#sillygoblinantics

Bug carriage

Romeo for scale

I AM STILL MAD ABOUT THIS!!!

And yes. I am going to post this again because Bri has not apologized for the harm this image that was up for... mmm, 12ish hours has definitely been done, and will continue to do. I am going to yap about this because, this is bad! This isn't a oopsie, its made its way around because THE INTERNET IS FOREVER!!!

Now for some thoughts!

•"She didn't actually draw a transohobic character because C!Lily is cis!!!" You and I know that is bullshit. That's it. She even says this is an "accurate version" of Lily. The main inaccuracy for C!Lily is her not being cis.

And besides, tell me, WITH YOUR FULL CHEST, that she would draw any cis woman lolcow like this. Tell me.

•"This is just how Lily looks on the inside!!!" Go back up. Look at my first point. Ok?

Not gonna Ronald Dahl yourself outta this. If this was "how she looked on the inside," then it would be Liquids art. She purposefully chose all the physical traits that has been said that Lily had herself, is self-conscious about, or has been noted by other people. It is specifically a jab at her physical appearance.

•Just the way that fucking stupid leek is there pisses me off because;

1. It shows how Bri has no concept on the effect sexual assault has on victims other than "I can add a bloodied and ripped skirt for AnGsT and EdGE!!!" Great job. Great fucking job.

2. It shows that Bri cares more about that fucking Gardevor more than any of Lily's actual victims because she put so much effort into you knowing that Lily's perfect sister-wife is "ACTUALLY A VICTIM AS WELL YOU GUYS!!!" When she is written to be the opposite in the Pokémad house comic.

Along with her calling Britt and several others stalkers for rightfully being upset, having to be banned from Lily's first victim and bio sister's discord for posting the incest baby (Bonnie), and that I've been told by Bri that G IS HER FUCKING FAVORTITE CHARACTER FROM MADHOUSE!!!

•Bri has a history of being weird about trans women. I have proof of this because I was a part of some of these convos. She's even says she doesn't like viewing Lily as a trans woman/woman in general. Which, should have been a RED FLAG, but my empathetic ass was like, "She just doesn't understand."

But she is transphobic. 100%. I'm not gonna hold her hand on this. Not when she says this-

Yes, this made me incredibly uncomfortable and like I wasn't safe around her, but she was only cool with me because I am AFAB and still mostly feminine. I've had these screenshotted and saved for months, and they still make me angry. They make me feel stupid for not seeing this bright red flag.

You, as a cis person, do not get to say shit about anyone's transfers.

I know she deleted it.

Unfortunately she perpetually claims she never said X, never did Y, she's just a widdle baby y u yelling.

So we basically just kinda have to keep track of everything she says and does at this point because she owns up to nothing. Takes responsibility for nothing.

Because I dont want this blog to turn into the Bri wawa Library of Alexandria-- I consider pretty thoroughly what is worth publically refuting and what's just not a fight worth picking-- but you have no idea the AMOUNT of instances we have collected of Bri claiming she never said something-- and we have the screenshot of her saying it.

She would have never admitted to telling sheev they're not deaf if the Malcord hadn't decided abelism is hot girl shit.

The reason why I have barely mentioned the (all be it, more insignificant compared to sheev) shit she has done to me personally is because I was too stupid to save the majority of it.

There's no point. It's the James Somerton "I never said that and if I did no I didnt" strat all the way down.

I dare someone from the Malcord to keyword search how many times she's probably already said "I never [said/did] that" in there. We probably have a screenshot for every single one of them.

Re-Madhouse — G

Starting with the as Lily puts “Co-Protagonist” of PokéMadhouse, G the gardevoir.

When I first read madhouse I didn’t like the way G was written, I couldn’t accept that she was truly the one who did wrong granted the circumstances of the real life relationships that get this toxic, for the life of me I felt that G was the victim. From the way she’s written to her internal (and lack of struggle that isn’t resolved with a “get over it” by Lily) struggles/conflict. The way G comes off when interacting with other Pokémon, people and even Lily she acts like an abused dog who is on edge every millisecond of their life afraid of being hurt and dying.

G was always detached and acting like someone stronger than she was always masking and hiding. She was scared and confused and irrational. While reading I just couldn’t shake the feeling that Lily was lying to G about the bond shit and that’s what got me motivated and inspired to write G the way I did:

A nervous and anxious Pokémon who has to keep her head on a constant swivel to make sure she doesn’t get caught off guard by Lily or the other Pokémon on Lily’s ‘main team’ while wandering the halls in a confused and lucid daze.

So I took this to mind and heart when I was redesigning her. Of course this was after I did a semi satiric piece that applied my personal headcannon and take on the ralts line with given scientific applications to it! {click here for that!}

But when it came to actual elements for G in “Bonnie’s Day Out!!” I started to do my research and gathering for reference that would not only fit well with her silhouette but her character as well!

The basis of her design was heavily based on Anthy from RGU. Getting proper information from @saiscribbles as to her character thriughout the show: plots, goals, arcs and motivation; but more importantly her relations with the characters around her.

When it came to the style I had already locked in on limitations and rules for my version of gardevoir:

Depending on the age/maturity of the kirlia when they evolve (exp ≠ age) the style of “gown” will match and stay even as they age.

Younger gardevoir have more fairytale/disney princess type gowns

Older gardevoir have sharp, mature and a runway flare to the gowns

That being said; I immediately began to look up designers who screamed for my attention that suited G! But I wanted to find designers who had a somewhat hard life or story to really feel appropriate. The two I found the most right with G were: Paul Poiret and Cristóbal Balenciaga.

With all my ingredients ready I went into designing the final look!

Føss’s four stages! Lesh edition!

Some Lesh as they age tend to get longer and skinnier like rolling dough or clay into cylinders! But every Lesh is different with age!

I’ve been watching @saltydkdan play deltarune chapters 3&4 and he mentioned drawing jackenstein

So I drew him in under 3 hours and 30 minutes

thought I’d add a version of Brid and her team to scale for yall