#sihts

Thank God for Girl Scout cookies.

I don't trust it! I never will.

I've never really told anyone about this but yeah it was an odd experience.  This particular night I was lying in bed not really thinking.  I was looking at my ceiling fan and my vision began to blacken around the edges, sort of like vignetting of a photograph.  My thoughts had completely lulled, my mind was empty.  Eventually I became aware that I had been staring at my ceiling for a long time and decided I should get under the covers and go to bed.  But when I tried to move I realized I couldn't.  I started to freak out I really had no idea what to do.  Somehow I blinked and came out of my "paralysis".  Oddly this is not my first peculiar sleep experience.  I've had a number of experiences with Lucid Dreaming.  At least a couple times a year I experience a DLID Lucid Dream, where I become aware that I'm dreaming.  I haven't really had any control of my Lucid Dreams just conscience thoughts during them.  For some reason I can also recall a lot of my dreams.  I don't have a dream log, though I always say I'll start one.  I've also had uncanny instances of deja vu and some dreams that have predicted things that happened in my life.  My mind is weird.

I literally just figured out what the fuck gpoy meant.  And even more embarrassing I used to think that smh was an onomatopoetic word, sort of like a smeh sound.  I'm like an old person.

Thank God

Something fucked up is going on in my subconscious