dori

fuck results day. im so fucking done i hate everything

somehow my old crush on this popular girl is firing up again but i havent seen her in abou two months since yr11 ended

something something being an active mental health risk to your best friend

and suddenly everything feels empty again

i wish i felt like i had someone to talk to

if anything, ill drown

how i feel venting to my alt account as if it's a different person

i feel sorry for you, but that doesnt excuse what you did.

sometimes i wish i had the courage to ask if i could vent to my friends. then i remember that they're all going through their own things and i cant expect them to listen to my problems when they have their own

and for just one month, it was as though my father had never remarried at all. as though he had really let us mourn. but when i come home again, i know it will only be a fantasy.

does anyone else find the bangladesh song on tiktok rlly annoying. like stfu pls its such a corny ass song and doesnt make any sense. it also feels like a strange way to mock bangladeshis. maybe im reading into it

theres a certain poeticism in today. i went to visit my mums grave with my dad and brother, wearing a red dress. my dad and brother both wore green hoodies. opposing, yet complementary.