dori

does anyone else find the bangladesh song on tiktok rlly annoying. like stfu pls its such a corny ass song and doesnt make any sense. it also feels like a strange way to mock bangladeshis. maybe im reading into it

theres a certain poeticism in today. i went to visit my mums grave with my dad and brother, wearing a red dress. my dad and brother both wore green hoodies. opposing, yet complementary.

no one talks abt being in a qpr while not being aro. im ace, my qpr is aro. i love him to bits, but i know he'll never really love me the way i need. hes my best friend in the whole world and i wouldnt want anyone else to be with all the time. but if i wanted an actual relationship, it would feel like cheating because hes my number one. i crave the intimate non-sexual nature of relationship, the hand holding and kissing, the love notes, waking up together in bed, flirting badly. but i wouldnt ask it from him, never. he doesnt like that stuff, nor does he want it. So i guess ill be what he needs. i dont really know how i need to be loved.

im not your enemy, so who are you pretending to be?

emma myers as pippa might be my undoing

if someone loved me the way alexander loved hephaestion, maybe i wouldn't be so bitter

guys what is it like to kiss someone

pippa fitz-amobi is pansexual.

grief is so strange. in 13 days, i will celebrate my mum's 10th death anniversary. i miss her. did i ever really know her?

i love my friends and i love helping my friends but sometimes listening to them vent is too much

i dreamt i was diagnosed with cancer.