#sibling guilt

Trying to get over sibling guilt

im not your enemy, so who are you pretending to be?

To the older siblings who went no contact with one parent or both while your sibling(s) were growing up. Does that guilt ever go away? My little brother is eighteen today and I didn't see him grow up nearly as much as I wanted. Rarely saw him. He is a stranger I would die for. Does the guilt ever go away? Maybe it is worse because I have five younger siblings I watched grow up because I was perfectly fine with my mom and still am.