Wait guys I’m gonna get vulnerable for a second. TBH I’m going through a little bit of a depressive episode and slipping back into old habits unfortunately 💔 one of them being my ed and let me tell yall it’s so hard not to completely go back to the way I was before 😭 like 2019-2022 was so miserable because I was depriving myself of food all the time and for a good minute it was abt how I looked but then I got addicted to the feeling of literally being empty. Having no food in my stomach and drinking energy drinks was like a high to me. Tbh the only reason I’m comfortable sharing any of this is because I’m actively doing things to make sure I don’t go back to that version of myself. It’s super hard but I know In the end I’ll thank myself for trying to take care of my body. Anyways I hope yall are taking care of yourselves for both your mind and body ❤️ I’m gonna go read some smut now cause that’s my form of self care byeeee
