There's a phone call to Crimson's phone. As soon as he answers, he'll hear a feminine voice on the other line. "Hello, this is Ebbott Hospital. You're on the emergency contact form and we need to inform you Charlotte is here under a suicide watch. She's alive and stable, but we couldn't give her any medication due to the fact we had to pump her stomach. It'd probably make her feel better to have someone close here to talk to her."
* He hadnāt even put his phone down after the messages. The sound of his IMs going off had woken him up, actually. Heād quickly skimmed over them twice, because it hurt to read them. Heād been at the point where he was trying to rationalize his emotions, maybe prevent the outburst.
*He said nothing at first, listening to the voice that suddenly felt very unreal. Some paranoid thoughts sprouted first āYou kill everything you loveā, āEveryone you love will dieā, āYouāre a curseā etc. He was able to dismiss those at first, to try and focus on the phone because it was more important to actually get to the hospital.
āIāmā¦I..on..Iām coming.ā
*He stuttered the words and couldnāt remember it a second. Pump her stomach? Dear god, what did she do?! He pretended to ask himself that question, but deep down he knew exactly what she did. The question was why.
*Maybe because she was drunk. She was drunk enough to go out and marry some stranger she met on the internet, right? Might as well have been drunk enough to kill herself. Maybe she did it because she was scared of his reaction. Of course, that was probably it. Because, hell, everyone knows heās a psycho. Everyone knows.
*He slammed his fist against the door, not realizing how heād even made it out into the hallway. He was stumbling, still in pyjamas with a leather jacket draped on. Narcissus was staring at him from the kitchen doorway, teacup in hand.
*The first tears begun to fall when he realized that, even if Charlotte woudnāt die now, she eventually would. Hell sheād kept drinking even though he supposedly was here to talk when she wasnāt feeling well. Obviously, his voice wasnāt enough -and it would never be. Heād thought, maybe, they could go on with their lives but now Charlotte wanted to die and he didnāt know how to cope. And hell, heād make it about himself again. Didnāt he always?
*The next slam was against something softer. He felt warm vines crawling up his waist and on his arm. In his fist, Narcissusā throat writhed. Something pushed him. Narcissus was trying to catch his breath. Crimson witnessed his own skin shizzling suddenly, but it took a while for him to realize that Steel had thrown a fistful of salt to set the plant man loose of his touch.
*The salt, he didnāt even feel. But itād be a lie to say he was in pain. He should go to the hospital, but suddenly, he didnāt care anymore. Maybe he never should have. Maybe the greyfaces and Narci and Steel, were all right about him. He was better off back in the jar, like demons should be. Locked up, where he couldnāt hurt anywhere and lash out his aggression and destroy people when it wasnāt their fault! Because poor Charlotteā¦it wasnāt her fault! It was his, a demonās.