook your head at him not to come any further. jake took you to his car, opening the passenger door and setting you inside. he slammed it shut before going to the drivers seat and entering.
you silently watched him start the car, leaving riki in the cold. you felt guilty and angry and looked at jake, “let me go jake! i wanna be with riki!” you yelled.
jake ignored you. you scoffed, “jake seriously. let me go!”
“stop talking or i’ll find a way to make you.” he said. you immediately stopped ranting and stared at him. you decided to stay silent. you knew you couldn’t fight him when it came to this.
in all honesty jake never felt so jealous before until now. you were so close to riki that something inside him snapped. at first he was gonna let it go since he’s the one that initiated the end to your relationship, but he saw a spark in your eyes that he hadn't seen in a while.
a pang of regret hit him hard. he realized that letting you go was a mistake. the rumors and the pressure seemed insignificant compared to the happiness he saw in your eyes.
you arrived at a building. you assumed it was an apartment building. jake opened your door when he came out. you stepped out when he grabbed your wrist and took you inside.
when you finally got to a room he unlocked it with a pin and entered it. the first thing you saw was shelves lined with scientific journals and textbooks, a whiteboard covered in equations and diagrams, but amidst all the science, there was also a comfy reading nook with a big, plush armchair and a collection of classic novels. you noticed how he had a nice window view of the city night. now that you thought of it, it was your first time at his place.
“you can take your jacket off.” he said. slowly, you took off your jacket. he grabbed it and settled it on a rack.
you stood there awkwardly and waited for his next move. he extended his hand out for you to grab. you took it as he walked you to the couch, “i’ll go get us some drinks.”
you sat down on the couch and waited. you didn’t know what to talk about to him. he came back with a drink and handed it to you. you grabbed it and took a small sip. he sat down next to you and that’s when he made he contact with you, but this time he had that same old look he gave you back then.
"y/n, I made a mistake," he confessed. "seeing you with riki made me realize how much i miss you. i thought i was protecting you, but all I did was hurt you. can you ever forgive me?"
you took a deep breath, the memories of your time together flooding back. you wanted to just drop everything and forgive him, but you knew it’s best to face reality.
“professor sim-“ “jake.” he cut you off.
you sighed, “jake, i forgive you, but i don’t think we can go back to the way it was. what you said really did hurt me that i couldn’t even eat or sleep. i don’t wanna go that same route again.”
jake looked at you regretfully. you just wanted to hug him and hold him forever. he stared down, “i understand. i don’t blame you at all. i really did fuck it up cause i was a coward.” he admitted.
“you’re not a coward jake. you just didn’t wanna lose your job.”
“but i lost you instead.” he said. now it was your turn to stare down. jake slowly lifted your head up with his hand under your chin.
"I promise y/n, i’ll do anything to get you back." he promised.
you gave him a smile. you know it’ll take time to work things out, but you knew if you did it together, nothing would stop you guys from being with each other. so, you cupped your hand on his and gave him a reassuring smile.
“i’m counting you on that sim jake. and if you do get me back, it can be our little secret.”
