Merry Christmas!!! Here is your present:
Like the multi-shipper I am, I'm having silverhearth thoughts.
Specifically, them both being trans. And Abolish viewing Louis as a trans role model.
Abolish tracing Louis' top surgery scars while they're making out, and immediately experiencing Gender Envy. Louis comforting him, telling Abolish that his physicality doesn't make him less of a man.
Louis chiding Abolish for binding for too long, carefully undoing it for him. Rubbing and kissing the red marks left behind, because Abolish wears it way too tight. Abolish whining at the gentle touch, almost collapsing into Louis.
Louis always making sure Abolish feels comfortable during sex, checking that he isn't feeling dysphoric. Abolish looking at Louis fully undressed (and on top of him) and just admiring him. His body, his confidence, how he is somehow everything Abolish wants to be.
Abolish learning how to properly please Louis, and in the process, learning how to navigate his own body as he transitions. Louis making Abolish feel so good, and Abolish finishes faster than he ever has before.
(I will confess, I am not the most educated on t4t sex, so feel free to add more on that part.)
i forgot to answer this on christmas . sniffles and wails . anywaus yay yay yay christmas gift for me!!!!
silverhearth augh.... louis has known hes trans for like hundreds of years and theyre way more knowledgable and experienced with all of this, while abolish is constantly trying to pretend hes a cis man around 99% of people and forget that hes trans at all. however this is not for any healthy reasons this is just because hes repressed and guilty about being trans
louis would be so comforting towards him all the time, holding him close and telling him that hes a wonderful man and nothing about his body changes that. slowly getting abolish to open up and be more comfortable with himself, even if star still has to basically force him out of his binder sometimes. but it slowly gets better about taking breaks and being a little more confident because louis is always so sweet and confident and encouraging
also abolish is definitely not used to getting himself off at all. for one hes repressed and so guilty about the idea of that, and for two his body makes him terribly dysphoric a lot of the time. louis helping him feel good and at one point asking him "can i suck your dick?" which makes him feel such an intense combination of gender euphoria and horniness that he nearly passes out. also i think abolish is always very focused on what other people want and never stops to even think about what he wants for himself, and while a lot of people would take advantage of that louis never would. hed always be encouraging abolish to voice what it wants and acknowledge its own thoughts and opinions (even if its incredibly nervous about doing that)
and also i think louis's strap game is insane and he would love turning abolish into a shaking, crying mess underneath him. fucking it so hard it sobs while whispering that its doing so so well and it looks so handsome <3