#silencekin

I swear, I just exist and suddenly my brain is like "WAIT!!! What if we are ___ kin? That would explain so much!" My kin list gets longer the more I discover.

Like I might be conceptkin. I'm questioning silence kin. But the real interesting part is im dece.tly sure I am nothingkin. Cool to discover I'm a conceptkin of nothingness itself.

Because it would explain a lot. Sometimes the fact I exist feels wrong. But not the "I don't belong way" or a depression kinda way. More like, I should be nothing. That is what I am. Which is extremely confusing with both the fact I have a human body (why? It sucks) and because I have other kin types which aren't nothing. Especially the diety part of me which feels huge and omnipresent, mixed with the fact I am nothing. Gotta love contradictory kintypes.

But I can't complain, because for the first time in a while, I feel less broken. I feel like I can finally begin to understand myself. Some parts of it sucks, Because I can't fit what I should be, but at least I feel less wrong in my existence. I am otherkin, and geez, does that make my life finally make sense.